Now that he has a good impression, Song Jinsi is ready to act.

When the cold was completely cured, he came to the pharmacy where Zhu Slow worked to find her, wanting to get to know each other first. It's a pity that Zhu slowly rested and pounced. I inquired with Zhu Slow's colleague about her residence, but my colleague only knew that Zhu Slow lived in the nearby Qingyue Community and didn't know how many buildings there were, so Song Jinsi drove to the gate of the community and parked.

He didn't know what the point of doing it was, but he didn't like to do what he wanted to do in vain.

Zhu Slow basically stays in her small one-bedroom house when she is resting, she doesn't want to go out and has no entertainment, her life is very boring. It's the same with this day's rest, and I wake up before dawn. I was hungry and didn't want to get something to eat, so I swiped my phone aimlessly for hours.

When she swiped a video of making a spicy fragrant pot recorded by a food anchor, she unconsciously licked her lips when she watched the spicy fragrant pot be made. Continued to click on the homepage of this anchor, this is a Sichuan food anchor, Zhu Slow swiped all her videos. Zhu Slow has a strange problem, the more hungry he is, the more he likes to find food videos to satisfy his cravings, but he has little action and rarely gets up to get food when he is hungry. She knows how to cook, but it's just that it's troublesome to cook alone, and if you want to eat a good meal, you have to buy vegetables and ingredients, and finally sit at the dinner table alone for half a day, and she is rarely willing to do it. So I usually order takeout, but ordering two meals a day is also very tisty.

"I'm so hungry...", and the food video at the end can only satisfy her hunger, she can't fill her stomach, she lies on the bed and moans weakly.

It was almost noon, so I sighed and decided to get up and go to the supermarket to buy groceries.

On the way, she thought about what to eat and what to buy. Although I really want to eat hot pot, it's a hassle to buy groceries, no! I can't finish the soup alone! In the end, I decided to make a sauerkraut fish that I just saw in the video, the dishes you need to buy are not complicated, and the sour and spicy ones are more appetizing for Zhu Slow, who loves spicy food.

"Horn" a car horn on the side of the road,

Zhu saw a white coupe parked not far from the entrance of the community, and got out of the car a Song Jinsi wearing a black leather jacket with a white T inside, and finally no holes in the lower body but still jeans!

"Where are you going?" Song Jinsi quickly walked in front of Zhu Slow,

"Huh?" Zhu asked why he asked her where she was going?

"Where to go? I'll give it to you," he rubbed his thumb and forefinger in his trouser pocket.

"Supermarket, but just over 300 meters." Zhu Chu didn't plan to let him send it.

"Then I'll go with you!" Song Jinsi sensed Zhu's alienation, but he planned to ignore it.

"Why?" asked Zhu slowly, looking him straight into the eye. She saw that his eyes were very bright, and his eyes gradually dodged under Zhu Slow's gaze,

"I want to know you," Song Jinsi pursed her lips as she looked at her.

"What about after you get it?" Zhu Slow continued to ask.

"After understanding, the right fit is together" He thought about this issue, and if it was suitable, he could even go further. He doesn't treat his feelings as curiously as his friends, and he doesn't want to be responsible.

"Not suitable?" Zhu Xuan didn't seem to care about this answer, because she smiled faintly when she asked.

"You don't like me?" Song Jinsi noticed Zhu Slow's indifference when he chatted with him.

At the pharmacy, he knew that she recognized him, but she had been following the rules and procedures, and she didn't even say hello to the people she knew. She wasn't surprised to see him walking towards her just now, and there was no emotion on her face. Everything was too bland, so bland that he wondered if Zhu Slow hated him?

"We are not suitable" is very direct, and there is no room for turning around and leaving.

Whatever the reason, Zhu Chu doesn't want his only remaining good memories to be shattered by reality. The young and ignorant liking was her own secret, and she never mentioned it to anyone, because it was too late.

Song Jinsi stared at Zhu Slow's back, she was wearing an off-white knitted long skirt with a sweater jacket of the same color today, with long hair scattered, looking very gentle and dressing, the words she said made people feel a little cold like her.

Song Jinsi didn't catch up, arrogant as if he couldn't do the act of stalking. For the power and wealth that others dream of, he has no effort to be sent to him with both hands, and the environment in which he has lived since he was a child can be described as the pride of the sky. He is arrogant and noble in his bones, and he is sincere about his feelings, but he will not force others if they don't want to.

The first attempt at the relationship was unfavorable, Song Jinsi returned to the company and prepared to concentrate on his career, and put the rest aside for the time being.

In this way, Zhu Chu didn't want to go to the supermarket, so she packed a sauerkraut fish at a nearby restaurant and bought a cup of hot red bean milk tea and went home, she didn't like to eat out alone.

When she got home, she turned on the computer and found a popular variety show, watching and eating. I can't eat half a bowl of rice, and she doesn't even have the urge to laugh when she watches the highly-rated variety show.

She poked open the milk tea, and the milk tea was still a little warm. She turned off the computer and went to the balcony, looking down from the high-rise building to see the sunset about to set, the sky was full of red glow shrouded in the city, she drank milk tea one by one, her mind seemed to be floating in the air, and she couldn't find a place to return......

She lives a similar life to ordinary girls, she is very homely, often orders takeout, and loves to drink milk tea, but other girls want to have a romantic and happy relationship with a handsome boy, she doesn't want to!

Do you want to ask Zhu Slow like Song Jinsi? She likes it, and she's glad that Song Jinsi may like her too, but liking doesn't mean that she has to be together because it's her own feelings, and she doesn't want to be bound in her relationship, so she won't be free......

The weather slowly turned into late autumn, and Zhu Slow never met Song Jinsi again, and it seems that he gave up.

Zhu Slow's life is the same as always, going to work, getting off work, and going home. I still don't sleep much at night, even if I play with my mobile phone until late at night, I will only sleep for five or six hours before I wake up, and if I have a nightmare, I will lie in bed half-asleep and not want to open my eyes and can't sleep. Severe sleep deprivation has caused her mood to rock bottom lately, and she feels like she doesn't have much energy to go to work.

"Slowly, are you feeling unwell?" My colleague Nana looked at Zhu Slow's face that seemed to be paler than usual and asked

"It's okay" Zhu shook his head slowly and replied weakly

"If you are uncomfortable, I will help you ask the store manager for leave" The colleague was still a little worried, Zhu Chen's recent state was not very good, but when asked her, she always said that it was okay.

"No need, maybe I didn't eat breakfast and had a little low blood sugar" Zhu slowly knew his situation and didn't want to trouble others.

"Huh? Then you go to the lounge and lie down for a while, I still have some food in the cabinet, you can go and eat. "My colleague knew that low blood sugar can be big or small, so he told her to go to rest quickly

"Well, you can help look at the store for a while" Zhu Chu felt a little dizzy, and he was no longer stubborn and went to the lounge.

"Dong" saw Zhu Slow fall to the ground as soon as he walked into the lounge.

"Slowly!" hurriedly ran over to check on Zhu Chen's condition, only to see that she fainted to the ground, and the corners of her forehead were broken.

Nana was frightened, crying and calling the store manager, Sister Chen quickly dialed 120.When the ambulance came, Sister Chen also rushed over from the branch and went to the hospital with Zhu Slow, leaving Nana to watch the store alone.

After an examination at the hospital, he was injected, and Zhu Slow fell asleep until he woke up at about 8 o'clock in the evening.

"You're awake!" It turned out that Sister Chen had been with Zhu Wan until now, and only called her family to tell her that she would go back later if she had something to do today.

"Well, Sister Chen." When she woke up and saw someone accompanying her, she couldn't help but choke up a little for a while.

"You kid is not feeling well, and I don't know how many days to take a leave of absence, you fainted, but you scared Nana" Sister Chen looked at Zhu Slow with a distressed face.

"Hmm... I'm sorry" Seeing Sister Chen's worries, Zhu Chu knew that even if she didn't want to trouble others, the result was still unavoidable.

"Silly boy, apologize for what, you have to rest well, don't think too much! The doctor said that you fainted because of low blood sugar, some malnutrition may have other reasons, and you will have to do some tests tomorrow to be sure, you will stay here for a day today" This child, she knows some about her family, she came to this city alone without her parents, and her personality is not good at dealing with people, and she knows that it is not easy to live if you think about it.

"Well, I'm sorry Sister Chen, you hurry up and go home, your baby must be waiting for you" I have to stay here all night and it's not early, Sister Chen has been with her for so long, it's time to go home.

"Then I'll go back first, and I'll come to see you tomorrow" Sister Chen looked at the time, it was indeed not early, and she was afraid that the baby at home would cry and have to go back.

"Well, I'm much better now, I don't have to trouble you tomorrow, I'll be discharged from the hospital by myself" Zhu Slow smiled and said that he had recovered, and he couldn't always trouble Sister Chen for no reason, she was the store manager and was very busy in charge of a few stores, and she was already very good to her, I'm really sorry to trouble her again, and her body has indeed recovered a lot.

"Alas... You are always so afraid of bothering others, but sometimes others may not find it troublesome. Sister Chen understands Zhu Slow's inner sensitivity, and hopes that she can open her heart to accept others.

"Okay..."Zhu lowered his eyes slowly, unable to see what he was thinking with the expression on his face.

Sister Chen is also a little powerless, she has heard the best words, and if she can't listen to it, she can only hope that God will take care of this ill-fated girl and make her as happy as ordinary girls, don't make people feel distressed like this anymore.

The next day, Zhu had a check-up, and the doctor stood in front of her hospital bed with the report.

"Do you usually eat on time? How about the amount of food? The doctor asked

"Not on time, the amount of food is not large," Zhu slowly replied truthfully.

"Well, the examination is a little malnourished and hypoglycemic, so you have to eat on time in the future," the doctor advised.

"Hmm," Zhu slowed his voice and didn't fluctuate.

The doctor glanced at Zhu Slow, and felt that this girl looked not only thin and weak, but also a little worried. When it was delivered, his face was pale, his eyes were dark, and his mood was not high when he woke up.

"How's the quality of sleep?"

"General," Zhu Slow didn't know what the definition of good or bad sleep was.

"Sleep for a few hours and wake up in the middle of the night?" The doctor wrote something on the medical record and continued to ask.

"Six hours, I will wake up at night" Zhu slowly replied very succinctly, in fact, sometimes I have nightmares and can't sleep all night.

"Girl, you're not ordinary," said the middle-aged doctor, frowning

“......”

"Is there a medical history" Judging from his experience, it is impossible for the girl to understand her own situation

"No" Zhu replied expressionlessly, and his face was a little cold when he didn't know what to think.

"The test results showed that you are fine, except for low blood sugar, malnutrition, and a little gastritis. Usually you have to pay attention to rest and diet, don't stay up late, eat less and eat more meals if the amount of food is not large, young people, take care of your body" The doctor finished writing the medical record and looked at Zhu Slow, in fact, he was a little suspicious, but the patient said that he had no choice but to give up.

"Well, can you be discharged today?" Zhu Slow's concern seems to be the only one.

"Yes, I will prescribe some medicine for you and go back and take it according to the instructions. But I suggest you wait a while to talk to our Dr. Qiao" The middle-aged male doctor gave her a business card, thinking that this patient might not come according to the doctor's instructions, and was a little worried about her situation, so he recommended a young junior with excellent medical skills on duty in the hospital today, thinking that young people and peers should talk more.

"Hmm... Thank you, doctor" Zhu slowly took the business card, looked at the introduction on the business card and smiled, nothing else just felt that her attending physician kindly recommended a psychiatrist to her, and she had mixed feelings, she would not misunderstand the doctor and make such a joke with her.

After the doctor checked the room, Zhu was discharged from the hospital and left the hospital without looking back.

The middle-aged doctor looked upstairs at the patient who did not follow the doctor's instructions and shook his head regretfully.

"Director, what's wrong" a young doctor with gold-rimmed glasses walked in.

"This patient, who doesn't understand that life is the most valuable, is young and arbitrary," the middle-aged doctor opened the file and showed it to the young man. I feel very sorry when I see a lot of people who can't be saved even if they work hard for their lives, and when they meet people who don't cherish their bodies and regret it later.

"Well, is there anything special about her?" The young male doctor took a look at the medical history of the patient named "Zhu Slow" on the file. The above keywords, sudden syncope, hypoglycemia, mild gastritis, malnutrition, poor sleep quality are common problems for many young people, and they don't understand why to show him.

"I suspect that she may have a psychiatric illness in addition to irregular diet, and I recommend her to you, she has just been discharged from the hospital and left" There is no medical history, and the patient does not cooperate with him, so he can only give advice, and it is up to the patient to decide what to do.

"Depression?" This is the psychiatrist Qiao Shuyi recommended by the middle-aged doctor to Zhu Chen, who recalled the key words just now and gave a conjecture.

"It doesn't seem serious, maybe it's just a tendency," the middle-aged doctor said his thoughts, after all, he is not a major.

"Well, there's no way if you don't listen to the doctor's advice, do you want to go to dinner together?" Qiao Shuyi took a look at it, and it was time for dinner. He has also encountered many disobedient patients, and he didn't pay much attention to them.

"Let's go"

The two went to the cafeteria to eat together.

And Zhu Slow went home and boiled some boiling water mixed with mineral water and ate the medicine according to the instructions, she was quite obedient, but there was something that the doctor did not take the initiative to explain, she touched the back of her neck, there was a raised scar on the originally smooth skin, which was about an inch long and had turned white, indicating that a long time had passed......