Beloved, if one day I leave,

Don't be afraid.

Everything has nothing to do with you, nothing to do with everything else,

Please don't doubt it, just myself.

Because I don't love anymore.

——

It's as simple as that, there must be someone who finds out first, and then he will always hide it hard, thinking that he is hiding it deeply! Qin Tian is afraid that he will not appear again, she was very disappointed for a while, thinking that he might still care about her goods, she felt terrible, even the small bowl of the Spring Palace was not so interesting.

After work today, she was in a good mood, and the haze of the past few days finally penetrated a little sunshine. In the morning, she met the boy she liked in middle school in the cemetery, and it was a coincidence that it was her first love, more than ten years have passed, and now he is a silhouette under the blurred lens, and he looks unattractive.

She was really happy, and she couldn't say what she was happy about, she lowered her head and paced slowly towards the bus, if she had a secret in her heart, it seemed that she was living more wonderful than others, she pursed her mouth and smiled secretly, the long-lost warmth made Bei Bei feel comfortable, and her chest seemed to be clamoring for this warm hot current, which was very itchy.

——

Di Di Di ......

I don't know where the car horn sounded, startling her, following the direction of the sound, there was no car left and right, but in front of the stele on the right side of the hall, a black Buick was parked, leaning on the car, a man stood there casually, I didn't see anyone there just now, it was Saka.

He poked at the head, and the hat with the brim of the top strap on his head covered his eyes, and the brim of the hat cast a shadow on his face, which made his face even whiter. He looked a little tired, and even though he was dressed very energetically, she could feel that he was tired, and she couldn't say why.

As the sun set, he was dyed with a touch of orange and yellow by the slanting remnant sun, as if he was glowing. He leaned down, reached into the car with one hand, and honked the horn a few more times to let the girl in the distance know that it was him calling her.

Bebe couldn't see his face clearly, but she knew he was looking at her, and then he straightened up again, afraid that he would be embarrassed to look at, he tilted his head to the side, and she saw him smile.

He often laughs, he was always on the phone before, she had never seen his neat teeth, he would sometimes bow his head, he would blush shyly, these subconscious little movements, she had never seen before.

She was embarrassed, a little embarrassed, like a child who had nothing to do, and shook her body to get closer to him, and then heard him say, "Shouldn't you cry when I'm not there? Why are you still secretly laughing, little stupid?"

——

When she saw him again, she actually really wanted to cry, her nose was sore, she thought he had disappeared, that is, he had disappeared, and then as he disappeared, her own memories would gradually disappear, and then she would begin to suspect that this person might never have appeared.

"Why do you still say it's broken? ”

Bebe stopped a meter in front of him, and though her heart may have run over her head and fallen into his arms, she could no longer move.

Her tears were about to flow out, it was so bad that she couldn't hold it back. Inexplicably, why did she cry, this was so funny, she felt that he was walking towards her, he was getting closer and closer, but his voice was getting more and more blurred, she didn't know why she was so excited to see him again, so that she lost her temper.

She stared down at his chest, as if she had come to an abrupt halt in a stress response, which was probably the only thing she could do at this point.

Sakka leaned over, her T-shirt was full of English, but she didn't know any of them, and God knows why, her eyes were irrepressibly blurry. She thought he must have seen her tears, so he hugged her, yes. Thanks to the hug, otherwise she wouldn't have known how to hide her tears.

Sakar's fingers ran through her thick hair, and another lump of hair fell from his hand to the side, obscuring her face.

His fingers ran over her face again, and she looked up at him, overwhelmed, his eyes lowered, his eyelashes trembling slightly, gently, he was blowing intently, and she watched his gaze wander back and forth on her face, shifting.

"I'll dry it for you. He muttered.

——

"Whose car is this?" she always seemed to squirm, because she cared, the co-pilot was like a transparent package that was not covered, she was aiming at her toes, looking at this angle, her legs were really thick.

"My friend's, he came to pick me up at the airport. Saka stared at the road ahead, his face like a statue made of mud, with sharp edges.

"And what about your friend?" This is really unnutritious nonsense, even she is laughing at herself, whatever Saka answers, she doesn't really want to know anyway, she just wants to talk to him, say anything.

"I said I'd come to you, and he took a taxi and left. Saka looked back at him, and smiled charmingly, and he laughed so ghostly, as if there were lines on the back of the car, always teasing people, and if you had to look, you couldn't see it clearly.

The girl turned her head to the window, her heart was so beautiful, in short, she couldn't hold it back, she didn't understand what it was to be proud, was that friend too sensible, or was it the two of them who were left laughing, anyway, she felt that she couldn't keep her mouth shut.

"Ben, do you see a rearview mirror on the other side of the car?"

When the car reached the traffic light, Saka stopped, and he asked her with regret. Only then did Bei Bei find the rearview mirror, and then saw herself staring at her in the rearview mirror, and she even saw herself snickering when she was stunned.

Sakka also turned to the window, and on his side, there was also one of himself, and then he said, "What kind of film is this, how is it like a mirror?" ”

——

"What do you mean to come and see me, and choose to come here to communicate?" he focused on driving, and turned a corner, but Bei Bei still looked at him sideways, waiting for him to speak.

"This year, there is a quota, and I can choose again, so I chose the mentor who came here. He said it casually, like it was too simple.

Bebe sat up straight, she was embarrassed, she could feel Saka glancing at her with her eyes, and her heart rejoiced. She felt like she was sure now that he was flirting with her, if that wasn't what he was flirting with...... Then she didn't believe it at all, it couldn't be, that is, she knew it in her heart, she was suddenly a little excited, no one understood better than herself, she was afraid that she had already liked him, that must be, just like at this moment, she could be sure that he also liked her.

"I'm asking, why did you choose here, it's so cold in the northeast. Her shimmering eyes shone on the side of his face, so dazzling, she wanted to say that the northeast was so cold, like a snake painting, his expression, she thought he might say something, because this was a good opportunity, she had never been so bold.

Saka looked ahead in a daze and was silent, holding the steering wheel with his hand, gently without strength. At this time, the car happened to pass through a tunnel, and the lights in the tunnel mottled his face like a countdown, and then flew like a backward flicker.

Bei Bei has no strength in the end, she has waited long enough, and when she is deflated, he still doesn't say a word. She didn't ask him any more, so embarrassed that she wanted to shrink herself into the corner and lean back in the car seat.

"Because of you!" Saka replied suddenly, very seriously, "You have the same cute round face as in the game." "After passing through the tunnel, the sky lit up in an instant.

——

The car drove to his own building, Bei Bei got out of the car first, ran two steps in the direction of his home, and suddenly turned around. She pursed her lips and gently tuched her lower lip, unable to hold her tightly, and she watched the overflowing smile.

Sakar also got out of the car, and he was more comfortable than the girl, standing by the door, with his hands in his trouser pockets, and it was not too easy to arrive. He stepped on the steps with one foot, his shoulders relaxed and unloaded all his strength, like two radishes hanging beside him, perhaps thinking of something troublesome, looking a little uneasy.

The distance between the two men was a little far, and across the car, Saka stared at her, waiting for her or wanting to say something, but she couldn't make out his expression. Bei Bei wanted him to come over and get closer to him, but he didn't seem to be very bright, and he waited quietly and didn't move.

Bei Bei took two more steps in his direction, leaning against the car and poking her head in, waving her hand to signal him to lower his head, she had something to say.

The young man frowned slightly, bent his waist, and brought his face so close that the girl could see the turquoise veins on his forehead, buried under his skin. He's really beautiful, no matter how you look at it, it looks good whenever you look at it. She stared at Saka's face like the blood-sucking goblin in a horror movie when she saw a scholar with plenty of yang energy, and his inexplicable face had forgotten what he wanted to say.

——

The eyelashes are so long, not curved like a girl, his eyelashes are a little straight, the contours of his eyes are beautiful, and there is a triangular piece of flesh at the corner of his eyes, which is coffee-colored, like a foreign man with European eyes, buried deep in his eye sockets, sinking and melancholy. The line of his jaw was smooth, and it suddenly closed under his ears, and you can imagine that when the sweat would run down his jaw, suddenly dripping onto the T-shirt, he was caught off guard.

"Hmm, what are you going to say?" Saka's inopportune question, interrupting her greedy prying eyes, he was inexplicably right.

Bei Bei jumped up like a spring, blushing embarrassedly, she didn't know what to say, her mind was even more chaotic now, so she casually fooled him and said, "It's nothing, go back and pack your things!"

——

After dinner, the girl pinched a peach and sat in front of the computer, and Saka was farming monsters in the game, who knows? He used to ask God, it seemed that the person was still not there, and Bei Bei didn't hide anymore, she ran over, stood next to him, and smirked at the dummy in the game, shaking her hand blankly, just to show him.

The little man has been lonely and playing strange, but it doesn't matter, the girl doesn't seem to care, she doesn't need him to take care of her, he's not there, it's the best, and now there is still no him in the game, but she's quite happy.

"You know what? You're so beautiful!" Bei Bei typed this line on her computer, and the line was above her head like a billboard. After a while, the sentence would disappear, and she said it, but he couldn't see it, and she couldn't tell him it directly, but luckily he wasn't there.

"You're the only one who says that about me. A line of words also appeared on the head of the little man of Sakar, like a billboard, it turned out that he was there, he was there.

——

Like a human eye, you can only see part of the landscape, there is always more to it, just behind the eye, no one can see it, but it has always been there, never hidden.

No one can have the whole world, right? Just like no one can see all the landscapes?

Hearing that someone was going to find a partner for Ms. Xu's daughter who couldn't be sent out in her hand, my mother was very happy, and she was no longer annoyed when she walked back and forth in her cramped house. She was like a crab at ease, wandering among the lush corals, as if the boy were her own son, her face full of spring breeze, her eyebrows fluttering, and cheering, if it weren't for that, Babe might have felt better.

"Beibei, Central Park, Central Park, tomorrow night. The mother tilted her head from the stove on the balcony and shouted, but when she saw that the girl ignored her, she glared at her daughter.

Could it be that the girl is older, she is really a quirk, and Bei Bei feels that she is really difficult to get along with. She was annoyed by the blind date, and every time someone mentioned it, she was in a very bad mood. She doesn't like to meet men she doesn't know, and deliberately looks for each other's merits in order to get a partner, and most of the time she really can't find it.

Even she began to get tired of her mother's always acting so kind, and she thought that for her parents, she was the best gift in the world, and it would be better to be able to stay with them instead of going away, and be together like relatives.

The implication is that the world is just a struggle under the flaunt, and the family is the real field in her heart, but every time her mother can make her feel that there seems to be no man by her side, and she might as well be far away.

——

She was in a bad mood, and all this made her mood not better, she threw down her bag and curled up at the foot of the bed, unwilling to answer. She turned on the computer, but she couldn't hide her mother's excited voice, she simply didn't eat, and went outside alone.

The willow hung down so low, and the chin was hard to lower the waist, grazing the top of the person's head. I'm afraid that only in this small city in the northeast will there be such annoying willows, which are not soft or soft, and they are not stiff, like artemisia grass swaying from side to side on the wall.

Bei Bei dialed the phone to Saka, and when he just went out, he didn't answer when he took advantage of the anger that went straight to his head, maybe he was doing surgery.

The girl's expectations in her heart fell short, he was always far and near, he could be in the same city, and the contact was getting less and less, and he didn't take the initiative to call after that day, which made her already erratic heart no longer steady, if it weren't for this blind date, she might not be looking for him.

When she went back to the house, the girl felt tired, she really had nowhere to go, and she had to walk back when she walked around. The mother seemed to see through her daughter's predicament, so much so that she was very proud, and she didn't want Beibei to eat, so she went with her if she wanted to sleep.

Lying alone, his heart was in turmoil, Saka never called, Bei Bei pretended not to care, but subconsciously waited. Before falling asleep, she sent him a message, saying that the family had arranged a blind date, and she wanted him to say something.

She was so tired that she really fell asleep in a daze, and she couldn't wait for his reply, and her phone was left under the covers.

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In the middle of the night, the mobile phone rang, and the ringtone struggled and screamed in the silent night, still clear and sad through the quilt. The girl touched the phone, and in a daze, she didn't even glance at the number, and then picked it up.

As in the previous ones, the phone was as noisy, the loud music, interspersed with the hoarse roars of crazy people, probably in a concert hall.

The person on the phone didn't speak, both of them listened silently, it is estimated that the person didn't hear that the phone had been connected, Bei Bei stuffed the phone between his ear and the pillow in a daze, he didn't speak, she didn't say anything, there was only a mess of noise.

It must have been thirty seconds, but it was a long time anyway, and the phone suddenly became quiet, and the girl was suddenly awakened by this purity, and she heard him say, "Why don't you speak!"

"I said, you didn't hear me. Bei Bei casually said nonsense, she didn't bother at all, anyway, it was so noisy, even if she really said it, no one would be able to hear it.

"Make it up, you make it up! You didn't say anything at all. The man said categorically, with such ruthlessness, as if Bei Bei was his wife who caught him cheating on him in bed.

The girl snorted, still firm, "I really said it." ”

"Okay, okay, learn to lie, what are you doing?"

"Sleep, what else can you do?" Bei Bei turned over, feeling that her muscles and bones were alive, and a tingling itch was scratching the tip of people's hearts, and she chirped.

"Hey, okay, okay, pull to pull, brother is a man, brother can't stand this, don't sleep, get up and talk for a while." ”

The kid who dialed the phone randomly said, and suddenly roared loudly, which shook Beibei's ears and buzzed, this really woke up, and the girl turned over and sat up: "Who doesn't sleep, ah? Who doesn't sleep, what time is it?

......

He always came for no reason, and left for no reason, after which they both said something, and the next morning, Bei Bei didn't remember anything, she almost forgot to answer the phone in the middle of the night, she found her mobile phone in the quilt, and the saliva on the screen left a dry mark.