Chapter 708: If I Lose You, I'll Be Buried Before I Die
Heart-rending wails.
It's heartbreaking.
Chen Dongqiang held back tears from his eyes, and the corners of his blood-stained mouth trembled slightly: "But I only want you, even if the sky falls, I only want you." ”
"The child is gone, let's have another life, I know I'm very selfish, it shouldn't be a father's words, but if I lose you, then what's the point of me in the future?"
"What is the difference between losing you and burying me before I die?"
If the appearance of Long Lao made him see a glimmer of light, the original darkness turned into black and white.
That Gu Qingying was desperate and returned to him without hesitation, which was to add color to his black and white world.
Memories are unforgettable.
Only the hardships experienced during the first marriage made Chen Dong know more clearly how true Gu Qingying's affection for him was.
When the decision was made last night.
He did hesitate.
This kind of thing would be hesitant for anyone.
Even for a second, it's hesitation.
But when he was kicked by Dean Liu, his hesitation was gone, and only Gu Qingying was left in his mind.
Without children, both he and Gu Qingying will be in pain, their hearts will be cut like knives, and their bodies will be like cooking oil.
But if Gu Qingying is gone, Chen Dong is sure that his world will return to black and white, no, it will be directly dark.
Gu Qingying was stunned, tears poured into her eyes, and she couldn't stop flowing.
It's just a struggling movement, but it's gradually weakening.
She had no strength.
Weak to the extreme, in the midst of great sorrow, she has gradually become powerless to struggle.
Just looked at Chen Dong's eyes, but there was a trace of hatred.
Chen Dong could see clearly, that trace of hatred was like a sharp sword, penetrating his heart.
He said, "Please forgive me for being selfish, so selfish that I only want you." ”
As soon as the words fell.
Gu Qingying suddenly raised her head.
Poof!
Silver Fang bit down on Chen Dong's shoulder.
In an instant, the pain in the heart of the cone and the tarsal bone entered the marrow.
Chen Dong snorted, but he didn't resist, his eyes endured resolutely, and let Gu Qingying bite it.
A mouthful of anger and hatred.
Chen Dong could even feel the movement of Gu Qingying's teeth rubbing and chewing on his flesh, and he could hear the slight crunching sound.
If that makes you feel better, I'm willing!
Chen Dong thought so in his heart, closed his eyes, and suffered silently.
He knew Gu Qingying's pain, and he silently endured this mouthful, which was also his way to share Gu Qingying's pain.
As a husband, but he didn't protect his wife and children, this bite is not enough at all!
"Woo...... Woowoo woo ......"
Gu Qingying's mouth bit on Chen Dong's shoulder, and a whimpering and sobbing sound gradually came out of his mouth.
Chen Dong could clearly feel that the pressure on his shoulders had been reduced a lot.
Instead, Gu Qingying cried more and more.
Chen Dong tried to adjust his posture, then slowly raised his hands to hug Gu Qingying, and gently rubbed Gu Qingying's back with his right hand.
"I'm sorry, it's my husband's fault, it's my husband who didn't protect you two."
"I know you're trying hard to protect your child, but I made the decision and it's all my fault."
"I only want you, the child is gone, as long as you are well, we can still regenerate, it is my incompetence that makes the little angel not come to our family......"
……
The voice was soothing, revealing strong self-reproach.
While appeasing Gu Qingying, Chen Dong's tears also quietly vented.
He worked overtime yesterday in order to spend the whole day with Gu Qingying and the child today.
But he never dreamed that this overtime work would make him and Gu Qingying lose their children.
If he hadn't worked overtime at the time, but was at home, maybe ...... There would never be this happening.
No, even if the assassination happened last night.
He was there, and he could better protect Gu Qingying.
And he will also forcibly prevent Gu Qingying from seeing Wang Nannan and Gu Dragonfly.
It's just that all of this is just an assumption, and grief has become a fact.
In the ward, Gu Qingying's cry always echoed.
As time passed, the cry waned.
Just had a miscarriage, coupled with great compassion, Gu Qingying's weak body was not enough to last long.
Gradually.
Gu Qingying lay on Chen Dong's shoulder and fell asleep.
After the strength is exhausted, it is no longer able to support it, which is almost equivalent to fainting.
And the mouth that was clenching on Chen Dong's shoulder also relaxed.
Chen Dong didn't move, his hands were still gently rubbing Gu Qingying's back, as if to soothe the child to sleep, gently rubbing.
His eyes were still red, and the tears were still flowing uncontrollably.
The tears from last night had dried up, but Gu Qingying's reaction just now made his dry tears come out again.
Boom!
On the gloomy and oppressive sky of the morning, a lightning bolt tore the sky.
Thunder rolled.
The wind is howling.
The pouring rain, with this thunder and lightning, suddenly fell on the city.
An autumn rain and a cold, a green and a yellow first-class year.
The sudden storm took away the heat of autumn and gradually ushered in the bitter bones of winter.
The dark clouds that had been pouring all morning, with the torrential rain, the clouds fell, and the sky was as black as night.
The heavens and the earth became hazy.
Just like the grief in Chen Dong's heart at this time.
The rain is tears.
That thunder is pain.
The wind was heart-rending, and the liver and intestines were broken.
Chen Dong slowly helped Gu Qingying to lie on the hospital bed, and he sat back in the wheelchair.
He didn't pay much attention to it just now, he just wanted to suppress Gu Qingying so that she wouldn't struggle and cause more damage.
Pampered and gently brushed Gu Qingying's messy, tear-wet hair behind her ears.
Chen Dong lowered his head, lightly kissed Gu Qingying's forehead, then pushed the wheelchair and turned out of the ward, calling the nurse to re-prick Gu Qingying's liquid needle.
After everything was sorted out again, the ward was calm again.
Chen Dong sat in a wheelchair and looked at Gu Qingying and wept silently.
Gu Qingying was lying on the hospital bed, her brows furrowed again, and her bloodless face, even if she was asleep, was a color of pain.
For a woman, a miscarriage is equivalent to a heavy blow of scraping bones and tearing flesh.
And all this, Chen Dong couldn't help Gu Qingying share.
He once promised Gu Qingying: You bet with your life, and I will never let you lose.
He also vowed to make Gu Qingying the happiest woman.
But now, he can't protect Gu Qingying, so that Gu Qingying will be hurt again and again, and even now even the child is ......
Pain, guilt, self-blame......
Boom!
Chen Dong looked at the dark and oppressive sky outside, and in the heavy rain, he could vaguely see the lightning that was about to disappear in the winding sky after the thunder.
He wanted to cry, but he didn't want to wake up Gu Qingying.
Little fools need to rest more.
The thunder, rain, and wind couldn't wake up Gu Qingying.
But his cry will definitely wake up Gu Qingying.
Chen Dong pushed the wheelchair to the window, faced the storm, burst into tears, and forced his cry into the thunder and storm, crying hoarsely.