First of all, I wish my brothers and sisters a happy Mid-Autumn Festival, there is a way to be a reunion between people and months, everyone accompanies their families more, and call their families in other places, don't be embarrassed.

Second, I apologize to my brothers and sisters.

This month broke my promise again, this book is the transformation of the orangutan, hitting the street is the first, and there is another record, that is, talking like a fart, every time I slap my face, the promised update can't be done, and the promised one breaks one's promise.

Then the orangutan didn't want to pretend to be stupid, so he could only stand upright, and everyone wanted to scold.

Yesterday, there was an additional alliance leader in this book: 'Dongming--Xingye Union'.

It's really touching, the moving here comes from the fact that Dongming was the first to support the orangutan, for so many years, he is the leader of the five books of the orangutan, we don't have any personal contact, the orangutan even thought that he had given up on the orangutan like many readers.

After all, after so many years, the departure of familiar IDs and readers who once thought they were friends has long made the orangutan dare not hold out any hope.

But Dongming rewarded the alliance leader yesterday, and the message has been paying attention to the orangutan.

Really, the orangutan felt that he might not have finished reading this book, and this support really moved the orangutan to tears.

This year is very difficult for the orangutan, not to mention the failure of the transformation, there is a serious problem with the mentality, in March when the orangutan bought himself sudden death insurance, at that time he was worried that he would die suddenly at any time, he couldn't sleep every day, he was depressed, and he thought he was worthless.

When the new book was put on the shelves in May, because of the first order of 1500 orangutans, I was a little confident, but then the decline in performance, coupled with policy reasons, the orangutan suddenly couldn't write.

The worse I write, the more I check, the more I doubt myself, this has been said before, from the end of the copy of "Huge Call", the chase is a thousand miles, and the "Red Sea Operation" and "The Wandering Earth" behind are not satisfied, and the orangutan explained one or two at the end of the copy of "The Wandering Earth".

I thought that "Train to Busan" could be changed, but unfortunately it still failed.

Don't hide it from everyone, at present, the orangutan of "Return to Chinatown" thinks that it is better written, but the results show that the orangutan is more rubbish, and there are only 200 people who have subscribed in 24 hours.

That's right, the first order of 1500 books, it stands to reason that it should have been a boutique a long time ago, but it turned out that there were only 200 people who ordered it, which should not be common at the starting point.

Spread your hands and smile wryly.

If it's just a matter of books, this period of orangutan life is still a mess, yesterday I attended the funeral of my aunt and father-in-law, and at the funeral orangutan was thinking about what people are trying to do in this life?

Some people will report the media when they die, and all kinds of people will commemorate them, but more people are just ordinary people, and after they die, in addition to their loved ones, who cares about even their relatives?

At the funeral, here, my aunt cried into tears, and over there, someone laughed and chatted, from the death of my aunt and father-in-law to the cremation less than 24 hours, and then no one paid attention anymore.

At that time, the orangutan was thinking that if the orangutan hung up, he must leave a last word, and if he didn't have any funeral, he would just be cremated quietly.

If life is a TV series, when I was young, the orangutan thought that he was the protagonist of this world, but later found out that it was just a passerby, and then I found out that there would not even be a few shots.

Saying that these are not miserable, nor is it emitting any negative energy, I just hope that everyone will grasp the moment, the orangutan took his grandmother to see a play in the evening after yesterday's funeral, thinking about it for so many years, he has never taken his grandmother to see a play.

If there is an orangutan WeChat, you should see the bright smile of the orangutan grandmother in the circle of friends, at that time the orangutan felt that he said that he wanted to honor his grandmother every day, but he didn't even accompany his grandmother to watch the play, which really shouldn't be.

For orangutans, I can't change society, and even I don't even have a foothold in Handan, and the high housing prices can't afford it at all, but what I can do is to spend more time with my family, try to have a better mentality, eat and drink, and if I hang up one day, everyone will say: "Although this guy writes books and hits the streets, he has been writing for so many years, and his attitude is good, I remember him." ”

If so, then be content.

Ah, maybe this is an adult, the nagging is over, the next day, what to do and what to do, and continue to bear the responsibility.

Rest assured, these are not eunuchs, they don't exist, and the orangutans will continue to work hard to write, and I have one advantage for so many years: persistence.

That's it, I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

Thank you for sticking to the 200 brothers and sisters who subscribed!

Peace and happiness to all!

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