Chapter 44
But I didn't expect that now it has become my father's illness, and my father wants to teach himself a lesson after this matter is over, so how can it be? Nalan Qingxue immediately pursed her lips and looked unwilling.
However, his father had already left at this time, so Nalan Qingxue could only look at the direction where his father was going, and he didn't know what to do for a while.
"It's not my fault, so why blame me? How do I know that the illness of the concubine is like this, if I knew that the illness of the concubine is like this, I would not have to delay the concubine for so long, everyone has mistakes, I also know that when I am a doctor, the fewer such mistakes, the better, but I can't afford to make one or two mistakes, don't I make up for it now? Why is my father so strict with me? He was never happy with me, and every time I did something good, he felt it was the ...... I should do. ”
Nalan Qingxue's complaints were sent to Bai Qingzhan, Bai Qingzhan never knew that Nalan Qingxue still had such complaints about his father, nor did he know that Nalan Qingxue's father was so strict, he couldn't even see Nalan Qingxue's usual achievements, blindly taught Nalan Qingxue, and strictly required Nalan Qingxue, no wonder Nalan Qingxue only had such results now, but in addition to such results, Nalan Qingxue seemed to be getting farther and farther away from his father. Bai Qingzhan looked at it, and it was really not a taste in his heart......
"I thought your father was a kind old man, I didn't expect him to be so strict, and he actually demanded a woman so much, but I didn't mean to look down on women, I just said that women are soft and weak, she wants to teach you, and she should teach you well, how can you beat and scold at every turn, and boys have rough skin and thick meat, naturally it doesn't matter if you hit a few times, it's different if you say it's you!"
Nalan Qingxue heard this and quickly picked it up.
"You don't know that my father has asked me so much since I was a child, my father said that if I don't strictly demand me, I don't know what is one in a million, to be a doctor is to have no accident, he said that if there is an accident, it is to kill a person, so at this time, you must not believe that you have superb medical skills or absolute certainty, in such a spirit of doubt can cure every patient, I am guilty of his bottom line this time, if it is not his bottom line, he will not teach me, I was able to take care of him. ”
After Nalan Qingxue thought so, Bai Qingzhan shook his head, he had a different attitude towards this matter.
"You can't say that about yourself, you are obviously a very good doctor, and you are also a very good girl, why do you do what your father says? Your father is already too strict with you, even the emperor thinks your medical skills are superb, and praises you several times, don't you think you are very good? You are being pressed down by a father like you, you will only feel that you are becoming more and more failures, and you will not feel that you are very good, but self-confidence in life is very important, are you so confident? ”? Nalan Qingxue laughed when she heard this.
Where is the self-confidence of self-confidence, there is such a father who is much stronger than himself, and he will always have to learn, where does he get the self-confidence? Self-confidence is just given by others, but other people's praise is just a moment, and it will be broken by my father after a while, so there is no self-confidence at all. , Bai Qingzhan saw Nalan Qingxue's eyes and knew what Nalan Qingxue was thinking, and he sighed at Nalan Qingxue.
"Don't be too sad, it's nothing, anyway, it's a good thing that your father is strict with you, you're not getting better and better now, your father must be proud of you in his heart, but he doesn't say it on his face, you can try to communicate with him, if it really doesn't work, I can do it for you."
Bai Qingzhan said this, Nalan Qingxue quickly shook his head, others don't know their father's temper, don't they know their father's temper? He was very kind when he treated the disease and saved people, but when he treated his daughter, he was very fierce, and he didn't want to work because of this matter, and it would be bad if others let Bai Qingzhan be scolded by his father, so she quickly refused.
But Bai Qingzhan felt that Nalan Qingxue rejected him, just because he didn't want to let him help, and the aunt was a little unhappy, so she sat and asked Nalan Qingxue with her brows.
"Why don't you want me to help you? Isn't it good for me to help you, if you can't say it, I can do it for you, talk to your father, so that your father will know what you think in your heart, and how can your father know what you think in your heart? Are you saying I'm right......"
After Nalan Qingxue heard this, he was silent for a moment, he didn't know how to answer, he really should have a good talk with his father, but if Bai Qingzhan was asked to talk about a private matter like this, it seemed a little unreasonable, after all, Bai Qingzhan and himself were just friends, and they were not intimate relationships, so how could Bai Qingzhan be allowed to talk about it, so she refused again, but he immediately explained it to himself after refusing.
"Don't worry, you're right, I should go and talk to my father, if I don't talk to him about it, he will not let me go for the rest of my life, but I'll say this matter myself, I don't need you to do it for you, it will be weird if you do it for you, he will definitely think about what is the relationship between the two of us, and then there is nothing between the two of us, isn't it? So don't make a fuss, I'll just go and talk to my father in person, don't worry, I will definitely go if I can't do it. ”
At this time, what Bai Qingzhan cared about most in his heart was not what Nalan Qingxue just said, but Nalan Qingxue thought that he had nothing to do with him, even the relationship between ordinary friends, so it was inconvenient for him to speak in front of his father, which was what Bai Qingzhan cared about the most, Bai Qingzhan felt that in addition to being good friends, he naturally had other relationships, just as the emperor said, but Nalan Qingxue completely rejected it now, which was tantamount to telling himself that he had nothing to do with him. There is no possibility of any development, and it is the right way to keep yourself away from him.
Bai Qingzhan and Nalan Qingxue have known each other for so long, so they naturally know what Nalan Qingxue is thinking, Nalan Qingxue doesn't need to say much, he understands Nalan Qingxue's intentions, and he collapses his face even more.
Bai Qingzhan originally thought that Nalan Qingxue was just joking and teasing himself, but he didn't expect Nalan Qingxue to have such a mentality, and now he has said it unconsciously, that is, in their hearts, they really just regard themselves as ordinary friends, and they don't even want to be involved......
"Do you think that our relationship is not good enough to that extent, but it doesn't matter, even if ordinary friends are not good enough to that extent, I can also say for you, at least we are friends, this has not changed!". Nalan Qingxue hesitated and nodded, he did think so, at this time, Bai Qingzhan's opinion was the same, but if he really wanted Bai Qingzhan to see his father instead of him, what should his father think? Did my father feel that he was in trouble that he shouldn't have caused?