412 Nobody cares
Yumi Matsusaka watched her classmates walk out of the school gate in twos and threes with envy, and she came to a girl slowly, "Miura-san, do you want to go to the bookstore together?" ”
"Don't!"
The refusal was very simple, and after speaking, he turned around and left, leaving a resolute back for Matsusaka Yumi.
Yumi Matsusaka pulled the corner of her clothes, and she muttered to herself, "I'm not sad, I'm not sad, I'm fine." ”
Large, scalding tears fell to the ground.
Yumi Matsusaka, an ordinary female high school student who can no longer be an ordinary high school student, is a forgotten person in the crowd, unpopular, not recognized, and finally took the initiative to speak, but in exchange for rejection.
Yumi Matsusaka got home, took out the greens from the refrigerator, washed them, cut them, took out the thawed meat again, and began to process them, and soon, the meal was ready.
After cooking, Yumi Matsusaka began to clean up the room, and she worked very quickly, and she looked like a person who often worked.
After all this, the parents returned.
Wash your hands and eat, talk about work, as if there is no such daughter as Yumi Matsusaka.
All this, Yumi Matsusaka is used to, she has always been the kind of person who is unknown, and even her parents don't care much about her.
This feeling is very bad, not a bad attitude, but not caring, complete indifference and ignorance, in contrast, Matsusaka Yumi prefers that her parents can treat her badly, so that she can still feel the meaning of existence, not like now.
Therefore, Yumi Matsusaka learned to please others very early, and if she did more, maybe others would like her, and she kept working hard, but there was still no change.
After eating, Yumi Matsusaka silently cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and brought fruit to her parents, who were watching computers and TV.
Yumi Matsusaka's mother took out her purse, took out the money from it, and handed it to Yumi Matsusaka, a scene that resembles an employer paying an employee's salary.
Yumi Matsusaka took it, Yumi Matsusaka's mother turned her head, and Yumi Matsusaka silently returned to the room.
Hiding in the quilt, Yumi Matsusaka cried for a long time and fell asleep like this.
As the night passed, Yumi Matsusaka woke up.
"It's broken, it's broken, I forgot to write last night's homework, damn it, I actually fell asleep."
Yumi Matsusaka complained about herself getting up, she quickly took out her notebook, intending to write a little, and after looking at the time, she gave up on the idea.
It's too late, and I have to make breakfast.
Yumi Matsusaka sighed and walked out of the room.
When she came to school, Yumi Matsusaka was nervous, she was afraid of being trained, but after thinking about it, it was not bad to be trained, at least let people know that there was still her.
Yumi Matsusaka did not turn in her homework.
Before the teacher's class, the student who had not turned in his homework was called, and Yumi Matsusaka waited, and there was a little excitement.
Shouted one after another, and then it ended.
Yumi Matsusaka has a trace of anger, why did you miss me, I didn't hand in my homework!
This silent roar is not heard by the teacher.
Yumi Matsusaka walked out of school dejectedly, she didn't go home, but wandered aimlessly, walking and walking, in front of a small shop, Yumi Matsusaka was attracted to the teddy bear all the time, the teddy bear was very big, and laughed like a person, the teddy bear was laughing, laughing very happily, infected Yumi Matsusaka, and the corners of Yumi Matsusaka's mouth were raised.
Yumi Matsusaka made eye contact with the teddy bear through the mirror, and there was a special feeling.
"Teddy bears, you know what? I don't have friends, no one cares about me, I'm always the one who is ignored, I'm so sad, no one wants to talk to me, even my parents, are you willing to be friends with me? Would you like to talk to me? ”
Yumi Matsusaka muttered to herself.
As she spoke, Yumi Matsusaka shook her head and smiled bitterly, "What kind of nerves am I having, inexplicably, how can a teddy bear be friends with me!" Alas! ”
Yumi Matsusaka turned to leave, and the teddy bear behind the glass blinked.
Yumi Matsusaka is back home, her parents have returned, and Yumi Matsusaka is a little flustered.
"I'm sorry, I'll go..."
Yumi Matsusaka's father said, "You don't have to tell us where you're going. ”
A look of uncaring and uncaring.
Yumi Matsusaka said, "I'll cook right away!" ”
"No need, we've already ordered a meal."
Yumi Matsusaka whispered, "Okay..."
Yumi Matsusaka's mother said, "I didn't order your meal. ”
Yumi Matsusaka bit her lip, big tears swirled in her eyes, and Yumi Matsusaka's mother turned around and went about her own business, and the tears fell uncontrollably.
Mother didn't even want to explain.
"I don't know if you can come back, so I didn't order your meal."
Such words are also stingy and refuse to speak.
Yumi Matsusaka silently turned around and entered the house.
I don't want to move, I just want to cry.
Yumi Matsusaka went to bed very late, got up late in the morning, her parents were gone, Yumi Matsusaka felt that the things that were important to her didn't seem to be so important, she didn't make dinner, her parents could order food, they didn't make breakfast, they could fill their stomachs, they didn't need themselves so much.
It's definitely late to go to school at this time, Yumi Matsusaka simply lay on the bed, lying enough, at noon, Yumi Matsusaka was hungry, got up and made a meal, usually, Yumi Matsusaka does what her parents love to eat, what she likes to eat is different from her parents, and most of the ingredients in the refrigerator are not liked by Yumi Matsusaka.
After eating, Yumi Matsusaka went out to wander, tired of walking, Yumi Matsusaka sat down to rest, she took out her mobile phone from time to time to see if there was a phone, if there was any information, Yumi Matsusaka still had a glimmer of hope, after skipping class, someone would think of her.
The results were still disappointing, and no one contacted Yumi Matsusaka.
Yumi Matsusaka came to the toy store again, and when she saw the teddy bear, Yumi Matsusaka couldn't help but be happy.
"Teddy bear, I'm here again."
"Yes, it's me, the poor man who no one cares."
"I want to tell you, I skipped class today, this is the first time I skipped class, enjoy the taste of freedom, I thought it was a very rebellious behavior, but it was obviously not in me, maybe no one knew that I skipped class, and no one still paid attention, so there was no sense of confrontation."
"I'm so miserable, I'm a failure."
"Xiong, can you be my friend?"
"I unilaterally declare you my friend."
"Goodbye, friend, it's late, I'm going back."
After Yumi Matsusaka left, the teddy bear's eyes behind the glass blinked twice.
When she got home, her parents had already finished eating, and Yumi Matsusaka already knew what was going on, so she gave up and went straight into the room and closed the door.
After waiting for a while, there was a knock on the door.
Yumi Matsusaka was a little surprised that her parents barely knocked on her door.
Opening the door, Yumi Matsusaka's mother said bluntly, "Come out!" ”
Yumi Matsusaka came to the living room.
Yumi Matsusaka's mother said, "You didn't go to school today!" ”
Yumi Matsusaka nodded.
Matsusaka Yumi's mother said in a cold tone: "I don't care what your reason is, because I don't care at all, but you can't have a next time, if you don't go to school and don't follow the rules, you're the one who loses me, understand?" ”
Yumi Matsusaka had a thrill of revenge, and her mother turned out to be angry.
Yumi Matsusaka smiled and said, "I see." ”
Yumi Matsusaka got up early, made breakfast, and walked out of the house, still not going to school, but wandering outside.
It's better to be scolded than to be ignored.
Yumi Matsusaka has a kind of rebellious joy, she succeeds and lets her parents see her.
Yumi Matsusaka comes to the toy store.
"Teddy bear, teddy bear, I'm coming!"
"You know what? I skipped class again today because yesterday I was told that I was disgraced, but I am so happy that I am finally no longer being ignored. ”
"I don't know if I'll be scolded today, but I'm looking forward to it, I don't know why, it's quite happy to be scolded."
"By the way, I don't know how much you are, I want to take you home, would you like to go home with me? Then we can talk every day. ”
Yumi Matsusaka pushed open the door and walked into the store, Yumi Matsusaka's heart was beating so fast that she couldn't see it from the outside, but when she came in, she could find that the light was very dark and a little gloomy.
"Anyone?"
Yumi Matsusaka asked.
It's a pity that there was no response.
Yumi Matsusaka flinched slightly, and she remembered that she hadn't seen anyone every time she came, which seemed to indicate something.
"Boss, are you there?"
Yumi Matsusaka asked again.
Still no one responded.
Yumi Matsusaka pushed open the door and walked out quickly.
She patted her chest to soothe her pounding heart.
"Teddy bear, I'll go back first, next time I'll come early, try to pick you up."
The teddy bear watched Yumi Matsusaka leave, and it opened its mouth, "I'm here, I've always been!" ”