Xuan Yingmo knew what he was thinking, and he didn't explain, but said lightly, "I hope the emperor can fulfill his promise, which is also what my mother meant!"

Before the mother concubine died, she obviously asked him to take the jade pendant to find his uncle, and when he matured in the future, he borrowed his soldiers and horses to overthrow his second brother.

It was true that he had that plan, but now he has changed.

A few days ago, he kept showing up, and he was afraid that what he saw Yan'er would be known by his second brother's people.

If they arrested Yan'er, he wasn't afraid of threatening him, he was worried that those people would be cruel and unkind and would hurt Yan'er, after all, her current physical condition couldn't withstand the toss.

So he decided to use the token to ask the emperor to give him a marriage.

Let Yan'er marry into the Qin Palace, with Gu Fenglan's umbrella, even if the second brother knows about Yan'er's existence, he will not dare to do it easily.

With Yan'er's safety assured, he can plan where he goes next with peace of mind.

Yan'er's innocence has been taken away by him. He knew that Gu Fenglan would find out that Yan'er was not innocent one day sooner or later.

also calculated, that man is crazy about blood, and he will not let Yan'er go easily, and no man can accept the loss of his wife/son.

Before that, he sent someone to inquire about some of that person's preferences, he is such a proud person, once the matter is discovered, Yan'er's fate is self-evident.

So he asked the emperor to give her a gold medal for avoiding death, or a handwritten edict, promising him.

In this way, no matter how dissatisfied Gu Fenglan was, he didn't dare to move half a point!

This is all the retreat he has thought of for Yan'er, he only hopes that she can live well in the future, and he will leave her world. There will be no more involvement with her.

……

Li Qianyan's thoughts were pulled back by reality in an instant, and he recalled these things he had done, and he regretted it beyond his reach, as if he was choked by something, and his heart was cut open piece by piece.

His self-righteous protection pushed her deeper into the abyss, thinking it was salvation, but he didn't know that it was harm, could he pay it off?

If you owe her, will you pay it back?

Li Qianyan kept asking himself, he couldn't imagine what kind of mood she couldn't wait for him after she was pregnant, he couldn't imagine how desperate her father should have been when he forced her to drink slippery pills......

It is even more unimaginable what kind of life a cautious person lives after losing his innocence and marrying into the Qin Palace!

However, these dangers were caused by him.

Thinking about it, his eyes were moist, and the woman on the bed turned her back to him, and the quilt was covering her body, but she could feel her helpless back, and she could feel her body trembling through the quilt.

He sat on the edge of the bed, and the distance between the two of them seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, obviously so close, but he felt that the two hearts were so far apart.

Li Qianyan took off his robe and got into the bed. He turned her to face him, and the man hugged the woman in his arms tightly without speaking.

seemed to apologize for the harm he had caused to her with his actions, Mu Qingyan let him hold him and did not refuse. Don't resist!

The man's thick chest is warm and nostalgic, and his body was shivering with cold, but because of his embrace, the four seasons are like spring.

This embrace, so warm that she is nostalgic. But it was also this embrace that made her worse than death, and those injuries made her dare not have any response......

The body was not so cold, Mu Qingyan didn't speak for a long time, but suddenly opened his mouth: "Xuan Yingmo, in your heart, did you still have my place?" ”

The man's body trembled, and he just wanted to speak, but the woman opened his mouth first: "I really want to forgive you, forgive you for abandoning me, forgive everything you have to do, but that child, he "her" is gone...... Is it you who don't want us, you say? How can I forgive those hurts?! Why are we where we are today? ”

"Yan'er ......" The man's voice was low and hoarse, as if he was blocked by something.

He said to the woman in his arms over and over again: I'm sorry, I just can't find a way to express his guilt and indebtedness.

Mu Qingyan listened, and the man apologized to her over and over again, and the blood in his body seemed to be flowing against the river at this moment.

The hot breath enveloped each other, and the body temperature on the man's body made her originally cold body much warmer for a moment.

It's just that the heart seems to be frozen in ice, and those memories are cruel!

……

I saw a petite and delicate figure shuttling through the dense forest.

It's been two days, and she still can't get out. The body was already exhausted, and the hungry mind was dizzy.

The fawn looked up at the sky, and the sun was scorching the land. A beam of light fell from the small dense forest, just on her little face.

Because I haven't eaten for two days, my face looks very pale.

The delicate face was covered with mud, and because he was in a hurry to escape to find help, the leg wound that had finally healed was cracked open, and the wound suppurated again.

The fawn had no strength to rest against a large tree, and its lips had begun to peel. Because of the long run, my hair was caught in the branches of the trees several times, so my hair was messy like a refugee.

After two days and two nights of not eating or drinking, and being frightened by the birds and beasts in the woods, it was the limit to be able to maintain her sanity, although she was from a low background, but this kind of suffering, she suffered for the first time.

"Miss ......" was still concerned about his master when he was unconscious, and Xiaolu originally just wanted to take a rest, but he fainted due to physical reasons......

Fortunately, her life should not be extinguished, and Gu Fenglan and his men happened to pass by when she was dying.

"Lord Wang, there seems to be someone in front!"

Ling Feng pointed to the figure in front of them, they glanced at each other, and then walked over and found that it was none other than Mu Qingyan's personal maid.

Ling Feng squatted down to probe her breath and found that there was still breath. So he breathed a sigh of relief, the fawn and Mu Qingyan disappeared at the same time, if the fawn was found here, then Mu Qingyan must be around here.

That person, sure enough, didn't lie to them!

"How is she?" Gu Fenglan asked worriedly.

"Overworked and fainted." Ling Feng replied honestly.

"Wake her up!" Gu Fenglan gave the order. With his hands behind his back, he looked at the sky, and the worry on his face was a little more.

Bamboo House ......

Several days have passed, and there is still no news from Xiaolu, so Mu Qingyan ignored the prevention and went to break into the dense forest alone.

Li Qianyan was worried about her and silently followed. Mu Qingyan ignored him all the time, and could only rely on his understanding of the mountains to barely catch up with her.

"The terrain in the mountains is dangerous, and there are wild beasts infested, and people who are not familiar with the terrain are easy to get lost. If you rush in, have you thought about the consequences? The tone was tense and worried.

Mu Qingyan turned around and replied indifferently, "This is my business, even if I am really eaten and gnawed by the beast!" What does it have to do with you? Xuan, Gong, Zi!"

"Yan'er, don't be angry with me, just say these words to stimulate me."

He grabbed her hand, but Mu Qingyan tilted his head and glanced at him and shook off his hand!

"You even did the thing of sending me to someone else's bed, what else can stimulate you!?"

Li Qianyan was incredulous, and took a few steps back, "You know everything?!"

"yes, I just found out last night!"

How ironic, isn't it? She also felt ironic, if she hadn't heard the conversation between him and Bai Luoheng last night, she wouldn't have known that the man he loved was the matchmaker who contributed to her and Gu Fenglan's marriage?

Mu Qingyan felt uncomfortable with a blockage in her chest, she thought that she was invincible, it turned out that she would still hurt, and she would still hurt!

What kind of man can be as ruthless as him, pushing her into the arms of other men with his own hands, and watching her marry someone else? Won't his heart hurt?

She laughed at herself and said: Of course it won't hurt if you don't love, Li Qianyan doesn't love her, this is the truth, so how can he hurt?

Along the way, do not speak. The atmosphere was low and somewhat oppressive, and only the sound of birds chirping echoed in the secluded hills.

Over a parallel mountain, the two entered a bamboo forest one after the other, and then there were some rocks that grew in the forest, and the rocks here were one after another, except for the big trees in the sky, which were the ups and downs of strange mountains and strange rocks.

After walking all morning, there was no trace of the deer. Mu Qingyan shouted the name of the deer as he walked, his voice was hoarse, and he didn't respond.

Night......

The stars are bright, the moon hanging high in the sky is like a full moon on the fifteenth, and the light of the cold moon shines on this quiet forest. Li Qianyan lit a fire, Mu Qingyan leaned against the tree, the firelight was reflected in her pupils, and the fire was burning.

My mind was in chaos, and I was in a daze like this. Mu Qingyan was on the road, and saw that there were several fist-sized green fruits on the ground, so he picked two of them.

The green fruit picked on the road is her, tonight's dinner. Mu Qingyan took a few bites, and the bitter taste made her unable to swallow it instantly. Li Qianyan roasted a pheasant that he had hunted in the afternoon.

The scent aroused her sense of smell, and her stomach growled twice. The atmosphere that should have been oppressive began to become strange because of the lack of anger in the stomach.

At this time, she felt a hot breath in her body, passing through every nerve in her body.