Xu Zhiyuan nodded and said goodbye to Yan Cishuo, "Goodbye." ”

Shen Nan endured her anger and got into the car with Xu Zhiyuan, "It's fun to skip class?" Running over to watch a movie for fun? Have fun keeping me waiting for you for two hours? Can you know if the teacher and I are in a hurry? Do you know if you will nod your head? That still skips class? Skipping class is awesome, isn't it? Prove you're a big kid? Yes? Speak......! ”

Shen Nan's words were like a chain of cannons, one section was finished and another was finished.

Xu Zhiyuan pursed his lips and did not speak.

Shen Nan sat in the driver's seat, her tone full of mockery, "Why did I give birth to you who skipped class, if it weren't for you, if it weren't for the fact that I didn't want your child to become a single-parent family at a young age, I would have divorced a long time ago!" Shen Nan's car was very fast, almost stepping on the accelerator to the end, which showed Shen Nan's anger, "Xu Zhiyuan, you really disappointed me!" ”

Shen Nan said word by word, word by word.

Xu Zhiyuan thought that he had already become numb, but in fact, he was not. Shen Nan's words were like a sharp knife, piercing into the softest and most painful place in Xu Zhiyuan's heart, word by word, like a scar cutting his heart.

Xu Zhiyuan sat in the back, like a puppeteer, but in fact, his heart had already been in vicissitudes.

A loved one who says almost every day, "You're so troublesome. "You're a liability." "How did I give birth to this son of yours?" "You were born to be annoying."

I'll tell you a joke, if you live, you have a future – a bright future.

The blood in Xu Zhiyuan's limbs and hundreds of bones flowed with a chill because of Shen Nan's words, and refused to disperse for a long time.

Blood is thicker than water, this sentence is not false.

Xu Zhiyuan tried his best not to care about Shen Nan's words, but Shen Nan's words echoed in his mind all the time, "If I hadn't given birth to your marriage, I would have left a long time ago." ”

The direct meaning of this sentence is that Xu Zhiyuan is a burden.

Xu Zhiyuan is a troublemaker.

Xu Zhiyuan is a hot potato.

Xu Zhiyuan shouldn't be alive.

Everyone understands the truth, but it is inevitable to do it.

Xu Zhiyuan's mood is very low, and with the "Appointment with Your Galaxy" just now, Xu Zhiyuan's eyes are a little pantothenic.

But Xu Zhiyuan didn't cry in the end, he had no reason to cry for Shen Nan, and he couldn't cry for himself.

Because in this case, he admits that he is a burden.

Shen Nan looked at Xu Zhiyuan from the rearview mirror, Xu Zhiyuan lowered his head, and couldn't see whether the look on his face was happy or sad. Shen Nan's anger didn't hit anywhere.

"What? Say a few words to you and get down? Why didn't you think of this when you skipped class? I went to ask for leave, just to find you, and you made me wait for you for two hours in vain? Are you so glassy? Xu Zhiyuan! ”

"Raise your head," Shen Nan raised his voice violently, "Look at me!" Why skip class, say! Why not? ”

“……”

The only thing that responded to Shen Nan was the long silence in the car.

Xu Zhiyuan was silent.

Shen Nan laughed "hahaha......", "Okay, don't say it!" Go back, change your shoes and come to the study. ”

Or silence.

The atmosphere in the car was extremely eerie.

But Xu Zhiyuan knew that Shen Nan was going to physically punish him again when he went to the study, but it didn't matter, Xu Zhiyuan was used to it.

Shen Nan parked the car in the underground parking lot, Xu Zhiyuan followed behind her, Shen Nan said, "Don't think about running, if you run, you won't come back for the rest of your life." ”

……

Xu Zhiyuan changed his shoes at the entrance, went up the stairs to the study with great familiarity, and then picked up the bamboo strips in the study.

All this is so familiar, familiar with Xu Zhiyuan is a little want to laugh.

It was the afternoon of summer vacation, and the weather was sweltering, Xu Zhiyuan looked at the light refracted through the window and chuckled.

Scold.

How can a child who grows up in a deformed and distorted family be sunny and positive?

Sunlight is a thing that is particularly dazzling.

Xu Zhiyuan walked to the window, and closed half of the curtain with a "huh-" sound, and then the other side.

After these things, Shen Nan did not come to the study for a long time.

This made Xu Zhiyuan a little puzzled, but Xu Zhiyuan would not ask stupidly.

Xu Zhiyuan obediently stayed in the study and read.

If you don't know Xu Zhiyuan's previous life, everything will be so beautiful.

When Xu Zhiyuan read a book for three-quarters, Shen Nan came in, Shen Nan didn't say a word, and looked down at Xu Zhiyuan with his hands on his chest.

Xu Zhiyuan got up.

"Let's go," Shen Nan said, "you can enjoy it too." ”

"Just to pass the time." Xu Zhiyuan said it lightly.

Shen Nan didn't know that there was no type of martial arts novel that boys liked at home, Xu Zhiyuan could only read famous books if he wanted to read it, and Shen Nan had always forbidden him to read martial arts novels.

Shen Nan took Xu Zhiyuan to the door of a small room, Shen Nan opened the door, and without Shen Nan saying anything, Xu Zhiyuan went in decisively.

"What are the requirements?" Xu Zhiyuan looked at the room, and then looked up and asked Shen Nan.

"I won't go to the make-up class, I'll apply for a refund," Shen Nan replied, "And you, stay at home this summer, and someone will deliver breakfast, lunch, and dinner." ”

"Cell phone." Xu Zhiyuan said lightly.

Xu Zhiyuan wanted to get the mobile phone and apologize to Yan Cishuo or something.

"The phone was confiscated! You still want a computer like electronics, no way! ”

Shen Nan's voice and Xu Zhiyuan's voice formed a fresh contrast.

But so what, Shen Nan's voice was indisputably hard.

"Let's go inside."

Shen Nan pointed to a room that was half smaller than Xu Zhiyuan's room, and the words were more accurate than the size of a bathroom, a little larger than the bathroom, after all, there was a single bed in it.

Next to the single bed there is a mirror, not too big or too small, and then there is the desk, on which are the famous books written by celebrities from all over the world.

"If You Give Me Three Days of Light", "Notre Dame de Paris", "Jane Eyre", "Dream of Red Mansions", "How Steel is Made", ......

Xu Zhiyuan read these books no less than three times during the summer vacation.

Shen Nan locked Xu Zhiyuan in a cage, and Xu Zhiyuan couldn't break free.

Xu Zhiyuan began to be complacent, and Xu Zhiyuan was obsessed with literature.

Or you can only read books to pass the time, otherwise Xu Zhiyuan's day is 53 and exercise books.

The meals are different every day, that is, in order to make Xu Zhiyuan's nutrition even, Xu Zhiyuan only eats a few bites each time, and then says that he is full.

In the next few times, Xu Zhiyuan made mistakes, and Shen Nan didn't bother to physically punish him, and he was locked up as soon as he made a mistake, and the longest was one semester.

Except for going to school, you can stay in the secret room for me for the rest of my life!

……

As he grew older, Xu Zhiyuan entered junior high school.

After entering junior high school, Xu Zhiyuan had something called evening self-study, but it didn't have it on Fridays, so Shen Nan would control him except Friday during the week, and Friday after school was the only time for Xu Zhiyuan to have free activities.

Gradually, Xu Zhiyuan noticed a girl in the next class, she seemed to be called Lin Ji.

Xu Zhiyuan and Lin Ji were about to walk to the station on the same road, Xu Zhiyuan walked in front of Lin Ji, and Lin Ji walked behind.

Xu Zhiyuan leaned forward to the road, Lin Ji looked up and suddenly saw Xu Zhiyuan's inexplicable movements, and subconsciously ran over and pulled Xu Zhiyuan, Lin Ji complained in a low voice, "How can you learn from the people in the TV series......"

Xu Zhiyuan was startled and breathed suffocated.

Lin Ji then gave him a science popularization on the disadvantages of being hit by a car on the road, "If there is really a car owner on the road who hits you, don't say it, the judicial lawsuit can make him suffer for a lifetime, and he also has a human life on his back." ”

Lin Ji stretched out her hand and stretched out a finger when she said one.

It looks like a little adult.

Suddenly, Xu Zhiyuan heard himself say, "Okay." ”

After that, Xu Zhiyuan has been paying attention to Lin Ji's every move intentionally or unintentionally, but Xu Zhiyuan can only follow Lin Ji on Fridays a week and walk to the station on the same road.

Xu Zhiyuan wrote in his diary, "I have experienced many misfortunes, but I hope to ...... The life you are in now is happy. ”

"On this bustling road, there is still something to be thankful about."

It was I who met you.

From then on, the light of day dispelled the dark side.

You are the supreme glory of my life.

How obvious is the naked love in the diary, but the realistic Xu Zhiyuan only dares to look at Lin Ji secretly.

It's just that he secretly followed Lin Xi every Friday after school, and he couldn't follow Lin Xi to his home, because Shen Nan stipulated the time to get home.

Therefore, Xu Zhiyuan cherishes walking with Lin Ji when he goes home.

Would you enjoy one day of the week because of being alone?

Xu Zhiyuan will meet, Xu Zhiyuan found that he likes Friday very much every week, and he hopes that every day is Friday.

If it's a sunny day on Friday, Lin Xi may go to shake the cat and buy some food.

If it's a rainy day on Friday, Lin Ji is clumsy and doesn't bring an umbrella, so Xu Zhiyuan will choose to share an umbrella with Lin Ji.

Xu Zhiyuan saw Lin Ji looking at him in surprise, Xu Zhiyuan smiled lightly, hiding the panic in his heart, "We are on the same road, it's better to put together an umbrella, otherwise the clothes will get wet." ”

"Okay, thank you." Lin Ji smiled sweetly at Xu Zhiyuan.

A glimpse of the sky, forever sunk.

I chase the butterflies you have chased, and I look down and smell the flowers you have smelled.

When Xu Zhiyuan played the umbrella, Xu Zhiyuan subconsciously biased most of the umbrella to Lin Ji, and at the fork in the road, Lin Ji didn't pay much attention to Xu Zhiyuan's clothes, and ran back after saying goodbye to Xu Zhiyuan.

When Xu Zhiyuan arrived home, he found that his clothes were already half wet.

After meeting Lin Ji, Xu Zhiyuan began to believe that even people living in the quagmire yearn for a better tomorrow, just as sunflowers in the dark can always distinguish the direction of the sun.

And Xu Zhiyuan is willing to make that sunflower for Lin Ji.

Born to the sun.

The appearance of Lin Ji broke Xu Zhiyuan's immutable life rules, and Xu Zhiyuan began to look forward to Friday.

Xu Zhiyuan didn't expect Lin Ji to have a liking for him, Xu Zhiyuan just wanted to accompany her silently.

Watching her grow up.

Lin Ji saved him and influenced him, and Xu Zhiyuan's life was achieved by Lin Ji.

But Lin Ji disappeared mysteriously.

Xu Zhiyuan's life is halfway through confinement, waiting for Lin Ji to come back.