Wisdom and proper dullness
Six days later, Peng Cheng made his first call after leaving, and he seemed very happy that day, as if he was full of hope for the future. It was basically a psychological sense of solidity, and he had to pretend to be mysterious. He told Babe that he had settled in the county seat, and he said he had found a new job and planned to start over there.
"What's the job?"
Bei Bei asked him obediently, softly, she asked several times, Peng Cheng couldn't tell her or not, and in the end, he thought that he himself couldn't hide his excitement, so he said: "I plan to partner with my brother Suo to build a small restaurant, my brother Suo will pay for it, and we will do it together." ”
"Sogo agrees to pull?" This doesn't sound like a good deal, Bei Bei thought that Sogo would have some doubts, but Peng Cheng agreed to it, as if it were a matter of course.
"Hmm!"
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The tragedy of a woman's life is largely due to laziness, excessive dependence, and an insatiable desire for the unrealistic. This is terrible, why don't human females crave independent survival like most females in nature? Perhaps the reason is that it originated from men, because human males are not like other male creatures in nature who yearn for freedom and are willing to suffer the punishment of freedom.
It seems paradoxical, greed is a lifelong quest for never satisfied, so people always try to get two things that are inherently opposed, and they are confident that they can find a balance between the two, and then give new names to those things that are essentially the same, and then call it a new thing. Human creativity and self-hypnosis are brought to the extreme in this process, and this is a true balance, wisdom and appropriate dullness.
Love, one of the most impractical things, but especially women, it is women, they flock to it. They didn't even understand what love was, and they fell headlong into it, paralyzed*.
But what exactly is love?
Answer: Love is that you have a convulsion, and you don't smoke it at the same point as the old man.
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After that moonlit night, Peng Cheng obediently went back to work in the dark field for two days. No one could understand his behavior, whether it was the black man or the aunt in the flower dress, they seemed to be unable to restrain him anymore, but that's it, he still insisted on going back, and even Bei Bei repeatedly reminded him that he was deaf to him, he must go back there, as for why he went back, he never talked about it.
Then one day, thinking about it and not even telling what day it was, he quietly disappeared, like a refugee who had suddenly run away, and then there were six days of painful waiting. Now that I think about it, maybe he left earlier. He said that the old lady in the flower dress asked him to sweep the floor, and he always said that, as if he was angry in his belly.
Peng Cheng's mobile phone happened to run out of battery in those days, and there was no way to contact him. A man who insists on going to work in the dark is so far-fetched that he can't even say the reason. Thinking that it was annoyance, Bei Bei ignored him all the time, but coincidentally he didn't contact Bei Bei, and when she couldn't help it, the phone couldn't be connected. Before that, he only took advantage of the last bit of electricity to call the girl, saying that he was going to the county town, and he had something to do, and he didn't know how long it would take to come back.
He has his world, no one else can get in, he doesn't come out, what he thinks in his world, no one can know, and he doesn't want anyone to know.
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Bei Bei has been waiting anxiously, no matter how complicated her feelings for Peng Cheng were before, in the days when she couldn't see him, it turned into an exponential increase in longing, tormenting her heart. That day, Peng Cheng called to report that he was safe, which made the girl excited. Her man really still remembered her, she complained about why Peng Cheng called, complained about why he didn't think about herself, but those answers didn't matter, the important thing was that this man was back, maybe it was for her.
"Daughter-in-law, I haven't found it, how can I have the face to call you. Peng Cheng's happiness is like a happy bird poking its head out, like rice in the palm of your hand, no matter how tightly you want to wrap it, it will always leak out.
"Daughter-in-law, I just finalized it, so I called you, I paid the deposit with Brother Suo in the morning, will you rest tomorrow? ”
Bei Bei remembered the place Peng Cheng talked about, in the best local commercial housing community, it was a building facing the street, close to the gate of the community. She was curious about that place, and she wanted to see what the place Peng Cheng had been living in was like, and how bitter he would be.
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow. Bei Bei said, pinching the snickering joy in her heart.
Peng Cheng on the other side of the phone smiled hehehehe.
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But how can it not hurt?
Of course Peng Cheng hurts, but he doesn't feel pain, and if he has gained, he will naturally have to lose. It was the price he expected, and it was nothing. It's just that he didn't expect it at the time, even if he took the 1,600 yuan of electricity money, he still never had the opportunity to fiddle with the key on the cat machine again.
In his memory, it was also that moonlit night, and on the third day after that, he finally saw it all clearly. 1,600 yuan, this must have lost him, and not only lost, but he was also pleasantly surprised to find that he had become a hot potato that everyone in this scrap yard avoided, a pitiful laughing stock that made him sympathize. You must know that he will never return to the post he loves, he can only sweep the floor in this huge basement, plaster, like an outsider without preparation, even the old wife will never mention the matter of asking him to pay back the money again.
You can see how much the aunt wants him to leave quickly, and it is better to run away without a body, and run as far as possible, so that she will always have to see him, and she will never be able to give him some color. Peng Cheng's existence has become Superman's underwear, he is the pioneer of challenging authority in this case, and even the aunt who loves to wear Maserati vests gave him a thumbs up. Brother Hei, it seems that he can't restrain them arbitrarily anymore.
So that night, when the field was busiest at the time, Peng Cheng was ordered to get off work. Brother Hei said that he could come back tomorrow morning, and then, he pushed his bicycle to the downstairs of Beibei's house, and he called her, and he said that he was going to the county town.
"Isn't this all right? Why are you still going to the county seat?" Bei Bei was reluctant to let Peng Cheng leave the scrap yard, even though she knew the result of going back. She is always reluctant to Peng Cheng to leave, she is always unaccustomed to the turbulent life he is willing to have, all she wants is to maintain a certain rhythm of life in a specific place, go to work, get off work, no more than two stops in between, and everything should not change well.
"Yes, but they keep looking at me all day long. Peng Cheng scratched his scalp, no one could stop him, he always knew what he wanted, always knew. But he doesn't like to speak too clearly, he doesn't want Bei Bei to understand him better, for Peng Cheng, he just needs Bei Bei to believe in him.