Chapter 159: The Realm of Speechlessness
Extremely selfish?
I?
The evil spirit was a little helpless, and the aura of anger gradually gathered on his head. Ice @ Fire # Chinese
"I'm not saying anything too much...... I'm telling the truth, and besides, what I'm saying is for your own good!"
As he spoke, he squirted a mouthful of old blood with some anger and heart-attacking...... It stands to reason that Ling Yi'an didn't know if it was blood, just a green, sticky mass.
If I had put it in the past, I might have felt worried and sad about the situation of evil spirits. However, in this situation, he really can't feel sorry for the evil spirit.
After all, such a person, staying by his side, can no longer bring the feeling of happiness and hatred that he once hoped for. It can even be said that it is very chicken ribs and unnecessary.
"Do you think that my existence means nothing to you?"
There is no point in it......
Ling Yi'an didn't know, and he didn't dare to answer, he only felt that he had no one to rely on in this world for a long time. Not to mention anything else...... It's all fantasy......
Faced with such a question that pierced people's hearts, he couldn't answer it at all.
The current Ling Yi'an, the whole person's mind is very chaotic, he doesn't know how to face the previous things, let alone how to face the evil spirit...... He felt that his existence was a mistake at all...... Perhaps, after all these years, he should not have lived in this world at all.
The more and more complicated thoughts almost burned his head clean. On the other hand, the body of the evil spirit is not easy, in such a world, he thought that he could more or less rely on Ling Yi'an...... But in fact, he didn't do anything...... Is even his original mission going to be ruined?
He didn't want that to happen. But in reality, something like this has already happened...... You can't get it back yourself, can you?
"I exist because of the condensation of the thoughts in your heart. Suffice it to say, if it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have appeared at all, wouldn't have existed, wouldn't have been stripped out of your body...... You know, I'm part of your body. If it weren't for you, I would have been able to be a free, fluttering soul in this world many times, without having to bear so much pressure and not have to go through so many things. ”
Just on top of the reality...... Such a thing cannot happen. The assumptions I just said are simply not valid.
If it weren't for himself, wouldn't the evil spirit appear?
On the one hand, Ling Yi'an felt that what he said was very ridiculous, but on the other hand, he felt that what he said was indeed reasonable. Because it is the embodiment of his own evil, if it weren't for the fact that his evil thoughts have gathered too much, maybe he really wouldn't have appeared......
It's just that...... This matter has come to this point, whether I am advancing or retreating, I really don't know what to do next.
Maybe this is forced by life? He doesn't understand. Maybe it's human nature? He doesn't understand.
He only knew that he had no way to think about it now, and from time to time he looked at Su Qingwan's body next to the evil spirit and was placed on the table, and when he glanced at it, he felt sorry for her.
You're such a scumbag.
Ling Yi'an secretly cursed himself in his heart. How he wished that someone would wake him up at this time...... In this way, more or less, he will feel less guilty in his heart, won't he?
"It's all my fault. ”
Ling Yi'an thought for a long time, and suddenly came up with such a sentence, which caught the evil spirit a little off guard.
Is it all his fault?
Such an attitude of admitting mistakes doesn't seem to be what he wants him to show. The evil spirit thought, and then swallowed his saliva, wondering if he should say something and explain...... But when it was time to speak, he didn't know what to say...... On the contrary, looking at Ling Yi'an's complaining and unintelligible appearance, the depression in his heart became more and more serious.
What just spewed out of his mouth was nothing else, it was his own energy. The evil spirit has no blood, he can live until now with one breath, talk so many things to Ling Yi'an, and fight side by side with him for so long, not because of anything else, but because he really thinks that this kid is a good seedling, and in this life, he has followed him, but he has no regrets...... But in fact, if it weren't for this, he might not want to help Ling Yi'an at all...... His existence is because Ling Yi'an has accumulated too many resentments and hatreds...... to the point of no return, so he was separated from his body...... And then in the current situation, there is no way to end it...... It's also a thing that makes me sad, isn't it......
This kind of situation is unbearable for no individual...... Abandoned by those who are dearest to oneself and who need them the most...... Such a feeling...... It's going to drive him crazy.
But what can he do?
The evil spirit thought, and then sighed a little helplessly, looked at Ling Yi'an's eyes, and said leisurely, "Is this your fault, I don't want to pursue it with you anymore...... But you should know one thing, and that is that what is meant to be your destiny, you have to do it. If you go against your fate, you will have to pay even more. ”
Against fate?
Ling Yi'an looked at the evil spirit with some puzzlement, "What do you mean by this? Am I not enough to go against fate? When you asked me to kill the king and seize the throne, weren't you already asking me to change my fate?!"
Ling Yi'an's tone was a little far-fetched and helpless, this is indeed not what he wants, but no matter how he says it, this is also a matter of no choice, it has reached such a point now, then he must learn to go hard......
It's just that he is really puzzled now, he doesn't know why things are the way they are...... He knew that the evil spirit had always wanted to make himself a ruthless person who killed the king and seized the throne, but he didn't understand, what was the matter with the change of fate now?
If this were not the case, perhaps the burden on my body would not be so heavy...... I won't be so tired from living...... If the burden on his body could be lightened, maybe he would be able to live a little happier...... In short, by now, he really feels stressed and difficult to get rid of...... When I was a child, someone said a word to me, what to say, the sea of suffering, turning over love and hate...... Now he has not tasted love, but he feels that in this sea of suffering, he is really entangled by evil things and can't get out.
But what can he do...... He's just a reckless man, just a small person, and he has never had any special skills, even if he wants to say that he has something special, it can only be said that he has a slightly special identity...... It's a pity that as a prince, he is at the mercy of others, as the body of the evil spirit, as his master, he can't make any effective decisions, he is still fluttering, and his thoughts are taken away by what he says in a sentence or two......
That's not a good thing......
But there's nothing you can do about it...... After all, in such a situation, no one knows himself better than evil spirits, and no one knows his past more clearly than evil spirits......
"I don't want to be your enemy. ”
The evil spirit was silent for a long time, and then said something like this. The voice was very long, as if all these things had been in his hands. To be honest, Ling Yi'an didn't really like this feeling. Sometimes, the things you like, the people you like, or the things that are planned and planned...... are seen through by others at a glance, or rather, when they are all in the palm of others' hands...... That's what makes people feel uncomfortable.
If he doesn't want to be my enemy, then why would he say such things to hurt himself? Even if the past is really so unacceptable to him...... Why did the evil spirit not hesitate to tell him these things? Can't he just embellish them a little...... Or rather, to cover up these things a little...... Is this a difficult thing for him to do?
He didn't believe it, he felt that all these things should have a consistent and ending somehow...... But the tangled part is that this ending is not what I want to know......
"I don't want to be your enemy, which means I don't want to get into trouble with you over one or two trivial things like this...... If I could, I would rather keep silent about it, and use the method I just said to write down this event, the whole story...... Do you think that's okay?"
At this time, is his mind still talking about these things......
Isn't that too much......
"Do you know why you're a ghost?"
Why ghosts?
The evil spirit was a little confused, "What do you mean by that, and why...... Do you want to say this suddenly?" he looked at Ling Yi'an, and suddenly felt that he was continuously injected with some kind of energy. What's going on?
Before he could finish his sentence, he felt a magical feeling in him. This feeling made him no longer uncomfortable, and even felt very comfortable...... Very ...... Very ......
It's like returning to the pinnacle of my abilities.
The hot power in his head flew away so lightly.
It's amazing......