In Zhuang Zhou's memory, Jiu Jiu is such a gentle person, why is his temper so big now.

Zhuang Zhou suddenly felt that in fact, Jiujiu's temper was not very good, and it was because he liked him that he became gentle.

And now, Jiu Jiu doesn't like him anymore, and her temper naturally returns to her previous appearance.

Thinking that Jiu Jiu didn't like these words about him, Zhuang Zhou's heart was extremely bitter.

Now it's useless to eat coptis and lemons, it's like being stuck with a knife, and it's painful.

Jiu Jiu looked at Zhuang Zhou's face that was haggard because of sadness, looked at the eyes that were black because he had not slept all night, and the red eyes that were almost like vampires, and suddenly smiled.

The current makeup style of Jiujiu is not as sweet as before, but charming, with long and thin eyeliner elongated at the end of the eyes, slightly raised at the corners of the eyes when smiling, with rose-red eyeshadow, scorching like peach petals, and as charming as a demon queen from the mountains.

Zhuang Zhou sucked the smile on Jiu Jiu's face like a dried sponge, and his eyes looked at Jiu Jiu directly.

Zhuang Zhou only found out at this time that when Jiu Jiu laughed, two small pear vortices appeared at the corners of his mouth, which were not as deep as dimples, but people couldn't help but indulge in them.

If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk, that's probably what you say.

Zhuang Zhou raised his hand to touch Jiujiu's cheek, but was dodged by Jiujiu backwards.

Jiu Jiu looked at Zhuang Zhou's eyes and said softly, "What does it have to do with me." ”

Jiu Jiu's smile was like a poison to quench his thirst, making Zhuang Zhou think that he still had a little chance, but when Jiu Jiu said in a cold tone what it had to do with me, Zhuang Zhou's face seemed to change from a color photo to a black and white silent film in an instant, and he lost his color.

Zhuang Zhou's originally pale lips lost their color in an instant, and his already red eyes showed a look of pain and struggle, he opened his mouth, but he couldn't pronounce a single syllable like a dumb person, Zhuang Zhou only felt that all the pain came to his eyes, blinked his eyes, and his eyes were moist and warm.

Zhuang Zhou raised his hand to hold Jiujiu's arm, but he had little strength because he was afraid that Jiujiu would be angry, and looked at Jiujiu and said in a very soft voice: "Jiujiu, I really know that I am wrong." ”

Jiu Jiu looked at Zhuang Zhou and continued to say what he said just now: "What does it have to do with me." ”

"I like you." A sentence of liking almost exhausted all of Zhuang Zhou's strength, and this sentence made him suddenly realize, Zhuang Zhou almost had an epiphany and said: "Jiujiu, I like you, I can't live without you, I will never do anything to make you sad in the future, let's start again." ”

At the end, Zhuang Zhou's tone was almost pleading.

If it were a different person, I am afraid that Zhuang Zhou would have been forgiven a long time ago.

But Jiujiu is not.

Jiujiu looked at Zhuang Zhou expressionlessly, raised his hand, pulled Zhuang Zhou's hand off his arm, walked to Zhuang Zhou, stood on tiptoe, looked at Zhuang Zhou's eyes and said, "But I already have a boyfriend, he likes me better than you, he is better for me, and I like him a lot." ”

Jiu Jiu's words were like a slap in the face to Zhuang Zhou.

Zhuang Zhou's lips moved, wanting to say the words to save Jiujiu, but in the end, he found that although Jiujiu's words were very plain, every word seemed like sarcasm.

Yes, he used to be bad to Jiujiu, he didn't like Jiujiu so much before, he used to hurt Jiujiu.

He's like a bastard, hurting such a good girl so deeply, and now he suddenly realizes that he wants to start over, but it's not uncommon for people to do it.

Or rather, people don't care at all.

Zhuang Zhou's heart was about to go crazy with pain.

The first half of his life was smooth, from childhood to adulthood, he was a child of someone else's family, and after graduation, he was obedient to his own heart to become an e-sports player, and then started a team, and now he is even more mixed like a fish in water.

Zhuang Zhou, who was smooth sailing no matter what he did, found for the first time that he was a complete failure in terms of feelings.

When Jiu Jiu was good to him, he was accustomed to not knowing how to cherish it, but now that Jiu Jiu has given up on him, he is as unwilling to let go as a dog skin plaster, and even pesters Jiu Jiu when he knows that he has a boyfriend.

Zhuang Zhou knew that it was wrong for him to do this, he did it three, but he couldn't help it.

No matter what he did, he could think of Jiujiu, no matter where he was, he would feel the traces of Jiujiu's existence, and he also thought about leaving the city, but when he thought of losing Jiujiu's traces if he left, Zhuang Zhou felt painful.

Zhuang Zhou only felt that his heart was constantly trembling, he raised his hand to hold Jiujiu's arm again, and said softly: "I can like you more, I can also be better to you, I can give you everything, you don't leave me, okay." ”

Zhuang Zhou was like a poor child, constantly begging like Jiujiu.

And what others beg for is money, but what he begs for is so pitiful and a little like.

Jiu Jiu looked at Zhuang Zhou and raised his hand.

Zhuang Zhou hurriedly squatted down so that Jiu Jiu could put his arm on his neck.

Jiu Jiu raised his head and kissed Zhuang Zhou on the lips.

Obviously, Jiu Jiu had kissed himself countless times before, but once again he felt the familiar temperature on his lips, Zhuang Zhou was like a dying person who had eaten the elixir, the paleness on his face instantly dissipated, and his eyes flashed with a little light.

Zhuang Zhou picked up Jiujiu, fearing that he would be tired of tiptoeing and knocking Jiujiu down, and lowered his head to kiss Jiujiu again, but was avoided by Jiujiu.

Zhuang Zhou's eyes were dark, but he forced a smile and said, "Jiujiu, you promised me?" ”

Jiu Jiu leaned his head on Zhuang Zhou's shoulder, and said in a casual tone: "Promise what?" I didn't say anything. ”

Zhuang Zhou's eyes that lit up just now instantly dimmed again.

"Then you ...... just now" Thinking of Jiu Jiu's own actions, Zhuang Zhou's dead heart came alive again, and asked hopefully: "Do you also have feelings for me." ”

Jiu Jiu raised his head, looked at Zhuang Zhou's face, and said with a smile, "No." ”

Two words made Zhuang Zhou fall from heaven to hell, but even so, Zhuang Zhou was still reluctant to put Jiu Jiu down.

He is like a snowman wrapped in ice and snow, and Jiu Jiu is his only warmth, and he is reluctant and unwilling to let go of this warmth.

Zhuang Zhou didn't sleep for two days and two nights, his body was already a little unbearable, and he was tired and began to sweat after holding it for a while, although he was reluctant, but he could only hold Jiujiu and sit on the sofa on the side, even so, Zhuang Zhou was still reluctant to let go of the hand holding Jiujiu.