Chapter 15: Unconvinced
Whether it is a mechanic, a martial artist or a Xuanka master, the strength is divided into grades, and whether it is a man or a woman or an infant person, there are also high and low from birth.
Some people have mediocre qualifications but are destined to live a lifetime, some people may be born geniuses but are destined to die in infancy, this is this world, the identity determined by birth is more advantageous than most of the advantages, the monster did not eat you, but people ate you, and reality ate you.
At the beginning of the establishment of the Human Alliance, the world's science and technology were still extremely backward, and several generals with military power and financial families united the remaining human beings to resist the invasion of monsters. The human front did not go well at the beginning, when the industrial age had not yet begun, and the backward productivity and fighting power brought the world's last remaining human beings to the near extinction. For the sake of strategy and resource allocation, the human alliance began to divide people into levels according to the strength and identity they had at that time; the ranks were not as perfect as they are now, but the high and low have been initially divided, and the low-level people were forcibly sent to the front line, becoming cannon fodder in war, becoming bait to lure monsters and delay monsters, and win a chance to survive for the rest of humanity.
There has never been true justice, especially in the face of war, no one dares to judge whether this decision is fair, just or necessary, but because of the existence of this system, the human alliance has successfully drawn a circle of survival, and has maintained a confrontation with the monsters until now, and this hierarchy has been completely rooted to this day.
How the past is a matter of the past, and now the hierarchy is only oppression and exploitation.
It is like a purifying knife, ruthlessly castrating all the low-class people who cannot choose their own birth, regardless of gender. is also like a pair of scissors, more than ten years ago, he cut Han Xu's life into two completely different sections, and cut out his life to the two sides of light and darkness, cut out the young Han Xu who was busy with life, and also cut out the world destroyer who turned into a ghost in the dark night.
Now, it may cut off some of the imminent love ties of teenagers and girls.
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The door suddenly opened, and it was not Liu Qianwen who came out, but his father Liu Baiyuan.
"Young man, can we talk?" Liu Baiyuan's face calmed down a lot, and he said seriously to Han Xu.
......
The setting sun became hazy, like an uncooked egg.
Han continued to look at the tightly closed iron door with light embroidery, and some scruples and tenderness in his heart also seemed to be shackled, imprisoned in the depths of his heart. He leaned against the white wall, quietly waiting for the middle-aged man to speak.
"Maybe you said something not very good, whether you heard it or not, I apologize to you. Liu Baiyuan said.
Han Xu was in an inexplicable mood, but he felt that he was so angry behind the door, but he was respectfully apologetic in front of the door, which made him feel a little hypocritical.
"No need to apologize. Han continued to shake his head, "You're right. ”
Liu Baiyuan didn't expect him to be so calm, this young boy seemed to be more stable than he imagined.
"Low-class people are always low-class people, even if they are successfully admitted to university, getting the status of a fifth-class citizen does not mean anything, even if they are clean and win their pockets and status, they can't change the fact that they were once low-class people, and there are always stains on life. Han continued to look at Liu Baiyuan's wise and calm eyes after being weathered, "What's more, it's still unknown whether you can get rid of your low-class civilian status." ”
He still heard what he was saying...... But in fact, this is also what Liu Baiyuan wants to see, and he also hoped that Han Xu would be able to hear those words, so he nodded and said, "It's good that you understand." ”
"I understand. Han Xu nodded, slightly propped up his waist against the wall and bent slightly, and said, "So what do you want to talk to me about?"
Liu Baiyuan took out a box of cigarettes and handed one to Han Xu, after Han Xu refused, he stuffed it into his mouth, lit the cigarette, and watched the smoke come out of his mouth, his mind was long, and he said in a long voice: "I only have such a daughter." ”
Han Xu looked at the light of the cigarette in his mouth, and was a little distracted.
Crawling in the bottom, struggling on the line of life and death since he was very young, standing in another perspective to see the world for so many years, thinking that he sees problems more clearly than ordinary low-class people, and can understand many people's ignorant thoughts caused by environmental persecution, but when these things happen to him, he didn't expect that it was impossible not to be angry, let alone forgive.
He was a little unconvinced, "So?"
Liu Baiyuan frowned slightly at the tone of his tone, raised his head slightly, and said, "So I won't allow a low-ranking citizen to take him away from me." ”
Liu Baiyuan's gaze was as unshakable as an iron pillar, and a boundary like an iron river appeared unabashedly between the two of them, and the two who were close at hand were divided into two sides of the world.
"You should know what she's thinking, but it doesn't matter, you just need to know that you can't possibly do it. ”
Han Xu didn't speak.
At this age, many things happen naturally, but in my heart, I am not sure of the existence of this canal, and after a few seconds of silence, I shook my head and said, "I don't understand." ”
"Let me tell you this. Liu Baiyuan stepped on the cigarette butt that he had only smoked twice, "Qianwen She can have a good future, not with you." You may be a good friend who can protect her in times of danger, and I am very grateful for what you did in the previous violent intimidation, but this is only possible between you. ”
Han Xu's fingers hooked slightly, and then slowly curled up in the palm of his hand.
Can she have a good future, and she is the one who stands in her way?
This kind of dialogue and plot is too bloody, Han Xu doesn't like to watch TV, but he can't accept such a vulgar hat.
It's one thing to like it or not, it's another thing to see how it will be in the future, but why are you telling me that?
"Why?"
He was very incomprehensible and unwilling.
"Why?" Liu Baiyuan was surprised by this question.
Han continued to bow his head seriously.
Liu Baiyun said solemnly: "Because I am his father, isn't this enough?"
"So what?"
Han Xu smiled slightly, his smile was quite sarcastic, and said, "Yes, why? Why are you her father?
On what basis is his father?
This question really doesn't look like a conversation between a father and a daughter's suitor who is faintly arguing, it's too different to ask.
Facing the edge of Han Xu, Liu Baiyuan sneered, and said unceremoniously: "Because she is my daughter, this is her life, and it is also my life." ”
Han continued to look at the sunset outside, which was already half outside.
Whoever is the daughter is fate, and the daughter listens to her father, and it is also fate; everything is so natural and predestined, as if the sunset was originally setting from the west, it is the law of this world, and it is right.
People are always accustomed to taking a lot of innate things for granted, and this should be so terrible.
Because this is a matter of course, it is the fate of human beings to be oppressed by monsters, so it is also the fate of human beings to be oppressed by humans, so it is the fate of the lower citizens to die when it is time to die, so it is the fate of the higher citizens to enjoy the sacrifice of the lower people......
I feel that everything is fate, and the word life is really only the last word left in the end.
All this may be no problem, just like people eating vegetables, but when the Chinese food has the intention and strength to resist, how can they be willing to make the Chinese food?
These words touched the depths of Han Xu's heart, and some old things couldn't help but rise like spring water, making his eyes blur a little, and then they became extremely clear, as if they pierced through this devastated place in an instant.
These unknown things carry his life, and it is also his life that changes.
I don't want to be eaten by the world, I don't want to be eaten by the people of this world, I don't want to be oppressed, I don't want to be bullied, I don't want to die like this. You take it for granted, I don't think so.
How can my life be justified because you think it should be?
Han Xu shook his head and let out a long sigh.
"I don't think so. He looked at Liu Baiyuan's eyes, took it seriously, and said word by word.
Liu Baiyuan frowned slightly.
My daughter has always been a sensible and obedient good girl, but for some reason, she would be entangled with such a cheeky teenager, and she really didn't cry when she saw the coffin?
Although he was also a low-class citizen, the status of a sixth-class citizen was not enough to directly exploit the seventh-class people, but the status of a government official in the slum was enough for him to deal with this weak seventh-class orphan.
"You take everything for granted, so you're wrong. Han continued to shake his head, looking at the middle-aged man who had seen the slum government and didn't know how many ups and downs, the look in his eyes was not half timid, "Why do you think it is, you just happen to have such a daughter, why should everything about her be decided by you? ”
Liu Baiyun had nothing to do and stopped grinding his cigarette butt, and his whole person was stunned, and he couldn't find a rebuttal for a while.
There was a lot of shame in his head, and after a few seconds, he sneered: "I am her flesh-and-blood father, and I can't be the master, why do you, a person who has nothing to do with anything, say this in front of me?"
Han Xu walked behind him, stood on the edge of the stairs, his face was red by the sunset's gaze, and said, "Actually, we are not convinced in the end. ”
Liu Baiyuan turned his head, his eyes cold.
"You are not convinced that you live in this poor place, you are not convinced of my existence, I am not convinced that you do not want my existence, we are all because we are not convinced and unwilling to be unwilling, so we have this conversation, since we are one type of people, at least in essence on this issue, then this question is not so complicated. ”
Han Xu turned his head and met his eyes.
"If you are not convinced, let the other party be convinced, who has always been strong and who is reasonable, isn't it the law of the world?
Whoever is weak swallows his breath, even if the other party can't swallow this breath, he will let him swallow it to death. "The cold voice is extremely cold, just like a winter wind and snow.
What I have in my mind is the retrograde movement of myself and the king's eyes in the night, the life-killing cards that come out of my hands, and the wide copper bell eyes of a desperate disciple after seeing the ghost himself......
It is the same as Liu Baiyuan's eyes now.