Chapter 536: I Believe in God
I wanted to take the one-eyed she-monkey with me and leave the country of Yoro.
After all, a monkey who can spell is quite powerful in a place like this.
But when we took Aten's body out of the coffin.
When leaving that eggshell-like space.
All the one-eyed monkeys chose to commit suicide under the leadership of the big female monkey.
The way they committed suicide was very cruel, and the pupils of their eyes were heavily congested.
In the end, it exploded directly.
In the moment of explosion, the corpse quickly weathered and withered.
In a few moments, only a piece of skin remained, wrapping around its skeleton.
As for those Yin soldiers, after Ah Teng left, their figures gradually dissipated.
It's as if with Aten's departure, everything here doesn't need to exist.
The underground of Yelang Country did not collapse, but the damage caused by my being a big-eyed monkey is estimated to not last long.
I just don't know what the next time a traveler here will see such a scene, what kind of expression will it be.
Or maybe no one will come here again.
And the things about the ancient country of wild wolves have completely dissipated under the wheel of time, leaving no trace of arbitrary.
The whole thing revolves around Aten.
Although it has nothing to do with our goal of finding Leng Yuehua.
But because of this, there is some kind of causal relationship with her.
Not only did she help me stop the wounds on my body, but she also stopped Leng Yueru's night eyes.
At least at night, Leng Yueru's night eyes are no longer sick.
It's just like the first time I saw her.
Regarding the ancient ruins of Loulan, in fact, the location is very clear.
But our goals are not what everyone is familiar with.
It is another landmark of the ancient country of Loulan.
That's where Atten originally lived.
I don't know if it's because of the shelter of Aten's corpse.
We didn't have the slightest problem along the way, not even a single bumper blow.
Even one night, it rained in the desert.
Although the rain did not last long, it was not worth mentioning for this vast desert.
But for us who have been running all the way, it is undoubtedly a long time to meet nectar.
When the rain cleared, there was a feeling of sultry heat all around.
The whole desert is like a steamer.
But this is normal.
In the range we are in, not only do we not feel stuffy.
I also felt a kind of coolness that did not belong to the desert.
And all this is also related to the corpse of this Loulan princess.
The fat man and Nuo Tianyan also went to bed early, so they didn't have to worry about something to intrude.
And Leng Yueru was sitting on a mound of sand, holding a black gold ancient knife in her arms and looking at the stars in the sky.
Even when I sat down next to her, she didn't notice.
But what I believe more is that she doesn't want to deal with me at all.
"What's the matter, coming up from below, it's been three days now, and you don't say more than five sentences in total......!"
As I spoke, I pulled out a cigarette and smoked it.
He also looked up at the stars in the distance.
The starlight tonight is particularly bright, and even this strange starlight spectacle can only be seen in places like the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau.
Leng Yueru didn't answer my question directly.
Instead, he said something to himself that I had thought about before.
"What do people live for?"
I took a hard puff of my cigarette and said, "For the sake of the people around me...... ”
"And what if there are no people who care?" Leng Yueru replied in a low voice.
"Then ...... for yourself!"
"For yourself?"
Leng Yueru whispered: "But sometimes people are very tired to live, if it is said that it is hell, I think, this is hell......!" ”
For Leng Yueru's words, I felt a little bit in my heart.
I know that part of what made her have such a mind came from Aten!
I've thought so before, but after what happened to my mother.
I don't think I'm afraid of death, but I don't take the initiative to face it.
These two may seem contradictory, but in fact, they are the most fundamental reason.
If a person is not even afraid of death, is he still afraid of living?
I finished my last puff and threw away the butt.
Look at a spark, cross a parabola and fall into the sand to extinguish it.
"Look at this cigarette butt, just now I flicked it so lightly, and its life is over......!"
"But it still emits its own shining moment, and that shining moment is its own highlight moment......!"
"Another example, if a moth fights a fire, it knows that it will definitely die, and it will rush to extinguish the flames......!"
"It's just that you're crooked!"
Leng Yueru chuckled lightly and glanced at the fat man who was snoring.
"Sometimes, I really envy the little fat man, no matter where he goes, he can sleep so sweetly......
I said with a sigh: "The fat man is not only bold, but also has a very wide heart, as long as it is not a mortal situation, he should generally sleep, eat and ......!" ”
Leng Yueru said with a sigh: "Isn't this kind of life very good, at least I won't feel disgusted with the world, and I won't feel that the world is not worth it!" ”
I slowly stretched out my hand and grabbed Leng Yueru's shoulders and hugged her.
She turned her head to look at me and didn't speak.
I smiled and said, "It's not like a purgatory for anyone to live on earth. ”
"You see the fat man is giggling on the surface, but he is actually using this debauchery to cover up the trauma in his heart......!"
"I used to think about dying, but when I saw that my mother was only a shadow, and she didn't forget to think about me, I felt that my visit to the world was worth it!"
"Here's who I said I cared about......!"
"Do you know, when I saw my mother's shadow repeating a picture for three years, my heart was like being pierced in the heart by countless sharp knives......!"
"I don't know why this happened, but I know it must have something to do with me, it must have something to do with that so-called Yang person......!"
"Not only is my whole family dead, but even the entire village where I stayed as a child has disappeared......!"
"A whole ruin, nothing left ......"
"It's just me ......!"
"What do you think I'm living on?"
I was also opened into the chatterbox, so I told Leng Yueru what I hadn't told others in my heart.
When I came back to my senses, I found that Leng Yueru had already burst into tears.
But she didn't let out a single cry.
I reached out and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "Sorry, I didn't mean to ......!" ”
Leng Yueru directly pushed me away, turning sideways to prevent me from looking at his expression.
But from her movements, I knew she was wiping her tears from herself.
"It's none ...... you!"
After a moment, Leng Yueru turned to look at me again.
Her eyes were still red, but when she looked at them, her eyes changed.
"What's wrong with you?"
Leng Yueru glared at me fiercely and said, "Are you really stupid or fake stupid?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, a little confused.
Before I could understand it, there was a faint moistness and softness on my face.
Leng Yueru got up and gave me a blank look and said, "You deserve to be single for the rest of your life......!" ”
"I ......"
Looking at Leng Yueru's back as she left, I touched my left cheek.
Her temperature was still on it.
I was actually forcibly kissed just now!
So caught off guard, let me be how to be good.
But she seems to be right, this matter should indeed be the man who takes the initiative.
But I really didn't think about it that much.
Ay......!
It can only be said that a woman's heart is a needle, and a man will never know what is going on in a woman's heart.
When we arrived at the coordinates of the Guloulan Ruins, it was already two days later.
After that night's conversation, Leng Yueru was no longer cold to me.
But she's like that, except for important things, basically rarely like me and the fat man, just joking at every turn.
To everyone's surprise, the location that Aten told us was in a small oasis.
It's a lush place with sand snakes, but because of that, it's a true oasis.
Looking at the oasis the size of a football field in front of me, I couldn't help but marvel at the wonder of the Creator.
We found a place here that still has some vague appearance of Loulan City.
The four of us started at the same time, sappers shovels, and dug up this place for a whole day and a night.
At this time, there were two walls in front of us, one in front and one behind, and the walls on the left and right had collapsed.
When we dig, we are very careful, as if we were archaeological.
There are the remains of the ancient Loulan here.
It was also the coordinates that Aten told us.
As I picked up Aten and was about to bury him here.
The fat man, who had been preparing the altar ritual earlier, suddenly screamed.
I asked him what was wrong, and there was a fuss.
He crouched down and pointed to the wall.
For fear that we wouldn't be able to see clearly, we wiped off the dirt with our hands.
He even touched his sleeve to reveal the writing on the wall.
The fat man said, "Do you know what's engraved on it?" ”
I said: "The remains of ancient Loulan are naturally Loulan script ......!" ”
"I know, but don't you want to know what that word means?"
The fat man looked up at me and pointed to the Aten I was holding.
Said something that surprised everyone.
"Brother Yang, I suddenly believe in God......!"