After the injection, Song Jinsi sent Zhu Slow home It was almost noon, Zhu Slow poured him a cup of tea to drink, and after drinking, he felt that he should walk and get up and want to leave.

"You... Are you hungry or not?" Zhu Chu, who was sitting on the sofa, suddenly spoke.

"Huh?" Song Jinsi reacted sluggishly for a moment, then quickly nodded and said, "I'm hungry." ”

"Do you eat egg noodles with tomatoes?" She got up and opened the fridge with only these simple ingredients.

"Well, eat" Song Jinsi cracked the corners of his mouth and smiled brightly.

Zhu slowly tied his hair and tied an apron, took out the ingredients, beat the eggs, scalded the tomatoes with boiling water, peeled off the skin, and cut them into small pieces with a knife. Then remove from the pan, add oil, add eggs, tomatoes, stir-fry to get juice, add hot water, put in the noodles after the water boils, and add seasonings.

Zhu Chu looked at the chopped green onions and turned around and asked Song Jinsi, "Do you eat green onions?" ”

She thought Song Jinsi was sitting on the sofa, but as soon as she turned around, he stood at the kitchen door, looking at her intently.

"Eat!" He nodded, his expression a little glazed.

Zhu turned around and sprinkled the noodles with chopped green onions, and when he was about to serve them out, Song Jinsi stepped forward and took the bowl: "I'll come, you go sit outside." ”

Song Jinsi brought two bowls of noodles to the table, one bowl in front of Zhu Slow and one bowl in front of himself, and then started, he didn't expect Zhu Slow to cook and make it so delicious, the fragrant noodle soup was rich in flavor and home-style.

After eating all kinds of delicacies, he actually felt that this bowl of noodles was better than the noodles he had eaten anywhere before, and he even ate the noodle soup, although he ate it quickly, but his movements were elegant.

"Do you want more?" Zhu slowly raised his head and looked at him and asked.

"No, I'm full." Song Jinsi saw that she only cooked two bowls of noodles and went to eat a big bowl by herself, and she was full.

"Hmm." Zhu slowly continued to eat noodles, she ate a little slowly, Song Jinsi finished a big bowl and she still had half of her small bowl left.

Song Jinsi watched Zhu eat noodles slowly and delicately, her little face was steamed very ruddy by the heat of the noodles, and a strand of hair loosened in front of her long hair in front of her forehead, she casually put it behind her ear and continued to eat noodles.

If Zhu Wan looked up now, he would definitely be able to see him looking at her affectionately, if he liked her before, he had only planned the possibility of their future, but now he can concretely imagine their future life in his mind, and it is the happiest thing to accompany each other in such a simple and satisfying way......

After Zhu Slow finished eating, Song Jinsi still looked at her with a smile, she didn't understand what he was staring at her all the time, he looked at himself more pleasing to the eye than she looked at her!

She didn't want to ask too much, so she put away the dishes and chopsticks and prepared to go to the kitchen.

"I'll come, you go sit on the couch for a while." Song Jinsi hurriedly brought the bowl over and looked like he was going to wash the dishes.

"No need, I'll wash you and sit down" Zhu Chu didn't let him wash it, she didn't alike doing housework and went to let the ten fingers probably never touch the spring water The eldest young master washed the dishes... It feels awkward to think about it.

Song Jinsi saw that her attitude was quite resolute, so she didn't rob her, Zhu went to wash the dishes, he cleaned up the dining table before going to sit on the sofa.

Soon, Zhu Wan came out after washing the dishes and found that the dining table had also been wiped clean, and he smiled faintly on his face.

"The noodles you cooked are delicious." Song Jinsi saw that Zhu was slow and finished cleaning up, and he was just sitting on the sofa and chatting that he was not good at.

"Hmm." Zhu Chu could feel that Song Jinsi was a little restrained when chatting with her, and she didn't talk much and didn't know how to make him not to lower himself so deliberately to cater to her.

"Well, remember to take your medicine later." Song Jinsi continued to find a topic to talk about, trying to keep the conversation going.

"Hmm." Zhu slowly nodded slightly.

"That's... I'll go back first. ”

"Okay."

End of chat! After all, it's not a field that I'm good at, and I still have more than enough heart and not enough power.

Zhu slowly sent him to the elevator and said gently: "Thank you"

"I'm glad you let me get closer!" Song Jinsi knew what she meant, and her usually arrogant face could only be described as gentle.

Zhu watched him enter the elevator, and the elevator door closed. She saw that Song Jinsi's eyes were full of warmth like the warm winter sun, and he was infinitely radiating warmth to her side......

His body recovered, and Zhu slowly commuted to and from work as usual. The difference is that Song Jinsi will occasionally wait for her outside their store to get off work and then take her to dinner, and there is no transgression during this period, he will send her downstairs and leave after eating. Everything is very gentlemanly, and slowly, even if they don't deliberately look for topics, they don't feel embarrassed to be silent.

On this day, Song Jinsi still sent her back downstairs.

"Hmm... Do you like watching movies? Song Jinsi wanted to ask her to go to the movies together, and there were many things he wanted to do with her besides eating.

"I don't have time these days." Zhu Slow had no expression on his face when he said this.

"That..."

"You go back, I'll go up," Zhu Slow interrupted what he wanted to continue.

Zhu went up slowly, and Song Jinsi sat in the car for a long time and couldn't figure out whether she was rejecting his date or rejecting him?

In fact, when she was having dinner, she received a message from Yan Mingyu, just a short sentence: "Will you come back the day after tomorrow?" Zhu slowly looked at the calendar, and it turned out that the Qingming Festival was coming, and they should also have a few days off.

I don't know why she wants to go back and see them this year to see if the scars of the past are still festering? I don't know if this thought is because she has masochistic tendencies in her heart or is tired of her current self.....

After work the next day, she simply packed a change of clothes and took the train back to Jiangcheng overnight, she arrived a little late, and she didn't tell anyone. I took a taxi to a hotel and opened a room, and I didn't sleep well all night, and there was anything strange and real in my dreams. She was awakened, but she didn't open her eyes, as if she was continuing to sleep, as long as she didn't wake up, it was all just a dream!

No one knew she was back, and she didn't want to tell anyone that she was going to see her parents.

When the day dawned, she changed her clothes, and she looked at herself in the floor-to-ceiling mirror, her black long-sleeved dress, black shoes and socks, and her hair was tied low. The skin is already very white, and the figure is thin and thin, and it looks even more pale and weak when wearing a whole set of black, and there is a kind of sickness that is about to disappear.

She didn't take a taxi until almost noon, deliberately staggering the time with the worshippers. When I got to the bottom of the mountain, I bought two bunches of white chrysanthemums at the entrance, and walked up the stairs slowly and heavily.

Having only been here once, she found the steles of the two people closest to her loved ones among the deceased.

Some people have already come to visit them, and there are offerings in front of the stele, it may be grandmother and uncle, they may also be relatives on their father's side.

She stood quietly in front of the two adjacent tombstones, the bouquet in her hand was tightly pinched and the wrapping paper was deformed.

Why weren't they buried together? It's because they want to be together when they die, and they want to escape until they die...... In the end, in order to fulfill his mother's obsession with him until death, they were buried in the closest place to each other. And because they could not forgive their father's sins, they were buried separately.

Their lives are ridiculous and pathetic, right? They did fall in love with each other at first. But with the passage of time, the passion is gone, and all the good memories can't resist the dullness of life, and they can't find the original direction in this illusory and ethereal world of flowers......

Zhu slowly looked at the black and white photo of his father's kind and stern appearance, and looked at the photo of his mother next to him, with a faint smile on his eyebrows, as if he was in a happy mood. The bouquet in her hand loosened in vain, and the person fell to the ground along with the white flowers.

What are you laughing at? Laughing at your own pathetic love? Or laugh at you when you're dead, and you're happy to be with him? Zhu Chuan was already in tears when he lay in front of his mother's stone monument, and asked her in a choked voice why it was worth her to follow the amorous and heartless father regardless of her own and her daughter's lives?

She picked up a bouquet of white chrysanthemums and swept down the worship items in front of her father's monument, he was not worthy! He abandoned them, he chose another woman! He didn't want them anymore...... She cried loudly and was heartbroken to accuse her father of the crime. She vented the hatred and resentment in her heart, she didn't feel good at all when she looked at the items that had been swept to the ground, and her tears still flowed uncontrollably.

She sat on the ground leaning against her mother's stele, her sobs slowly turning into silent sobs. She bit her lip tightly, she was afraid that she would say what she missed them from the bottom of her heart, that she had forgiven her father's cruelty and her mother's paranoia...... All she felt was that her chest hurt so much that she was about to suffocate, and she was whimpering and out of breath......

She closed her eyes, feeling like she was suffocating in front of her parents, and it was a relief when someone held her shoulder, which was about to fall......

"Slowly!"

She opened her eyes, which had long been blurred by tears, and the person in front of her was the young man with the light. She seems to have gone back to high school, when nothing went bad......

"Slowly! Slowly! Song Jinsi shouted that the person who fainted in his arms immediately picked her up and walked quickly to the entrance of the cemetery, where his car was parked.

"Young master, this is?" The driver watched his young master walk briskly with a girl in his arms.

"Don't talk nonsense, go back to Lan Yuan! Then call Uncle He. The driver hurriedly helped him open the car door, then returned to the driving position, and quickly drove the car to the house that his wife had left for the young master.

Song Jinsi hugged Zhu Wan anxiously, and when he saw her in the cemetery, her expression made him feel as if she was about to disappear, and he was afraid that she would die in front of him like his mother...... He didn't want Zhu Kuan to leave him like this!

He hugged her tightly, watching her tears flow under her closed eyelashes even though she fainted, and her lips were bitten and bleeding from her, and her patient and sad appearance made his heart feel like someone was pinched fiercely, and it hurt raw!

When she arrived at Lan Yuan, Dr. He was already waiting there, and Song Jinsi carried her into the house and gently put her on the bed in his bedroom and covered her with a quilt.

"Uncle He, she fainted, take a look at her condition," Song Jinsi gave up his position to Doctor He and asked him to diagnose and treat Zhu Slow.

Doctor He carried the medicine box to measure the physical condition of the girls on the bed one by one, and then exhaled, Song Shao's posture just now scared his old bones so much that he thought that this girl was not good.

"Uncle He, how is she doing?" Seeing that Uncle He put away the measuring instrument, he asked him face to face.

"Hypoglycemia fainted, this girl has heart and spleen deficiency and liver stagnation and qi depression, her stomach and sleep should be bad, and she has to go to the hospital for examination of the specific situation." Dr. He is the family doctor of the Song family and will also do some traditional Chinese medicine treatment, he thinks that this girl should encounter some difficulties and he can't get over, this is not only medicine and stone can be cured.

"I'll give her a bottle of glucose first, and then I'll prescribe some medicine and wait for her to wake up before giving it to her."

"Well, it's troublesome Uncle He" Song Jinsi frowned, is Zhu Wan still sad about the death of his parents?

After the injection, he asked the driver to take Dr. He back, and he sat on the edge of the bed and waited for her to wake up.

Why is she so stupid? Can't you get out of being so sad for the deceased? made her body like this, she should have loved her parents very much, and she was reluctant to let them go for so many years!

He stroked the tears on Zhu Wan's face, he didn't know her past, but he was willing to fill the gap in her heart. Even if she doesn't want to be with her, it doesn't matter, I just hope she doesn't want to see her grief-stricken again......