495. Let's Get Through It!
This woman made it more difficult for him to face than he was to face the raven.
She is - Jade Linglong.
Among these people, the only person who can understand Su Zhe's mood of spanning centuries and facing things and people is not changing the country, and he is also Yu Linglong.
But the ambiguous relationship between the two people is both like a couple and a stranger. Perhaps only they know what it tastes like.
Yu Linglong's appearance is still the same as before, her appearance is like that of a girl, and even her skin is soft and tender, and there is almost no change to be seen.
The meeting between the two was also quite dramatic.
Everyone knows the identities of the two of them, but in front of everyone's eyes, they can feel that the atmosphere between the two is very delicate.
The mighty Ispartine Survey Shadow Guard and a werewolf king stood together, and the two of them stared at each other in silence.
Even Wang Hu and the royal family of Yiganshacheng couldn't figure out the situation, and it was impossible to know what the relationship between the two was.
A few hours ago, in the luxurious palace of Shacheng, after clearing everyone, Su Zhe had asked Yu Linglong if he had ever gone back to look for him in the years that followed.
"Nope."
But the other party replied very crisply, his face was indifferent, and he only shook his head slightly.
"Not once?"
At that time, Su Zhe understood what he should have noticed a long time ago - he and she were fundamentally two people, or two species.
Su Zhe didn't even know if he was a human or not.
Even if the two had a relationship of rain and dew, after such a long time, many things have changed.
If you want to mention the old relationship, I don't know why, but the two have an estrangement, and now it is extremely difficult to communicate.
But the past experience gathered in Su Zhe's heart again and again.
Although both of them had a thousand words, for a while, there was no way to talk at all.
Both of them have quite complex mentalities, but they think completely differently, except for the eye waves of the other party in the candle, there is almost no verbal communication.
After a long time, Su Zhe dared to speak, but he only said one sentence, "You...... Are you okay? It stopped abruptly, and I couldn't say anything more.
As soon as the clear and ambiguous words came out, even Su Zhe himself was embarrassed. On Yu Linglong's cold face, a faint smile seemed to appear, and it seemed that she couldn't see any expression.
After a full six or seven seconds, she finally snorted and couldn't help laughing.
Su Zhe was slightly stunned, and couldn't help grinning.
In the past, time and space looked at each other, and things were right and wrong, all in this laughter, which suddenly resolved the extremely embarrassing state of the two.
Fortunately, no one else was present, otherwise, the red faces of these two people from the roots of their ears to their necks, no matter who saw them, they would feel inexplicable, and it would be absolutely difficult to comprehend what was going on.
"Next, I want to ......" Su Zhe's expression suddenly twisted, and his heart beat faster.
Yu Linglong glanced at him, but asked very happily, "What do you think, if you have something to say, just say it, it's annoying!" ”
Su Zhe was slightly stunned when he saw Yu Linglong's smiling demeanor, and smiled bitterly.
Unexpectedly, the personality of the woman in front of me has not changed much compared with four hundred years ago, and it is still so direct and refreshing.
"I wanted to ask you...... Were you sincere to me back then? ”
"Sincerely, of course." Yu Linglong replied crisply, without a trace of hesitation.
"So what did you do with me back then...... Is it sincere, too? ”
"It has to be." Yu Linglong suddenly hesitated and nodded.
"But why is that? You didn't come to me later......"
"What, why? I'm not an innocent girl, I have no purpose, how can I voluntarily double cultivate with you? Yu Linglong glanced at him and immediately became expressionless.
Su Zhe's face suddenly turned pale, and his stiff muscles seemed to have suddenly lost their vitality.
Objective?
"Sure enough, you don't really love me, that's what I do...... Whatever you do is purposeful, and I should have known that it was when I was brought to Ispartine. ”
"No!"
Yu Linglong's eyes became a little orange, and her expression became resolute, "That's different, I can tell you very sincerely, if I don't want to, no one can force me." ”
She glanced at Su Zhe meaningfully, her eyes lowered.
Su Zhe's thoughts surged, he knew that he was no longer the same person he used to be, and he couldn't go back to his original human body from body to mind, and he couldn't tell what he was now.
"Why is that? Sympathy? At that time, you saw that I was about to be tortured to death by that energy, so you were willing to do this? Su Zhe had a hint of doubt on his face, staring at Yu Linglong's eyes.
Although Su Zhe knew that Yu Linglong had lived for countless centuries, and it sounded a little incredible that she had feelings for an ordinary person who had come from the realm to the secular realm.
But in his eyes, the other party will always be the girl who is willing to choose to sacrifice herself in order to save him.
"You just take it as it is, I don't want to explain anything." Yu Linglong said lightly.
"Well, whatever the reason, I owe you a word of thanks! Thank you for saving me in that moment of crisis. ”
Although he said so, Su Zhe still felt uncomfortable, he wanted to know the other party's true heart, and wanted to find out what the other party thought of this "relationship" between the two.
After all, it was something that had haunted him for hundreds of years.
How much he wanted to know at the moment that the other party would do this because he truly loved him, and not for some other purpose.
"That's right, I must have saved you more than once, right? If you hadn't done that, you'd have died in that torture. Yu Linglong hesitated for a moment and nodded.
Hearing these words, Su Zhe's heart instantly fell into an ice cave, as if his heart was frozen.
"Yes...... I don't believe it, you don't feel anything about me? Are you willing to give your dewy love to a stranger? ”
"Don't ask, I don't want to talk about it anymore!"
Yu Linglong's face gradually became frosty, and she couldn't hold back her inner fluctuations, and she looked a little overwhelmed.
In fact, deep down in her heart, she didn't want to say this, in order to leave room for the other party, and to keep those little secrets in her heart.
This is her unspeakable secret, and it is also an emotion that has deeply hurt her heart.
Yu Linglong has never shown such weakness and helplessness in front of others.
There are some words that she can't say at all, so she can only bear them silently.
Due to the existence of the supernatural power of the Jidu people, her lifespan far exceeds that of ordinary people.
In her life, she has seen too many lives and deaths. Once, watching her lover grow old in front of her day by day, but she was still that envious and jealous face.
Sending away one lover after another, is this her fate?
After experiencing several such things, the desire to love or be loved has long been deeply buried, and she would rather endure her desires like this and be alone in the world.
The years have passed, and the people she has loved have long been turned into dry bones, and she buried them deep in the ground with her own hands.
Because, in the eyes of the world, she is like a monster outside this world.
Or maybe decades later, when she saw her lover again, she was gray-haired, but she was shocked that her face was the same as before, so she couldn't face that kind of gaze and emotion.
Enough is enough, that heart-rending feeling she doesn't want to experience anymore!
Sometimes, the longer you live, the more you can see through the surface of things.
As a descendant of the pure-blooded Jidu people, Jade Linglong has secret methods and supernatural blood flowing through her body, if it weren't for this, she wouldn't be able to stay in this secular world for a long time.
Although her abilities are not outstanding among the pure-bloods, even under the limitations of some special powers, she is still the best and most top-level "Sky Survey Shadow Guard".
Day after day, year after year, she faithfully carries out the mission of "Ispartine", paralyzing herself with responsibility, thinking that she has long forgotten how to deal with the person who fell in love at first sight.
It wasn't until she met Su Zhe for the first time in the human world.
After that, Yu Linglong had a different emotion in her heart, this man was so special, she was a little inexplicably moved.
The long-suppressed emotions reappeared, and this time, she still chose to deliberately avoid them.
There shouldn't be too many choices in the adult world, it will make people collapse, but she is not an ordinary person, but an "old monster" who has lived for centuries.
Su Zhe, the chief scientist of the "Titan Project", is also the object of her protection, and her responsibility lies in, which of course cannot be avoided.
The other party is an ordinary human being, and there is only a trace of fate connection with her, and the sudden birth of such a heart-warming feeling makes Yu Linglong even more surprised.
Most of the people in Jidu believe in the arrangement of fate and unknown forces, buried deep in their blood, perhaps, this is what people call fate.
Yu Linglong felt like the sky had fallen at that time, and while her mood was swaying, she still maintained her usual cold face, suppressing her mood fluctuations without saying anything.
She tried her best to deliberately suppress her feelings, unwilling to release them.
But after the ensuing long time together, she felt more and more clearly that the strings in her heart that had not been stirred for a long time were really touched this time.
And the attitude of this protected object towards himself, from the resistance and distrust at the beginning, to the inexplicable good feeling later, also made Yu Linglong see it in her eyes and hurt in her heart.
This is the abuse that really bothers her. Love.
When Su Zhe almost devoured his body because of the uncontrolled ghost energy in his body, when he was injured and urgently needed treatment, she did not hesitate to put him into the concoction tank of "stone water".
She didn't know why she did it so decisively, but she felt that this kind of thing could deceive others, but she couldn't deceive herself.
Yu Linglong really didn't want to see Su Zhe die.
"Stone water" is a medical device left by the Jidu people from ancient times, and is known as the holy weapon of the Jidu people. Although no one had used them in a long time, even she, as a guard of "Ispartine", would violate the strict rules if she used these holy weapons without permission.
If this hadn't happened, she might have buried her emotions until Su Zhe grew old and died naturally.
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