Chapter 54: Unworthy
"Zhu Zhu, I won't go back to the hotel with you after work today......" Daisy looked at her, and it was rare for this cheerful girl to show her shy side.
"Well, are you going on a date?" Zhu asked deliberately.
Daisy and the sunny man have been getting close lately, so I guess they're going to be together!
"He's very nice and I love being with him." Daisy generously admits her feelings, with the sweet smile on her face from the beginning of the relationship.
"Hmm." Zhu smiled slowly, the kind of smile that blessed her.
But she suddenly remembered, "It's almost the end of the year, aren't we going to make a summary report?" Are you done? ”
"Not ...... yet," Daisy was a little frustrated.
In the conference room, they put together their recent work, first to retrieve the working files in Poland, and then to combine all the materials and reorganize them and send them back to the Polish archives.
When it was time to get off work, Daisy looked a little flustered before she finished it, and Zhu slowly looked at her anxious appearance and said, "How much is left to finish?" ”
"It's all sorted out, and it still needs to be sorted and uploaded back." Daisy was a little impatient, she looked at the time, she was already ten minutes later than the agreed time.
Zhu slowly thought for a while, "Why don't I help you get the rest?" ”
"Really? ...... That's great! Thank you Zhu Zhu! Daisy happily hugged Zhu Slow.
"It's okay, you send me the documents, I'll handle it, you go on a date quickly!" Zhu looked at her slowly, she no longer politely sent the document to her, and then rushed out with her bag in a hurry.
She does this herself, so she doesn't have a hassle to do it, and she gets it done in half an hour, and then helps her upload time to start sorting out her work. The end of the year is the busiest time for them to do file management, all the summary reports will be uploaded to the file center, and they also need to check whether there are any mistakes, so as not to cause the same problems as the last time.
The task assigned to her by Zhu Slowyuan in China will not be light, she needs to figure out the process and results of the experimental research here, and she also needs to consult and sort out the documents of the Polish company, so that when she looks up again, it is already night outside.
She thought about it, and it was impossible to finish everything today, so she put away her computer and prepared to go back from work.
Walking out of the conference room and turning a corner to reach the elevator, I suddenly met a pair of dark and sharp eyes when I turned the corner.
Zhu Chu's heart was startled.
"Mr. Song?" Zhu asked tentatively.
It's dark, and after work, the lights are all turned off, and there is only a little outside reflected in the afterglow, Zhu Kuan can't see it very clearly, but this figure and the temperament he exudes around him are different.
"Hmm." He replied in a deep voice.
Song Jinsi didn't expect anyone to be there just now, but now when he heard the voice of the person who came, his eyes tightened.
The two stood side by side at the elevator entrance without saying a word, and the atmosphere was particularly uncomfortable in the quiet night.
"......" Zhu was about to open his mouth to break this weird feeling, but the words shrank back when he came to his mouth.
Never mind! She didn't know what to say......
When the elevator arrived, Zhu slowly pressed the button on the first floor, and Song Jinsi stretched out his long hand and pressed the negative floor.
The two of them also had different endpoints, each standing on one side, they were like two strangers, and the feeling in the elevator was quiet and eerie.
The elevator descends to the first floor.
Zhu Slow seemed to be a little impatient to go out, but as soon as she got out of the elevator door, she couldn't help but glance back.
Zhu Chu chuckled in his heart.
Song Jinsi's face was pale, and he covered his head with his hands in pain.
What to do? Zhu Slow's feet were as heavy as lead, leave or step forward?
The elevator door began to close slowly, and at the last moment, Zhu stepped forward slowly and quickly to stop the elevator from closing.
"Are you alright?" Zhu slowly looked at him and asked with concern.
"It's okay," Song Jinsi said coldly.
He looked at Zhu Slow, who had relapsed, and his brows, which were already frowning due to the headache, were locked even deeper.
"What's wrong with you? Can I help you? Zhu slowly stepped forward to help him and asked softly beside him.
Song Jinsi closed his eyes, and the words he wanted to refuse rolled to the tip of his tongue and turned into "headache." ”
"Where's the medicine?"
"At home......" he said hoarsely.
Last time, I took the last two pills in the bottle in the car, and I forgot to prepare them again, and there was no medicine on my body.
"Then ......" she hesitated, not knowing what to do.
"I'm fine, let's go!" Song Jinsi shook off her hand and fell to the side because of this movement.
Zhu Chu was so frightened that he felt that he was holding him, "Forget it, I'll send you back to take medicine." ”
After all, she relented and couldn't leave him sick.
Leaning too close, the scent of her hair brushing the tip of his nose made his heart flutter, and he gave her the car keys before breaking free of her support.
Zhu Chu just glanced at him, didn't care about his awkwardness, got in the car and fastened his seat belt and set off.
After he reported the address, he stopped talking, and sat silently in the co-pilot with his eyes closed.
He still lives in the former Lanyuan, and Zhu Slow hasn't driven for a long time, so he is a little nervous and drives very slowly.
Song Jinsi looked sideways at Zhu Slow and was engrossed in driving, and he couldn't help but look at her.
Why exactly? He could have endured the headache and it would have been relieved, but after meeting Zhu Slow, the headache became more and more severe. She was obviously detached and indifferent to him, how could he be tugged at by her just because of her simple greeting?
The more he thought about it, the more his head hurt, and he always felt that there was a corner of his heart hurting vigorously, and that pain reached his head, as if it was about to burst, and his forehead quickly oozed dense sweat.
When Zhu slowly parked, he saw his situation, and his heart felt as if he was caught, "It's here, it's going to be fine soon, you hold on a little longer!" ”
She helped him into the elevator, pressed the button, and the elevator arrived quickly.
Song Jinsi gasped and unlocked the fingerprint lock.
"Where's the medicine?" Zhu asked anxiously.
Song Jinsi leaned back on the sofa and said unsteadily, "Bedroom...... ...... on the bedside table"
Zhu Chu hurriedly went to his bedroom to find the bottle of painkiller and poured him a glass of water.
"Let's eat!" Zhu slowly handed him the water and medicine.
She sat next to her and watched him take the medicine with a pale face.
"You,"
Song Jinsi suddenly fell on top of her, and she subconsciously held his head with her hand.
"Y-What's wrong with you?" Zhu leaned back, holding the back of his head with both hands, ready to help him up.
"Headache...... Don't move me......" Song Jinsi muttered quietly with his eyes closed.
Zhu Chu really didn't dare to touch him.
It didn't take long for Zhu Slow's hands to be unable to hold on, and she didn't dare to help him up, as soon as she moved his brows, he began to lock in pain. Eventually, her arm was sore, so she could only slowly lower his head and let him rest on her lap with her hands.
The only sound of their breathing was left in the room, and he fell asleep after taking the medicine, his brow gradually soothed, and his face was no longer so pale.
The weather was very cold, and although his house turned on the central air conditioning, Zhu Slow was still afraid that he would catch a cold, so he took the blanket next to the sofa and covered him with his hand.
I don't know if he will sleep too much this time, Zhu slowly looked at his sleeping face, he is indeed very good, in all aspects. It's just that such a good person was lost by her, and his future goodness will also be to another woman, a woman with a smile like a flower, bright and moving.
She was a little envious of that woman, she was so energetic and enthusiastic, she could use her ability to bring happiness to Song Jinsi, and she was just a pool of calm and waveless water, poor and boring, only troubles and pain brought Song Jinsi, she really didn't deserve his good ......
I don't know how long it took, Song Jinsi's breathing was steady, and when he was sleeping deeply, Zhu slowly moved his sore leg and stuffed a pillow under his head.
She looked at his face and stretched out her hand, slowly approaching, and with a trembling hand caressing his face through the void.
She misses him so much! Every night she couldn't control her thoughts about him, she knew his condition, when he was discharged from the hospital, knew that he had a girlfriend, knew that he hadn't remembered her, and she could only watch from afar......
She almost caught him, so why did fate always give her a heavy blow when she was about to be happy?
She remembered the day she had come to see him in the hospital expectantly when she learned that he had woken up, only to see him pass by like a stranger.
They said he had forgotten a lot of things, he didn't remember the car accident anymore, he didn't remember her anymore, and they said it wasn't a good thing for him to forget the pain...... It turned out to be a good thing that he didn't remember her! It turned out that they also felt that she did not deserve him, and the courage she had accumulated was like a deflated ball at that moment, leaving only an ugly shell that had been deflated......
Zhu Chu took one last look at him who was sleeping, then wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and got up to leave.
When Song Jinsi woke up in the middle of the night, he was the only one left at home, and Zhu Chu didn't know when he had left.
He sat up and the blanket he was covering slipped off, and he stared at the blanket for a moment. His head didn't hurt anymore, and he got up and went to take a shower. After taking a hot bath, people are also much more energetic.
He looked at his phone, it was past one o'clock in the morning. There were several unread messages on the phone, most of which were from Lee.
"Jinsi, what are you doing?"
"Jinsi, I miss you a little, can I go to you."
"Why didn't you reply to my message? Isn't it inconvenient to reply to my message? ”
"Alright! When it's convenient for you, remember to reply to my message! ”
Lin Ruichen also had a similar question: "What are you doing?" Out for a drink? ”
He didn't reply to any of them, but clicked on Yan Mingyu's avatar, and the latest news in his circle of friends was the one that forwarded his wife.
Song Jinsi clicked on the group photo again, he looked at the indifferent and delicate face in the photo, and all kinds of emotions rose in his heart...... She didn't seem to be as repulsed as he seemed, and he even had the illusion that she was worried when she saw him sick.
He didn't know why he always cared about her like a demon, he had a girlfriend, and she was also with Bai Moli, why he still wanted to get close to her unconsciously, and even the ordinary physical touch of her just holding his arm would make his heart palpitate......
He thought he might be crazy, and he shook his head when he returned to the page and looked at the message that Li Shiman had sent him.
No, it can't go on like this!