Chapter 196: Remnant Soul Guards the Heart
"Sheng Gongzi is in a nightmare, can he still talk to you?" This doesn't make sense, it's about your own life, and if you have any questions, you must ask them clearly.
"His soul body is strong, and he can't swallow the nightmare, so he will forcibly pull in your half-soul to replenish it, that is to say, most of Sheng's consciousness is still awake, so you don't have to worry, the nightmare will eventually wake up, let's get out of here first!" After Xiaoxue calmly explained, he suggested leaving, speaking fast enough, but he didn't express that sense of urgency.
So Ye Yue mistakenly thought that there was still room for negotiation: "My previous nightmare, it only took two or three hours to wake up, he shouldn't take long, let's wait here, or go to the sea to wait, okay?" ”
She really didn't want to get too far away from the soul body.
"If you still want to retain your self-awareness, you must stay away from here, Sheng Gongzi said, nightmares will remain in the soul and bring them into your memory, only by staying away from the body, can it be eliminated, and he also said, his nightmares, you can't bear it." In order to guarantee the purity of her soul, she must be taken away.
"That'...... Let's go. Ye Yue didn't dare to disobey Sheng's words again, she might not be able to afford the price after that.
Xiao Xue turned around and floated upwards again, all the time expressionless, too different from the noisy and lively appearance before, after being remembered for a long time, happiness can never come back? What kind of desperate story will there be in the nightmare of Shenggongzi?
Ye Yue, Ye Yue, on a whim, coupled with curiosity, what did you do? She wanted to slap herself a few times and sober up.
She was half-demonized, flying up the ravine, flying slower and slower, the demon's heart was beating fast, her heart was panicking, after staying away from the half-soul, her body began to slowly appear unwell, and she didn't know when she would wake up from this nightmare intertwined with reality and illusion.
When he returned to the yacht, the dense fog on the sea had not yet dissipated, Hazuki set the course, started the boat, and sat down on the chair panting, watching the little blood pass up and down the cabin, and she was not visible in the monitor, there was and did not exist, this is the body of the spirit that is transformed by the dead air.
"Little Blood, are you free to leave the island now?"
"Yes, you can." Little Blood speaks briskly, and his mood seems to be much better, and the soul that yearns for freedom will be left behind when he is free.
"You like the human world, why didn't you want to come out with me before?"
"Sheng Gongzi said, you like freedom, don't let me follow." This is partly true.
Party A, who doesn't know how to be hospitable, is domineering and mysterious, but can be so considerate?
"You can go out on your own, somewhere I can't see." After knowing the truth, she was a little reluctant, and with the mistakes she made today, she was even more ashamed of herself.
"My body is too light, and a gust of wind outside the island can away." The red dress woven by resentment on her body danced in the wind, and it was quite sturdy.
"Then how did you come back after the last resentment dissipated?"
"Those who were dragged back by Shenggongzi can come back, but they can't get out."
"And now, after the ship started, the wind was quite strong, and you weren't blown away?"
"Because we have a parasitic contract, if the wind can't blow you away, it won't away."
"Actually, it's okay to take you out, but it's ...... It's that everyone has privacy that they don't want outsiders to know, Yao Amu, do you remember? She watched me grow up, we are so close, we will not rush into each other's rooms, live together, and also need space to be alone. The boat drove farther and farther, Ye Yuetou was a little dizzy, she never got seasick.
"But last time in the night market, we were two people, and there were many, many people around, how could we be alone?" Xiao Blood looked at her suspiciously.
"It's different, like the last time we went shopping, watched movies, and talked on Yuan Yufeng, this is the fun of getting along between little sisters, but if someone watches the whole process, it's too awkward, can you understand?" Chatting and chatting, the topic is off.
"Two girls wandering around and chatting as if no one else is around, and no one else is allowed to participate or watch, is this the correct way for sisters to get along?" Xiaoxue still doesn't understand much.
"Yes, that's pretty much what it means, when I know that Sheng Gongzi can see and hear everything about us through you, I will be more restrained in all aspects, and I will not dare to behave too rudely, and I will always think in my heart, will it not be unsightly to eat a lot, will my face be too distorted when I laugh, and I will not dare to talk about private topics anymore...... In short, it is very inconvenient. ”
"Why do you care so much about what he thinks? Shy? Xiao Blood asked rhetorically.
"Sort of, it's also a sign of the little girl's reserve, my family has always wanted to train me to be a lady, no matter how rough I live, I will pay attention to this aspect, which is somewhat unnatural and awkward." Ye Yue directly said her true thoughts, dizzy, and then thinking about euphemistic expressions, it was too brain-consuming.
"I guess I get it." The little blood floated to the bow of the boat, spreading its arms, allowing the fog to penetrate itself.
All the way back, they didn't speak again.
When the boat sailed to the middle of the sea, Ye Yue's dizziness became more and more severe, and there was still some lack of oxygen, looking at the small blood on the bow of the boat, there was a phantom, maybe before he arrived at home, he would lose consciousness and faint completely.
"Little blood, my body is very uncomfortable, you say, my demon heart, without a complete soul body suppression, will it go crazy first, or wither first?" She gasped and still asked, last time she was in the wrong state, she didn't hide it from her family, and this time it is estimated that it is even more difficult.
Xiao Xue paused for a while, probably waiting for Sheng Gongzi's answer.
"Your soul body is much more powerful than you imagined, but your body doesn't match it, but with the mark of Sheng Gongzi, the demon heart will not be chaotic and will not be defeated."
This answer is a kind of comfort, but this comfort is completely based on Shenggongzi's personal cognition, he has been asleep for too long, his memory is incomplete, and he is isolated from the world, is he really so sure? She can't afford to gamble.
"Xiaoxue, my head is too dizzy, my heart is beating very fast, you have a phantom when you look at people, if this state is seen by your family, they will be worried." Hazuki tried to stand up, only to feel that the sky was spinning, and her body swayed with it.
"Drunk?" Xiao Xue, based on the symptoms that Tsukiba said, and the way he was staggering now, scavenged the word in the memories of his sisters.
Ye Yue sat back again, and said with a wry smile: "Your words are quite accurate, the state is indeed very similar, the last time I had a nightmare when I left the soul and picked up the pearls, the state was a little poor, and the family was already very worried, today, I went to the island full of vitality, and when I went back, I couldn't even walk steadily, how do I explain it to them?"
They know me too well, and they also know the powerful half-demon body, they are not afraid of the cold, and it is difficult to get sick, this can't be explained at all, and I can't tell the truth, there are too many bad rumors about this island from the outside world, plus the last time you sent your soul to Brother Aran, it confirmed the spirit of the soul...... All kinds of negative information are superimposed, they should not allow me to go to the island again in the future, what can you do, can I look normal, at least behave as usual in front of them. ”
She also figured out that the current situation, except for believing that Sheng Gongzi has no second way to go, but the family must hide it.
"What does it feel like to have a home, a family? When eating, I feel very warm and intimate, but I need my own space, I am afraid of being cared for, I am afraid of being counted, I am afraid of being restricted, which is very contradictory, I don't understand it very well. ”
Ye Yue stroked her dizzy head, a little crying and laughing, she asked questions, and she had to answer the questions first, but in this state, she was weak, and she couldn't even think.
"Home is a warm harbor, no matter how dark it is, how much wind and waves the sea sets off, home is always in the direction of the ship, there will always be someone who lights a lamp and waits for me to go back, the kind of care of the family is irreplaceable by others, we have too many common memories, long-term companionship, leaving anyone will be a heartbreak.
When there is a warm heart, there is naturally a time when the heart is cold, between two or three generations, people grow differently, opinions will always be different, those who have made a choice, will suggest how to walk a good life path for people who have not yet chosen, and there will also let go of the children to break through by themselves, but physical health and personal safety are the top priority, and they will be put in the first place to consider and care.
Protecting the family at the same time, we also have to protect ourselves, to avoid danger is human nature, knowing that there are tigers in the mountains to favor the tiger mountain, not only to make the family frightened, but also to put themselves in danger, is a very unwise choice, these truths, passed down from generation to generation, so everyone can understand, how to refute it when the time comes? ”
"It's a long passage again, you know, Sheng Gongzi has been listening and watching, he said, you look good mentally, you can think, you speak in an orderly manner, and your logic is very clear, but you subconsciously think that you are weak, so let the demon heart take the upper hand, why don't you take the opportunity to tame it with the remnant soul, or let me possess it to help you support the soul body, you now have two choices, how will you choose?"
Ye Yue naturally chose to tame, and her own demon heart grew with her, so she understood better and was more secure.
"Thank you for your kindness, you finally came out, how can I detain you in my body again? I already understand what Sheng Gongzi means, the demon heart is the source of my energy, and I have been working hard to create energy and deliver magic power to me, but now I only have a remnant soul left in my body, breaking the previous balance, it may want to 'rebel', this is a hidden danger, take this opportunity to solve it, always let it know, who is the master of this body. ”
"It's good that you get it." Xiao Blood didn't say anything more.
Hazuki stopped the boat, went to the lower level of the yacht, flipped through the magic book, and sat cross-legged on the bed, trying to look inside his demon heart.
She closed her eyes, her shallow divine sense could not see the outside, and her inner vision was a little reluctant, but she could chase the surging magic power in her blood swimming in her veins, and the blood was like a trickle, which would eventually converge in her heart, and she would be able to send her divine consciousness into the demon heart.
This is a slow process, because the divine consciousness will often run out of the blood vessels, and then plunge into it again, melt into the blood, and will be pushed out again in a turn, and the successive failures make Ye Yue feel very irritable, unable to suppress the demon heart, and can no longer control his emotions, when the demon heart is in chaos, it will really be powerless to return to the sky.
Take a few deep breaths, adjust your state, concentrate into the blood vessels again, first adapt to the speed of blood flow, make a good prediction, and when you are around the corner, you will twist your consciousness, sink and float in the blood, all the way up, and slowly approach the position of the heart.