Chapter 188: Farewell
Xue Ling remembered herself, she was forced to apologize for her sins with death in her previous life, and since she was reborn, all she wanted was the word peace.
She looked at Xu Lanfeng and didn't approve of such self-abandonment.
"In this world, is there really no one and anything worthy of your nostalgia?"
Xue Ling asked softly.
Xu Lanfeng heard this sentence, touched the heartstrings, bent down, buried his head between his legs, and cried, "You don't understand, cousin he, A-Niang hinted once, I always thought he was also willing." ”
She shook her head, unable to say any more.
Xue Ling sat on the chair on the side of the collapse, for women, marriage is very important, but there are very few who can marry Lang Jun, the vast majority of women, just obey the orders of their parents, the words of the matchmaker, marry a good husband and children, and live a plain life.
Xu Lanfeng's girlhood was indeed too smooth, she secretly had feelings for Nangong Sheng, she could see at a glance, it was impossible for the Xu family not to know, but she never stopped it, it seemed to be pampered, but it was not an indulgence.
Xue Ling's voice softened a little, "He refused, which means that in his heart, you are not Er'er, in this way, is it worth you to seek death and life for him?" ”
When Xu Lanfeng heard this, she was even more sad, "I don't know,"
Xue Ling continued to ask, "Miss Xu was born in a noble family, how are the women she seeing?" ”
Xu Lanfeng was stunned by Xue Ling's question, her eyes were glazed, as if she was recalling what she had seen around her, for a long time, she shook her head, "There are fewer happy lives, and more resentment." ”
Xue Ling sighed, "Yes, life is often unsatisfactory, in this world, it is rare to love and grow old together, but most women do not have such blessings, I am not Miss Xu, I can't judge what you think, but I still think that it is stupid to commit suicide by committing suicide, and it is even more foolish to seek death and life for a man who does not love him." ”
Xu Lanfeng has grown so big, he has never heard such a remark.
She only heard a few words from the man who didn't love her, and the whole person was almost broken, crying hysterically.
When Nangong Sheng heard the news, he still rushed over, and just walked outside the door, when he heard Xue Ling's words, he stopped and stood for a while, and then turned to leave.
Zeng Yi came with him, "Isn't His Royal Highness the eldest grandson going to comfort him?" ”
"What are you consoling, isn't what Xue Ling said the truth?" He glanced at Zeng Yi, "You and I have known each other for nearly ten years, Shi Yue, you know my heart, these years of lying on the salary and trying to taste the courage, in order to save this life in the court, I have exhausted all my strength, the love of children is long, I really don't take it to heart, she has to figure it out sooner or later, isn't it a good thing that the girl of the Xue family woke her up like this." ”
Nangong Sheng raised his footsteps, took three steps, and suddenly stopped, "Shi Yue, Xue Yatou is so calm and composed, if you really have some thoughts, you will inevitably have to suffer some hardships in the future." ”
With that, he got up and left.
Zeng Yi was silent for a moment before he followed.
In the house, Xu Lanfeng cried for a long time, and when he was tired of crying, he fell asleep.
Xue Ling covered the quilt for her.
Only then did he push the door out lightly, Xu Lanfeng's girl Liuyu was waiting outside, and when she heard Xue Ling come out, she hurriedly greeted her, "Miss She,"
"It's okay, she can't take the medicine now, let her sleep first, I have a good soothing tea there, I'll let Siyu send some over, and she will drink some when she's thirsty."
Liuyu hurriedly responded, looking at Xue Ling with a look of gratitude, "Thank you, Miss Xue." ”
Xue Ling couldn't help but glance at her a few times, in the previous life, it was this girl's death that forced her to have nowhere to escape.
Standing in front of her now, her heart chuckled a little.
"Go in and take good care of her, you guys will work in two shifts and keep watch over her."
The girl said, "Do you need to do it all the time?" ”
Xue Ling said, "Just these two or three days, it's good to get through, and people's thoughts of death are just a few days, it's good to pass, you work harder." ”
Liuyu was grateful, "Thank you, Miss Xue." ”
The night was peaceful.
After breakfast, Xue Ling was holding a book and reading it carefully.
Siyu walked in and said, "Girl, Miss Xu took the initiative to mention it today, saying that the north is dry, and she can't stand it anymore and is going to go back to Beijing, but she said that she wants you to give her a ride." ”
Xue Ling put down the book, she knew that Xu Lanfeng would survive, just like in her previous life, but she didn't expect it to be so fast.
But in one night, I had already survived, and even if I didn't feel like I was dead, I felt hopeless and couldn't wait to escape.
"Let's go, let's go and see her off."
There were a few cars and horses parked at the entrance of the yamen, and Lord Xu was not at ease, so he sent his personal cronies.
Xu Lanfeng, dressed in a light red outfit, stood in front of the carriage.
The placket she wore today was very high, covering the remaining bruises on her neck, and her almond eyes were still red and swollen, and she looked very delicate with a little powder.
It's just a pair of eyes that glow with water.
She looked at Nangong Sheng, who was accompanying her.
Nangong Sheng didn't look in this direction, her eyes turned a little red, "Cousin, I'm leaving, don't you want to look at me?" ”
This sentence seemed bold to say in front of everyone, but when you listen carefully, it is like a farewell.
Nangong Sheng turned sideways, and all he could say was, "Cousin, have a good trip." ”
The little light in Xu Lanfeng's eyes finally gradually dimmed, yes, what else was she looking forward to.
Since childhood, he has been very considerate of her, and now that I think about it, this kind of thoughtfulness seems to be gentle, but in fact he has always kept his distance.
It's that she thinks too much.
Xu Lanfeng forced himself to retract his gaze and took Xue Ling's hand, "Sister Xue gave me a ride, it's okay." ”
Xue Ling naturally would not refuse, she followed and got into the carriage.
The carriage was not fast.
Xu Lanfeng sat upright and did not speak.
Xue Ling sat quietly.
"You've never been moved!"
Xu Lanfeng suddenly said lightly.
Without waiting for Xue Ling to answer, she said again, "Also, you are still young, and you have not yet reached the age when a girl's love is beginning to open, even if you have a verbal marriage contract with Cousin Chen, you are not at the point of being emotional." ”
Xue Ling didn't know if what Xu Lanfeng said was reasonable, she couldn't remember any of the feelings she had about Nangong Chen in her previous life.
Even if you have some concerns in your heart, it is about a limit.
"If Ah Ling meets that man who makes you confused one day, maybe you will understand the feeling of not being able to let go." Xu Lanfeng's voice was very low.
Now Xu Lanfeng seems to be a different person, every move, word and deed feels completely different.
Xue Ling shook her head, "No,"