I stupidly looked at the few messages in my hand, and I didn't relax for a long time.

I sighed, I felt an indescribable discomfort and distress in my heart, I had carefully prepared for the game for so long, just because I was afraid that I would get drenched in the rain, and she would give me an umbrella if she gave up the game, why was she so stupid!

I'm really not that important, and I don't deserve her to be so nice to me......

It's not that I don't know that Jin Jiu'er is interesting to me, but I've been pretending to be stupid all along, or I'm running away.

Because I was still thinking about Wang Mingming, I also remembered that Jin Jiu'er was engaged to other men, and I always thought that we would never be able to be together.

However, today, I think it's time for me to face it, and it is my responsibility as a man to end this fruitless ambiguity, which may be better for Jin Jiu'er!

With that in mind, I got up and went to her dormitory.

Sneaking away from the supervision of the dormitory manager downstairs, I came to their door.

Lan Jie opened the door, and when she saw that it was me, she pushed me and didn't let me in, she closed the door with her backhand.

"Let me go in and see Jiu'er." I said.

Lan Jie stared at me with a bad face, and after a while she said, "Tell me first, how did you make Jiu'er cry?" ”

"I can't tell you."

I refused to answer Lan Jie's words.

"You scum!"

Lan Jie slapped me a few times and scolded.

I didn't get angry, I didn't say anything, she didn't have much strength as a woman, and it didn't hurt to call, plus I felt guilty in my heart at the moment, and I was a little better off by hitting someone a few times.

"Are you comfortable? When you're comfortable, let me in. I said lukewarmly.

"You'd better comfort me Jiu'er after you go in, have you heard clearly about perverts and scum?" Lan Jie said viciously.

I nodded.

"Hmph......" Lan Jie snorted coldly and opened the door.

And just then, the doorknob lock inside happened to be opened.

Jin Jiu'er seemed to know that I was coming, and she stood behind the door.

"Senpai......"

I looked at Jin Jiu'er's appearance, and the guilt in my heart deepened.

Her eyes were red and swollen, and her peach-leaf-shaped eyes were still watery.

I can predict how uncomfortable she was crying a moment ago, I have never seen Jin Jiu'er so embarrassed.

Even if I misunderstood her last time, she only shed two lines of tears.

"What are you doing here?" Jin Jiu'er looked at me aggrievedly.

"I'm sorry, senior sister, I hurt you and couldn't participate in the game you carefully prepared."

I'll apologize first.

"You didn't say anything sorry to me, and it's none of your business if you didn't go to the game."

Jin Jiu'er bit her red lip, as if she was trying to endure the tears that were about to well.

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault."

I'd rather her cry, I really don't like her pretending to be strong like this.

"Xiaojie, you go out first." Jin Jiu'er suddenly said to Lan Jie on the side.

Lan Jie didn't say much, but when she left, she glared at me again with a warning look.

I looked at Jin Jiu'er, and I could see the grief in her eyes.

"Chen, why are you lying to me?"

Jin Jiu'er said.

I was a little stunned, and after thinking about it for a while, I didn't think that I had lied to Jin Jiu'er about anything.

"After dinner that day, I asked if you had broken up with her, why did you tell me that you weren't actually together? Chen, you tell me, why are you lying to me......"

Jin Jiu'er's voice slowly became smaller, and slowly turned into a murmur.

I remembered that Jin Jiu'er was talking about this incident.

"Why do you want to give me hope? Do you know you're really bad! You gave me light again when my world was completely dark, you big liar! ”

"I'm no worse than Wang Mingming, why are you doing this."

"I just want to ask you one question now."

Jin Jiu'er looked at me tenderly, as if she wanted to melt me.

"Just ask."

I replied.

"Have you ever liked me? Even in a second, in a moment? Jin Jiu'er said tremblingly.

I really don't know how to answer, I'm not a saint, Jin Jiu'er is so gentle and so moving, how can I not have a feeling of liking.

But I know for sure that I never wanted to be with the girl in front of me.

"Chen Nian, even if you make me happy for a while......" Jin Jiu'er saw that I didn't speak, and her voice became more and more desolate.

"Yes, of course there is, Senior Sister is so beautiful, she won't dislike it if she is a man." After thinking about it for a while, I could only say one ambiguous sentence.

This shouldn't hurt Jin Jiu'er's heart anymore.

"Would you like to have me, then?"

Jin Jiu'er was indeed no longer sad, but she threw me a more difficult question to answer.

I thought of Wang Mingming, and I thought of the fire of pursuit that had just been rekindled.

"Senior sister, it's impossible for us, you're already engaged, didn't you say that you will get married when you graduate, and on the day of your wedding, you still have to invite me to participate."

I said softly.

"I'm just engaged and not married, as long as you nod, I'll ruin the marriage immediately! Even if there are any consequences, I am not afraid to bear them! Jin Jiu'er's tone was resolute, but her gaze at me was soft.

I struggled inside.

It turns out that love is really as unreasonable as Wei Kuan said, as long as you meet the right person, even if there is no yang marriage ceremony, one month is enough to produce a bitter love.

But how can I get Jin Jiu'er to be so loved?

I really want to reject Jin Jiu'er quickly, but everything Jin Jiu'er has done to me these days flashes in my mind.

She is like the most tolerant water in the world, and her gentleness seems to be everywhere......

I really can't bear to make her sad anymore.

I can't shake my head!

But I thought of Wang Mingming in my mind, everything about her is everything I want to have.

I can't nod my head!

"Chen, I know it's too sudden, and it's embarrassing for you, I'll give you time." Jin Jiu'er said again.

"How long?" I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, I really need time to think about it now.

"From now on, I will leave the school and go anywhere in Cloud City, if you want, then come to me, you are a feng shui master, if you want to find me in Cloud City, it should be easy, right?"

"I will wait for you until the moment the sun rises tomorrow, and after the sun rises, if you don't come to me, then I won't have any more light in the future."

"I also take advantage of this time to calm down, this is your time, and it is also for me."

Jin Jiu'er slowly finished speaking.

"Okay."

I didn't think much about it, I agreed, maybe I'm not a decisive person in nature, I really can't bear to refuse her anymore.

Jin Jiu'er reluctantly showed a smile in front of her, like a tulip after the rain, and she said softly:

"I didn't want you to be so embarrassed, but I really just want you to hold my hand, sorry, let me be selfish."