An Rui now has only one thought in his heart, he can't live if he does his own sin.

If he found out that Yu Yan was cheating, it would be impossible to forgive her.

Pushing oneself and others, so oneself cannot be forgiven.

She didn't denounce herself now, right?

An Rui smiled wryly.

What her father said was right, she had a good temper, if she had changed to a woman, she would have been in trouble in the city a long time ago, and her career would have ended.

She's already done well enough, what more could she ask for?

An Rui returned to the room and thought of Meng Yun again, never expecting that woman to become like that.

It's also a shame that he misses her and regards her as his goddess, and he can't imagine that she is willing to fall.

Although it is not easy to be abroad, there are many people who persevere.

Just like the driver said, he just can't endure hardship.

He felt stupid, and suddenly he didn't know what he had been insisting on all these years, and it was such a woman who insisted on coming?

Famous courtesans?

Hehe, that's ironic.

This is the biggest punishment for yourself.

After sleeping in the afternoon, An Rui didn't feel sleepy, and couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning.

It wasn't until almost dawn that I slowly fell asleep.

As soon as I fell asleep, I dreamed, and I dreamed of the girl in the white dress when I was a child, laughing innocently like that.

Then I dreamed of Yu Yan again, dreamed of her being shy for the first time, dreamed of her dating herself, dreamed of cooking for herself, and dreamed of her hard work when she gave birth to Xiaojin.

But she was getting farther and farther away from him, and he called to her in his dreams, but she walked away without looking back.

When she woke up, Yu Yan and her son were no longer at home and probably went to school.

Anrui was stunned.

When I went back to the kitchen, I found that I still had breakfast for myself.

She's doing her duty, isn't she? After all, there is no divorce yet.

After breakfast, An Rui made a phone call back to the unit and asked for leave, after all, he was about to have a holiday, and it was nothing to leave early, and no one dared to say anything if he was a leader.

The next day, the school officially closed, and An Rui asked An Jin where he wanted to play.

"I heard that a new playground has opened in the capital, why don't we go to the playground to play?" An Rui said.

"Good!" An Jin's eyes lit up, and his father had never taken him to play.

"I don't want to go......," Yu Yan said, pausing for fear that the child would misunderstand, "Mom is a little uncomfortable, Xiao Jin is better to go with Dad." ”

An Rui's face sank, he felt that he had made enough concessions, how could this woman still have to inch in?

An Rui pulled Yu Yan aside, "I know you have an opinion about me, can't you behave for the sake of your son?" Don't let your child feel at odds with their parents. ”

Yu Yan was a little aggrieved, in fact, she had a stomachache because of something, and if she had to walk a lot to go to the playground, it would definitely be even more uncomfortable at that time.

But seeing her son's expectant eyes, her heart softened again, Anrui rarely took her son out to play once, he was going to leave after the holiday in a few days, and he couldn't let his son down.

"Okay......" Yu Yan nodded, took a bag, brought a kettle and some small snacks, in case her son was thirsty and hungry, of course, she also had to bring her own sanitary napkins, which may have to be changed later.

When he arrived at the playground, An Jin was very happy, and An Rui took him to play various games.

Yu Yan didn't participate, she just sat on the sidelines and watched, although her stomach hurt very much, she endured it all the time, not wanting to ruin her son's fun.

It was already cold in the morning and evening in October in the capital, but it was still very hot during the day, and Yu Yan was sweating profusely, her stomach hurt, and she was sweating profusely.

An Rui took An Jin to play several games, and when he came back to drink water, he found that Yu Yan's face was very bad.

"What's wrong with you?" An Rui asked.

"It's nothing......" Yu Yan turned her face away, not wanting to talk to him.

"Yu Yan!" Anrui was a little angry.

"I have a stomachache, I told you a long time ago that I am not feeling well, and you insist that I come ......" Yu Yan was very aggrieved.

An Rui was stunned, he thought that Yu Yan was deliberately making an excuse for not wanting to come out with him, and he didn't expect her to be really uncomfortable.

"What's uncomfortable? I'll take you to the hospital right now. An Rui's tone softened.

"No need to ......" Yu Yan blushed, she had this dysmenorrhea when she was a girl, many people said that it would be good to get married, but she still hurt the same.

She was embarrassed to say that An Rui had never cared before, and now she didn't want to say it.

"You ......" An Rui is really hot, why are you so ignorant?

"Then go home!" An Rui said, walking up to An Jin's side, "Mom is not feeling well, let's come back tomorrow, okay?" Tomorrow Dad will bring you. ”

"Good!" An Jin nodded obediently, and was still very distressed to see that his mother was uncomfortable.

When she got home, Yu Yan took a sip of hot water and lay on the bed.

"If you don't feel well, why don't you go to the hospital?" An Rui said.

"No, you don't." Yu Yan still shook her head.

"Yu Yan, don't be ignorant." An Rui finally got angry, "You think I want to care about you, if it weren't for my son......"

Yu Yan was also angry, "I have menstrual cramps, what's the use of going to the hospital?" I've been in pain for more than ten years, have you ever cared about me? I have to hurt once a month, we have been married for seven or eight years, how many months in total you have calculated by yourself, you have not found out, what else can I expect from you? ”

Yu Yan's eyes turned red aggrievedly, he used to love him and didn't let him worry, but now that he thinks about it, it's really stupid, he takes it for granted what he does.

Don't worry, don't feel distressed, don't know anything.

An Rui was stunned for a moment, he really didn't know.

He is really not a competent husband, and he didn't even notice that his closest wife had menstrual pain, so it can be seen how much he didn't care about her before?

An Rui smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry! ”

"What's the use of being sorry? You're sorry for my lot of places, and you have to worry about getting divorced early. Now I can't help it, but in my heart we are already divorced, I don't have to tell you anything, you don't have to care, anyway, I haven't received much care before......"

Yu Yan had red eyes, "You just treat me as a tenant, a tenant who lives under the same roof, I don't need you to care, and I won't care about you anymore, we will be like this in the future, maintaining the relationship between husband and wife for outsiders and Xiao Jin......"

"Isn't that what you want?" After Yu Yan finished speaking, she turned her face to face the wall, never wanting to look at An Rui again.

A tenant under one roof? An Rui's heart seems to have been cut in a big piece, and it turns out that no one cares about it like this?

I used to ignore her, but now it's her turn to do this to herself.

So is it karma? An Rui smiled wryly.

An Jin heard that his parents seemed to be arguing again, and hid in the room and didn't dare to come out.

He blamed himself very much, did he quarrel because he was going to the playground and his mother would never go again.