Chapter 35: The Man Who Loves Me and the Man I Love

When Zhu turned around to leave, Bai Moli happened to look back in the direction of the gate, and he vaguely hooked his lips. He recognized the thin figure at a glance, but he went to the banquet hall without stopping.

Zhu saw that there was still time to decide to visit her grandmother, she called her aunt to make sure that there was someone at this point, so that no one was at home and they would run in vain.

After the phone was connected, she heard Zhu Slow say that she was going to visit them, and she said hesitantly on the other end of the phone: "Slowly... We're not at home right now..."

"Well, I'll go back later." She wanted to buy something anyway, and it didn't matter if she turned around a little longer.

β€œ... Slowly, actually... Alas! Grandma was hospitalized and we are in the hospital now. "My aunt hesitated for a long time and decided to tell the child about the situation, in case... If the old lady didn't survive this time, the child would definitely blame herself for not guarding her grandmother's side.

Zhu slowly felt his heart contract violently, his brain went blank, and then hurried to the hospital.

When Zhu rushed to the inpatient department to find his grandmother's ward, his uncle was sitting on a bench outside. Nanyue didn't step forward, Zhu Slow walked over and saw that his uncle had a lot of vicissitudes, his temples had gray hair, and his eye sockets were sunken.

"Uncle" Zhu Slow had a sour nose.

"Well, let's go see your grandmother!" Uncle stood up and went into the room with her.

"Take your time." My aunt smiled slightly when she saw her coming, but there was a little sadness in her smile.

"Auntie, what's wrong with Grandma?" Zhu slowed his voice and choked up.

My grandmother's face was yellow, so thin that she was lying on the hospital bed with her eyes closed, and her body was full of various instruments.

Her aunt told her that her grandmother had cardiovascular disease in her early years, and her physical function declined as she got older. This episode caused complications, and if you survive it, there is no guarantee that it will not recur, in short, life has come to an end, and it depends on your fate how far you can go.

"Drop... Drip... The device made a regular sound, as if to warn people that her life had entered a countdown and could end at any moment......

Zhu Chu couldn't stand this kind of scene, she was afraid that her uncle would be worried, so she endured the sore emotions in her heart and walked out of the ward, until she sat on the stairs in the fire walkway and buried her head in her arms.

The people who loved her and the people she loved would eventually leave her, she couldn't keep anyone, she was afraid to see their lives die in front of her, just like her parents...... She seemed to have become a lonely boat, and the surging sorrow easily drowned her in the vast and boundless deep sea......

When Song Jinsi came, he saw her hiding in this no-man's corner and crying alone, although she couldn't see her face, but her slightly shrugged shoulders conveyed the master's mood at the moment.

He sat down beside her silently, then took his hand on her shoulder and took her into his arms, and she struggled for a moment to lean limply against him.

She felt it when he opened the door, and when he hugged her, she seemed to have found a lifeline, and the sadness in her heart finally had an outlet, and she buried her head in this familiar chest and tears rushed to flow.

"Song Jinsi, I don't know what to do anymore" She was afraid, afraid that her grandmother would leave her, and she was afraid that she didn't know how to face him.

"Don't worry, everything will be fine, I'll be with you." He stroked her head as if to soothe her restless mind......

Later, Song Jinsi arranged an authoritative expert consultation and concluded that if the plan was to treat his grandmother according to the plan, he could still last for a few years. But when my grandmother woke up, she told them that people will always take this step, just like the fallen leaves return to their roots, spring goes to autumn, and they are all natural laws, and there is no need to be sad, and they cannot be forced to stay.

They understand what Grandma means, she wants to go with the flow, she feels that she has lived enough in this life, she wants to see her wife and daughter in another world......

Three days later.

The relatives of their family in the ward all came, as if they knew that the old man was dying, and the atmosphere in the room was a little heavy.

"Don't cry... Be happy...... Be ...... well," the old man's breath was short, and he stretched out his hand tremblingly.

Zhu Slow held his grandmother's skinny hand, pulled out a smile with tears and said, "Grandma, don't worry, we will all be fine... You can rest assured."

β€œ... Well...... "Grandma's breathing is getting weaker.

The "drip-β€”β€”β€”drip" instrument alarm sounded, and the undulating electrocardiogram on it had become a straight line, and the medical staff poured into the room, but the grandmother's life was forever frozen at this moment......

"Grandma!"

"Mom!!"

"Grandma!"

Zhu Chu always kept a smile and sent away this person who loved her, and she made Song Jinsi feel very distressed like this. He knew that this cold and indifferent girl was actually very fragile in her heart, but she erected a wall in her heart, so that people outside the city felt that she was tall and arrogant, and the softness in her heart could only be seen by those inside the wall, so once she identified that person, she would feel such heart-rending pain about parting, and she would love it to the bones!

Until his grandmother's funeral was over, Song Jinsi would take time out to accompany Zhu Slow every day, and Zhu Slow was also closed for a week, until the last day, when Zhu Slow asked Song Jinsi to meet in a cafΓ©.

She was stirring the coffee absentmindedly, and Song Jinsi sat across from her and watched her silent, he knew she might have to say something, but he didn't say anything and hoped that each other would spend this sunny afternoon quietly like this.

The coffee finally turned cold, and she raised her delicate face and said in a calm and sincere voice: "Song Jinsi, thank you for being kind to me, but..."

Song Jinsi interrupted her, he didn't want to listen to her, and politely drew a line with him, "Okay, don't talk any more."

"You should be... It's the help of friends, and there is no need to be burdened..."Is it so that she will accept his kindness to her with peace of mind?

"Do you have to be me?" She muttered, can't anyone else? Why be nice to her without expecting anything in return?

"Hehe... Maybe, maybe one day when my heart can accommodate someone else, I'll answer you? He was a little self-deprecating.

Zhu Chu knew that it hurt people to do this, especially since he had helped her so much, but the more she was like this, the more she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted and then fall into that vicious circle of constantly blaming herself, doubting, and not being able to refuse him.

"I'm sorry." There are too many meanings in this sentence, so much so that when Zhu Yan said it, he felt that they had become very depressed.

"Zhu Slow, don't you feel it, or you don't want to put your heart on me at all?" Because you don't care, it doesn't matter if you push him away so easily every time? Can't just let him stay by her side and watch her from afar? Do you have to turn the distance between them into a chasm?

"I'm sorryβ€”" she seemed to have no words to defend herself, or maybe that was her defense of him.

"I don't want you to be sorry, it's my business what I'm willing to do, it's your business whether you accept it or not." Song Jinsi got up and paid the bill and left.

Zhu Slow regretted it, she shouldn't have provoked Song Jinsi in the first place. She thought that everyone would be fine if she withdrew in time, but his way made Zhu Chu feel that he had committed an unforgivable crime.

While Zhu Wan was pondering, a person sat down opposite, wearing a simple and atmospheric plain clothes.

"What a coincidence, Miss Zhu!"

"Hello, Mr. Bai." Zhu slowly looked up at him.

With a shallow smile, he asked her without being detached or too concerned, "Did you encounter anything?" You don't seem to be happy. ”

"Hmm." Zhu Chu didn't say that he was lying, because it was not necessary.

"Can you tell me about it?"

Zhu Chu inexplicably felt that his magnetic field was very similar to hers, so his feelings for him would always feel very close.

"I seem to have done something wrong...", but she didn't want to share her emotions with anyone, she picked up the cup of coffee that had already been cold and took a sip, it was no longer mellow but full of bitterness.

The waiter walked over and put down two cups of hot coffee, not knowing when he ordered it. Bai Moli didn't care about her evasion, and pushed the hot coffee over, "Mocha, you should like it." ”

Zhu put down the cold coffee and tasted it sweet, the rich chocolate and cream releasing pleasant-like neurotransmitters in her brain. "It's delicious, thank you."

The smile deepened in Bai Moli's beautiful eyes, and he said, "You're welcome, you did a good job last time." ”

Zhu Chu thought that he helped introduce the last event, and she was busy forgetting recently, "I'm sorry, I haven't had time to thank you if something happened at home recently!" ”

"Is it done?"

"Hmm." Zhu Slow nodded with a slightly solemn expression.

He didn't pay much attention to her words of thanks, but asked her, "And when are you going to go back to town?"

"I'll be back today." She had already greeted her uncle and them before she came out, and she was going to go back to the town after chatting with Song Jinsi. Nanyue was also asked by her to take it back with a tough attitude, after all, it was not that kind of relationship, she would always feel unaffordable when she was favored.

She looked at Bai Moli and didn't want to owe him a favor, so she took the initiative to mention, "Are you free later?" ”

"Well, what's wrong?"

"I want to invite you to a meal and thank you for your support and help to the flower shop."

"I'm just in charge of moving forward, and you're doing it and doing it well, and we don't know each other very well, but we don't have to be so polite." He said slowly.

But Zhu Chu felt that he might not be able to repay such a big order to invite him to dinner, but he still had to express his gratitude. "Well, if you have time, let's have dinner together!"

"Since you insist, then I will be disrespectful." His thin lips were slightly raised, and the angle was just right to remain humble.

Zhu Slow is ordering a Japanese restaurant, um... Because when she asked Bai Moli what kind of dishes he liked to eat, he said Japanese style, so he found a Japanese restaurant.

I booked a private room, which was designed with tatami mats and decorated in a Japanese style.

Zhu Slow is obviously not good at ordering, especially Japanese food. So Zhu Slow only ordered the cooked food that he could finish, and Bai Moli ordered the dishes he liked according to his taste.

After the dishes were served, Zhu slowly tasted the tamako yaki and felt that it was too light, she really didn't like it, so she had to take the grilled eel to fill her stomach. She looked at Bai Moli on the other side, eating freshly sliced sashimi, slices of raw cut meat, he didn't dip the extra dipping sauce just a little salt and put it in his mouth, and he ate it very leisurely.

He raised his eyes to see Zhu Slow, with a loss of appetite on his face, he pushed a plate of puffer fish sashimi towards her and asked, "Do you want to taste it?" It's delicious. ”

"No, no need!"

He looked at Zhu Kuai's quick hand-waving movement with a smile on his face, he asked on purpose.

Zhu Wanguang felt very fishy just thinking about it, she didn't expect Bai Moli to like to eat this, and she enjoyed eating it very much.

When she checked out, the waiter informed her that the man next to her had already paid for it.

"Didn't you say I'm in for a treat?" Why did he pay the bill first, so how could she repay the favor?

"Next time, I didn't expect you to dislike Japanese food, you haven't eaten well, how can I make you pay?"

"Okay, I'll invite you next time you come to town."

"Well, let's go!"

Looking at the people walking around her, Zhu Chuan felt as if she was being dragged in a certain direction by him, she was not disgusted, maybe she didn't feel that he had malicious intentions......