Chapter 83 I really want to slap myself twice
Next, none of us spoke, quietly enjoying the tranquility.
Until a fish fluttered in front of us, breaking the silence.
"Last time I was in the hotel, you suddenly rushed out because you saw Wang Mingming, right?" Jin Jiu'er asked suddenly.
I don't know why Jin Jiu'er suddenly mentioned this.
"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry, you broke up with her because of me, right?" Jin Jiu'er said again.
"How do you know?" I wonder how Jin Jiu'er knows about the matter between me and Wang Mingming.
"The school is so big, do you know it's hard?" Jin Jiu'er smiled and said.
I shook my head and said, "It's not because of you, it has nothing to do with you." ”
If it weren't for what happened in the ward that day, I would indeed blame Jin Jiu'er for all this, and I would have wondered if Wang Mingming and I would have been able to continue to be good if the chance encounter in front of the hotel hadn't happened that day, until one day, I would be able to rightfully hold her hand and make her the only one for the rest of my life.
But I understand now that the relationship between us comes inexplicably, no matter how deep the love that arises out of thin air, it can't withstand any test, Wang Mingming doesn't believe me, I don't believe her, there is no trust between us, so this series of things will happen.
If you insist on saying who to blame, you can only blame the feelings brought by yang marriage for being too fragile, like a mirror, you can only look at it, but you can't touch it at all.
Jin Jiu'er didn't continue the topic, but said, "You came to me because of the worm Gu, right?" ”
I looked at Jin Jiu'er, looked straight at her, and told her with my actions that I was here today for the insect Gu thing.
"Chen, let me ask you, do you still think I'm a vicious woman?" Jin Jiu'er's eyes turned red again at some point.
I didn't respond to her, my heart was actually confused, and after getting along with Jin Jiu'er, I could feel the gentleness and kindness in her words and deeds, but Senior Brother Jiang Nan's words, the insect Gu on Uncle Liu's body and the insect Gu on Professor Yan's body kept denying Jin Jiu'er's original impression in my heart.
Seeing that I didn't speak, Jin Jiu'er smiled bitterly.
"Senior sister, tell me honestly, did you order the Gu on Professor Yan's body?" I asked.
"I ordered it." Jin Jiu'er said softly and did not refute.
"Why?" I asked, frowning.
"He deserves it! When he wanted to scare me, he should have thought of the day when retribution would come! ”
Jin Jiu'er's voice was in vain.
I was stunned and ...... lightly Thin?
"Yan Hongfu, this beast, has mutilated too many girl students, and I am quite light!" Jin Jiu'er continued.
Hearing this, I understood that I may have misunderstood these days.
"But he doesn't sin to death......" I subconsciously said.
"Nope! Chen, you don't know, his crimes are enough for him to die a hundred times! Tomorrow you'll know, tomorrow you'll know if he deserves to die! Jin Jiu'er said fiercely.
"Even if he has committed many crimes, you shouldn't kill him......" I feel like I've said the wrong thing, and I shouldn't have made a conclusion when I don't know the real situation.
"I didn't kill him, that worm Gu would only make him suffer from the loss of his liver and intestines for half a month, and after half a month, the worm Gu would leave his body." Jin Jiu'er replied to me.
I was speechless for a long time, at this moment, I believe that Jin Jiu'er will not deceive me, it turns out that I have always blamed her, but there is still a thorn stuck in my heart.
"Senior sister, what's going on with the worm Gu on Uncle Liu last time?" I asked.
Jin Jiu'er didn't answer me in a hurry, but looked at me like water, and then she said, "It's not because of you." ”
"Because of me?" I was surprised.
"That uncle was sneaky at first, I thought he was going to kill you to put worm Gu on him, and later when I was in the hospital, I realized that I thought too much, so I killed the worm Gu on his body, what I didn't expect was that the worm Gu was seen by you......"
As she spoke, Jin Jiu'er seemed to be more and more aggrieved, and finally sobbed directly.
Hearing this, I was stunned.
I'm really not as good as a pig and a dog!
Jin Jiu'er treated me like this, and I said those unbearable words to her that day!
"Senior sister, since it's all a misunderstanding, why didn't you make it clear to me that day?" I blamed myself and looked at Jin Jiu'er with distressed eyes.
"You're talking about me like that, how else am I going to explain it? I am pretending, I am pestering you, I approach you with a purpose, and even in your mouth, I am a vicious woman...... Do I need to explain it to you again? ”
Jin Jiu'er's eyes were painful, and she seemed to remember everything I said that day.
"I ......"
At this moment, I really want to slap myself twice! I was completely speechless, I didn't know how to speak, I felt like nothing I said could make up for my mistakes.
"Will we still be friends in the future?"
After a long time, it wasn't until the couples on the shore of the unnamed lake had dispersed that I spoke up.
But Jin Jiu'er sneered: "You have retired from the club, and you have deleted WeChat, what are you still a friend?" ”
I was speechless again, and I wanted to jump straight into the lake in front of me.
"Can Senior Sister give me another chance?" I said sincerely, at this moment, I remembered the time I spent with Jin Jiu'er, although it was very short, but what Jin Jiu'er brought me was tolerance and warmth like sunshine.
At this moment, I also understand, whether it is Senior Brother Jiang's words or my father's words, why do I have to believe it? Why can't I judge a little for myself?
Whoever is a Gu master will be a vicious person.
Why can't Jin Jiu'er be this exception?
"Judging by your performance, I'm not the one to become friends with a boy so easily." Jin Jiu'er was stunned, and her eyes smiled like crescent moons.
"Okay, I will definitely behave well and add my senior sister's WeChat back."
Looking at Jin Jiu'er's happy smile, I was also infected, and the corners of my mouth were unconsciously hooked.
"It's not early, let's go back and rest." Jin Jiu'er got up and said.
"Wait, senior sister, I have something else to ask you." But I grabbed Jin Jiu'er.
"Huh?"
I hesitated, considered whether to ask, and finally couldn't help but say, "Senior sister, are you really engaged to someone when you go home this time?" ”
Jin Jiu'er was slightly stunned, and then smiled: "Yes, we Miao people get married very early. ”
I felt an indescribable sense of loss in my heart, but I still said insincerely: "Then bless you, senior sister." ”
"When we become friends again, I'll invite you on my wedding day." Jin Jiu'er's smile was complicated, and there was bitterness in her eyes that could not be concealed.
"I'm sure there will be a day."