If there were a torch to illuminate the cul-de-sac in his body, he would see at the end a heart bound by rusty chains, imprisoned in his chest, beating unfreely day and night, and the harder he beats, the tighter he is strangled.

In the end, Xu Zhiyuan made an appointment with Yan Cishuo.

The screen of the phone freezes on the chat page between him and Yan Cishuo.

Xu Zhiyuan: [I'm sorry, my mother enrolled me in a cram school, and I may not be able to go to see it.] 】

You can see the apology in Xu Zhiyuan's tone across the screen.

Yan Cishuo said that he also understood, Yan Cishuo: [It's okay, it's okay, but I want to ask where you are tutoring, I'll take a look.] 】

Xu Zhiyuan was entangled, but still told Yan Cishuo the location of the make-up class.

Xu Zhiyuan: [There is a training class in Wanda Plaza, on the second floor. 】

Yan Cishuo: [I know this, I saw it when I was playing in Wanda Plaza, but I didn't want to report it. 】

――

Yan Cishuo took the initiative to talk to Xu Zhiyuan since Xu Zhiyuan saw him kissing indirectly on the stairs of "Donald Duck", intentionally or unintentionally.

Xu Zhiyuan didn't take it to heart, and he arbitrarily set it close.

Xu Zhiyuan was not short of popularity when he was in elementary school.

Contrary to Lin Ji, Xu Zhiyuan is very popular, and Xu Zhiyuan is quite popular.

Because of Xu Zhiyuan's skin.

However, the people who stayed by Xu Zhiyuan's side came and went quickly.

The day before, next to Xu Zhiyuan, he proposed to go to the game hall to play.

Today, I will talk to others about Xu Zhiyuan.

Xu Zhiyuan never cared about these things-because the tasks assigned to him by Shen Nan had already kept him busy enough.

It used to be okay, but I used to have a few more sets of information books than my classmates, and since Xu Ji was hit and derailed, Xu Ji doesn't often stay at home.

went to live with that lover directly, and sometimes it was because Xu Ji's mother called, Xu Ji would come back a few times.

And Shen Nan's resentment and anger that she had nowhere to put were all sprinkled on him and her son.

This family is shattered, and Xu Zhiyuan is like a dandelion struggling to support this family in the wind and rain.

Xu Ji's love is not allowed.

Shen Nan has nowhere to vent her anger.

It's all on Xu Zhiyuan alone.

Xu Ji said, "Xu Zhiyuan, you have to study hard, and then take a good junior high school exam, and you will have a good starting point." ”

Shen Nan said, "Xu Zhiyuan, people often say, 'Only when you suffer hardship can you become a superior person.'" I hope you understand. ”

……

And Yan Cishuo didn't leave in a day or two like everyone else, on the contrary, Yan Cishuo chased Xu Zhiyuan every day to ask math problems.

At that time, there were only two English classes a week in elementary school, and the rest were all math and Chinese classes, which was even more boring than junior high school.

The teacher is also happy to see the desire of his classmates to learn and be knowledgeable, and naturally approves of it.

Yan Cishuo sometimes asked Xu Zhiyuan with the English grammar of the sixth grade, and Xu Zhiyuan could still answer them one by one.

Yan Cishuo did not hide his admiration at all, "This is a sixth-grade title, you can write it......"

Xu Zhiyuan pursed his lips, not quite wanting to recall the time when Shen Nan taught him English grammar.

Despite this, Yan Cishuo did not integrate into Xu Zhiyuan's life.

Xu Zhiyuan is just one more person in the school to nag around.

Xu Zhiyuan's time stops moving, today repeats yesterday, yesterday repeats the day before yesterday, life is a pool of stagnant water.

――

Life is still going on, and the summer vacation is also passing day by day, when Xu Zhiyuan is tutoring, Yan Cishuo walked to the second floor, after Yan Cishuo saw Xu Zhiyuan, he ran over, pulled Xu Zhiyuan and ran.

Xu Zhiyuan wanted to struggle, so he shook off Yan Cishuo's hand, Xu Zhiyuan's face was not very good-looking, "What are you doing?" ”

Yan Cishuo looked at Xu Zhiyuan steadily, and finally laughed, but this laughter was very light, so green that it was like a feather brushing through his heart, and finally disappeared without a trace.

"Actually......" Yan Cishuo looked at Xu Zhiyuan for a moment, "You also hate cram schools, right?" ”

Yan Cishuo was right.

Xu Zhiyuan didn't like cram schools at all.

In the fifth-grade boys, the summer vacation is basically crazy and crazy for two months, and then hurriedly make up the homework in the last few days, and then come to school noisily to complain about the homework, this is their youth.

But these do not belong to Xu Zhiyuan.

Xu Zhiyuan gets up early every day, makes the bed, folds pajamas and puts them on the bedside table, and sweeps the floor of the living room after sweeping his room.

Then after breakfast, Xu Zhiyuan went to tutoring.

The people who were with his cram school mates basically didn't do well in the final exam, and their parents sent them over, wanting to make up for it once, so as not to be too far behind in the sixth grade.

And Xu Zhiyuan is second.

I was also sent over.

The cram school people all had mobile phones, and when class ended, they sat in their seats and roared, "You save me, why don't you save me?" I was beaten to death from the other side! ”

Another shouted, "I didn't see it, I saw it, I'll save you." ”

"I've been beaten, come and help me! He's hiding in that bush, you take a gun and shoot it first, test it, just in case you get ambushed! ”

"OKK, you hold on first."

……

The excitement is all theirs, and I have nothing.

Xu Zhiyuan listened calmly to them scolding each other, pushing the pot, and finally high-fived in victory.

There is such a test abroad, "Which of the following do you feel is the loneliest?" "A: Sitting in a huge space, surrounded by noisy noise, and only I am alone. B: Stay at home alone, listen to songs, and catch up on TV series. C: One person goes to the toilet, one person eats, and one person sleeps.

The results showed that 70% of people chose A.

Why? Because the people around them are noisy, the teacher may come in and reprimand them, but the happiness is also theirs.

Sitting alone in your seat will only make you look like an outlier.

This is also why many writers like to use comparison to write articles, because the mood will be different.

Just like people are born to love beauty, how can anyone like to be lonely.

"Yes," Xu Zhiyuan lowered his eyes, "so what?" ”

Yan Cishuo gave Xu Zhiyuan a big smile, "Then I'll take you to play for a day today." Relax and relax, you are only ten years old, and you force yourself to be like that, it is not suitable or inappropriate. ”

"I ......" Xu Zhiyuan hesitated a little, "I." There will be a class later. ”

"I said I'll take you for a good day today, and I'll take you for a good day." Yan Cishuo's tone was irrefutable. "You go pack your things, and then we'll run together."

There is a sense of pressure and intimidation of a little adult.

Xu Zhiyuan was a little hesitant and a little excited, mixed with a little worry.

Yan Cishuo seemed to see the worry in his eyes, and patted Xu Zhiyuan on the shoulder, "Ask the teacher for leave." ”

"If you ask the teacher for leave," Xu said, "the teacher will call the parents to confirm." ”

"Then please take a fart leave," Yan Cishuo pulled Xu Zhiyuan and ran, "Run!" ”

The steps were not high, and the two of them simply jumped down. Dangling in the air for a moment. Facing the blowing wind, it makes the scorching heat a little more charming.

Yan Cishuo took Xu Zhiyuan and ran for a long time, until he stopped at the north side of Wanda Plaza, Wanda Plaza is very large, there are cram schools, Wallace, milk tea shops, and shopping malls, and the mall is a movie theater on the upper floor.

Yan Cishuo first took Xu Zhiyuan to the mall to put Xu Zhiyuan's make-up things in the locker, and then Yan Cishuo handed the ticket to Xu Zhiyuan.

"Remember to put it away," Yan Cishuo instructed, "or it will be very troublesome." ”

"What's next?" Xu Zhiyuan asked.

"Let's go eat Wallace first," Yan Cishuo said with a smile, "I feel that a fairy like you who doesn't eat fireworks in the world must have never eaten it." ”

Yan Cishuo's tone was a little proud.

Xu Zhiyuan almost put "Aren't you 'bringing capital into the group'?" Shouldn't it be that you don't eat the fireworks of the world? After saying that, Xu Zhiyuan pursed his lips to relieve the embarrassment.

Xu Zhiyuan replied truthfully, "I really haven't eaten it, but I can try it today." ”

Yan Cishuo has a lot of experience with Wallace, "Wait for you to order." Then the waiters will ask you what kind of drink you want, like juice, cola, or whatever...... You must not bird him, Wallace is much cheaper than Tex, but Wallace costs seven pieces for a 200ml glass of Coke, and 400ml outside is only three. Don't think about it, go get a drink. ”

Xu Zhiyuan nodded, indicating that he understood.

Xu Zhiyuan ordered a family package of more than 30 people.

The waiting time is very long, and the cram school teacher in Xu Zhiyuan is already crazy, such a big child, it is gone?!

And some people reported that Xu Zhiyuan ran away by himself with his schoolbag, how could it be?!

Xu Zhiyuan is so well-behaved, his grades are so good, and he listens to the teacher very much, for those teachers, teaching Xu Zhiyuan is a pleasure, because when they speak on the podium, Xu Zhiyuan will never let them sing a one-man show - one person is embarrassed.

And now Xu Zhiyuan actually took the initiative to skip class?!

The teacher called Shen Nan anxiously, "Hey, is it Xu Zhiyuan's mother?" ”

Shen Nan was in a bad mood when she received the call, because she had just met Xu Ji's fake Bai Yueguang.

The fake white moonlight got out of the car first, and Xu Ji cautiously followed her, as if they were a newly married couple!

What kind of thing is she!

Plug Xu Ji's fucking mouth?!

Shen Nan received a call from the tutor again, and Shen Nan forced the anger in her heart to get into the car, and let her tone sound the same as usual, "Hello, teacher." I'm Xu Zhiyuan's mother, is there anything wrong? ”

The tutor paused for a moment, and finally trayed out the facts, "It's that Xu Zhiyuan is missing, some students saw that Xu Zhiyuan packed up his things and left, and some students were not sure, because there were many people." Does Xu Zhiyuan's mother know where Xu Zhiyuan often goes? Let's go there and look for him, Xu Zhiyuan's mother is also looking for him at home, maybe this child won't be in a good mood......"

Shen Nan said in a deep voice, "Okay, I know." Thank you, teacher. ”