Chapter 68
Zhu Chu thought that when he saw Song Lao for the first time, he was just angry and said the kind of threatening words because he complained about her in his heart, so when he heard that Song Jinsi woke up, she put Song Lao's words behind her, and came directly to him with the relief and joy that Song Jinsi woke up.
Zhu Wan's legs were almost better, and when she was about to walk to the ward, a tall man wearing gauze wrapped around his head in the ward came towards her.
Zhu Slow watched him get closer and closer both nervously and expectantly, her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, she couldn't help but stride towards him, she wanted to hug him tightly and say sorry to him, say that she missed him so much......
But within reach, his face was indifferent, he ignored her, and passed by her.
Zhu Slow's heartbeat suddenly stopped, and she froze in place to watch him get farther and farther away from her......
"Jinsi ......," Zhu slowly stopped him.
He turned his head indifferently to see that he was looking at a stranger and asked her coldly, "Do you know me?" ”
An inexplicable feeling surged in Zhu Slow's heart, as if something was pulling her heart hard, and it was very painful and uncomfortable.
When he saw that she didn't speak, he thought she had recognized the wrong person, so he ignored her and disappeared around the corner.
Zhu Chu froze.
What the hell is going on? Why did he look at her like a stranger?
It didn't take long for someone to answer for her.
Qiao Shuyi approached her, "Jinsi has a memory disability due to brain trauma, and he can't remember anything that happened in the last few years."
He also ...... Don't remember me? Zhu asked with difficulty.
"Well, he's forgotten everything about you."
"Forgot everything about me......" Zhu slowly muttered in her mouth, and suddenly felt a tingling pain in her body, and she fell to the side in vain.
Qiao Shuyi quickly helped her, "Are you okay?" ”
"He forgot about me...... Is he blaming me......"
Qiao Shuyi didn't feel good when she looked like this, "Don't blame yourself too much, no one expected this situation." ”
"He's blaming ...... He must be blaming me...... I hurt him, it's me who is sorry for him......" Zhu Slow's eyes were full of tears, and tears kept falling as she muttered to herself.
In her heart, she decided that Song Jinsi forgot that she must be blaming her and being angry with her, and she blamed herself to the extreme.
Why is she always hurting him? Now that retribution has come, he finally lets go of her and doesn't remember her at all......
Later, Zhu Chu didn't give up and went to Lanyuan to look for Song Jinsi a few times, but he was always stopped by the security guards, otherwise he would go in.
"Don't embarrass us." The security guard said helplessly with a look of embarrassment.
"Why don't you let me in?" Zhu asked slowly.
"I'm looking for someone, I know his phone number, if you don't feel safe, you can call and ask." Zhu said eagerly to the security guards that she hoped they would let her in, that she had to see Song Jinsi, and that she still had something to say to him.
"If you can get the owner to come out and pick you up, I can let you in, otherwise I won't let you in no matter how much you say."
"I beg you, I'll just go in for a while and come out soon, okay?" Zhu Xuan used the lowest posture in his life, and whispered to the security guard, begging him to let her in.
The security guard was very embarrassed, and his heart softened, "Hey! I'll tell you the truth! The owner you are looking for has made a special explanation and won't let you in, if I let you in now, then I won't have to do it tomorrow. ”
"Special explanation?" Zhu Slow knew what was going on......
She turned away.
Later, she looked for Qiao Shuyi and Lin Ruichen, but they all rejected her, and later she even inquired about the address of the Song family's old house to see Song Lao, but she didn't even see Song Lao's face.
It was raining that day.
The rain of early spring was pouring on her, and she was shivering with cold, but she still stood at the gate of the courtyard and waited, waiting for a chance to redeem herself......
Later, a servant took an umbrella and handed it to her, "The master asked me to bring you a word, you and the little master are different from each other, and it is useless to ask for more." ”
Zhu slowly looked at the servant and said in a trembling voice, "Can you let me in?" ”
The servant shook his head and persuaded, "Miss, you'd better go back!" ”
The servant gave her an umbrella and went into the courtyard and closed the door.
As the door was closed, the umbrella in Zhu Slow's hand was also blown off by the wind and fell on the muddy grass......
In the end, Yan Mingyu found Zhu Slow, who was slumped on the ground and soaked, and he took her back with distress and anger.
Originally, her leg had been injured twice, and after being drenched in the cold rain for such a long time, her leg had fallen off from then on, and she would feel tingling in her leg when it changed.
Later, her aunt took her hand and said worriedly: "Slowly, let's stop looking for guilt, okay?" We feel sorry for you like this! ”
The uncle warned her: "What do you want to do, my uncle has never objected, but if you do this, how will your uncle explain to your mother in the future, don't go to the people of the Song family again." ”
"Slowly, forget it! Your fate with him is too shallow......" Yan Mingyu also comforted.
Zhu was silent.
Everyone was not optimistic about her and Song Jinsi, but she didn't want to let go of him, she felt very painful in her heart......
What really made her let go was because Song Lao later found the Yan family to give her a final warning.
Zhu Chu felt that she might never forget the scene at that time.
Song Lao looked around at the Yan family for a while, and then said softly to the Yan family and Zhu Chuan who were sitting opposite him, "There is a famous allusion in China that I like very much, called "The Pillow in the Pillow", I don't know if you have read it?" ”
The Yan family was stunned when they heard this, and Zhu Slow was the first to react, she clenched her fists, and her lips were bitten white.
Many people may not know the allusion to "The Pillow in the Pillow", but there is a famous idiom from it, and everyone should understand the meaning of Song Lao when he said this allusion.
—A dream, a metaphor for an illusory dream that cannot be realized.
Song Lao was mocking her, but if she just mocked her, she could grit her teeth and swallow it in her stomach, but the meaning of this allusion when he came to Yan's house was completely different, he hated Zhu Slow and ridiculed her family at the same time......
Seeing that she understood, Song Lao got up.
Before leaving, Song Lao glanced at Zhu Slow affectionately, and smiled incomprehensibly.
Although Yan's father and mother knew that what Song Lao said was definitely not good, they were all honest people, and they didn't care, so they still sent him out politely.
But Zhu Chu knew what his eyes and smile meant, and he looked down on her with warning and disdain......
So far, Zhu Wan has never gone to Song Jinsi again, she can lose face, but she can't let her uncle's family follow her and be humiliated.
recalled it again, Zhu Slow's heart was still full of guilt, and his ...... for his uncle's family To Song Jinsi.
With the previous lessons, Zhu was even more determined to make Song Jinsi fall in love with her again. This time, if she was asked to grab Song Jinsi's hand again, she wouldn't want to let go even if everyone was against them, and if he wanted to, she just wanted to find a city with the two of them to live a simple life.
On Saturday night, Zhu sent a message to Song Jinsi, asking him if he was free on the weekend.
Song Jinsi replied after half an hour, "What's the matter?" ”
Zhu Slow thought that he liked to watch movies very much before, she checked the information and replied to him, "I heard that there is a movie released on Sunday, I heard that it is very good, do you want to watch it together?" ”
Song Jinsi replied to her very coldly, "Hmm." ”
Zhu slowly looked at his concise reply on the information interface and smiled lightly.
Now she is stronger than before, she will no longer give up on the person she loves because of her self-esteem, and Song Jinsi no longer treats her as just a stranger, there is still hope after all, isn't it?
She put on a mask after taking a shower before going to sleep.
On the second day, Zhu Slow found a brightly colored dress, and it was too depressing to wear black all the time, she wanted Song Jinsi to change her impression.
When Song Jinsi didn't recover his memory, he was not so gentlemanly to Zhu Slow, and Zhu Slow stood on the side of the road for a long time to get a taxi shivering against the biting cold wind.
Although he didn't take care of Zhu Wan as well as before, the basic etiquette was still there, and when she arrived, Song Jinsi was already sitting on a chair in the lounge area of the hall waiting for her.
"I'm sorry I'm late." Zhu said slowly.
Song Jinsi looked at his watch, "The time you stuck was just right." ”
Actually, there's still a minute left to be really late.
Song Jinsi didn't come out to watch a movie with the opposite sex, and he politely asked her, "Do you want to eat popcorn?" ”
"Hmm." Zhu nodded slowly.
Song Jinsi ordered a set meal for two, he was holding a large bucket of popcorn, and Zhu was carrying a cup of iced Coke and a cup of hot milk tea.
When I walked to the screening room, the lights had dimmed and the room was full.
They finally found their seats, Zhu Slow accidentally tripped over something, stumbled and looked at a chubby man who was about to pounce on the next seat, Song Jinsi stretched out his long hand and took her in his arms.
"Thank you......" Zhu Slow's face was hot.
"Hmm." Song Jinsi responded to him coldly.
The lights were too dim to see that the two of them were actually red to their necks.
Song Jin sat next to the man, and Zhu Slow sat next to a young girl.
Zhu Chuan felt very warm about his thoughtfulness in details, and even looked at his side face through the faint light, she could guess that he was definitely not indifferent and arrogant at the moment.
"Watch a good movie." His voice was much lowered, but it was clearly no longer the cold feeling.
Zhu smiled slightly, and began to watch the movie seriously.
The first half of the movie is quite exciting, and there is a very boring plot in the middle, and people who were originally concentrating on watching the movie began to whisper.
Zhu Chu also began to eat popcorn, Song Jinsi didn't like to eat it, but occasionally ate one or two to relieve fatigue. During this period, he accidentally touched Zhu Slow's hand, but Zhu Slow didn't care much, because they had had more intimate contact than this before, but Song Jinsi stopped reaching out after touching her finger.
For Song Jinsi, his heart is still very "pure", he has not seriously fallen in love, and he and Li Shiman are just acting on the spot, and this ordinary physical contact when he really talks about love will make him feel heartbeat.