Qian Fan couldn't understand the so-called "too short of money" in Ziran's mouth.

In his impression, although Ziran's family is not very rich, it is definitely not to the point of poverty.

I remember when she was in school, even if her dressing supplies were not a well-known brand, she would never lack things that her classmates had.

So Qianfan really doesn't understand what makes it difficult for a student to the point of "too short of money".

I work multiple jobs a month, working day and night, just to earn six or seven thousand yuan.

Qianfan didn't look down on such a few thousand dollars, he just felt incredible, what was she fighting so hard for? Didn't her family care about her? If she really dropped out of school just for money, then why didn't she insist on studying for a few years?

She has good grades, even if she doesn't go to graduate school, she gets a good undergraduate, and after graduation, she can find a good job, and she can earn more than this amount a month.

Isn't this losing a watermelon and picking up sesame seeds?

Just when Qianfan was puzzled, Ziran opened his mouth to solve his doubts.

"My dad gambled and borrowed loan sharks, and he owed 800,000 yuan in interest..... Ziran's fingers were stirred together, trembling slightly, but his voice was very flat, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him, and he said: "He hides outside and doesn't dare to go home, the one who collects debts.... I found the school, and the teachers and classmates were very scared, and I was afraid that they would come to the school to find me, and I was even more afraid that they would beat my dad to death if I didn't pay back the money..... So I decided to come out and make money. ”

The new semester of the second year of high school has just started for only seven days, and she is still struggling with whether to study literature or science, and she will take out her mobile phone to send a message to Qianfan during the recess, sharing this troubled multiple-choice question with him, and wanting him to give her some constructive advice, but Qianfan is far away in London, and there is a time difference of several hours with China.

She's in class, and maybe he's sleeping.

I know he won't reply so quickly, but she always sneaks out of her phone to see if there is any new news during class.

As a result, Qianfan's news didn't come, and when the news of her mother came, her mother called her, because she hung up in class, and then her mother sent her a text message.

[Ranran, quickly hide, ask for a leave, don't stay at school. 】

She didn't understand why her mother suddenly sent her such a message, she asked her mother why, and her mother just kept emphasizing that she should hide, she was confused, but she would listen to what her mother said, and when she was about to go to the teacher to ask for leave, she waited until the end of class and was about to go to the teacher to ask for leave.

Loan sharks posed as her relatives and broke into the school.

The debt collector is tall and fierce-looking, with hideous scars on his face. They surrounded her and threatened her with black faces.

said that her father would go and smash her house if he didn't pay back the money, beat him to death when he found her father, or sell her to pay off the debt.

At that time, she realized that her father had not come home for so long because he owed usury, no wonder her mother had been in tears recently, and had been calling relatives and friends to borrow money.

She ran home and asked her mother if her father owed a lot of money, and her mother told her to study in peace and leave it alone.

How could she study with peace of mind, the debt collectors seemed to be eyeing her, and came to the school every once in a while to look for her, and even told her classmates that her father was eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling outside and did not pay back the money, and the classmates wore colored glasses to look at her, stay away from her, pity her, talk about her behind her back, and the teachers reminded her to handle her family affairs and not to bring negative energy things to school.

She couldn't stand it anymore and was driven crazy.

She couldn't sit still anymore, she dropped out of school to make money, she couldn't wait to use it for two days a day, she didn't give herself a chance to sleep at all, she couldn't sleep, anxiety and panic turned into a chopping knife hanging over her head, she was worried every day that this knife would suddenly fall and split her in half.

Only by working harder and fighting harder can she feel a little steady.

She works in restaurants during the day, works as a network administrator in an Internet café at night, and distributes leaflets and cleans on her days off.

It's very bitter, so bitter that it's like living in a stinky gutter every day, but what makes her hold on.

It's a thousand sails.

The happiest moment of her day is to go to the Internet café at night to work as a network administrator, because she can have time to play games with Qianfan.

She kept her mouth shut about her current situation, she was still a sophomore in high school in front of him, struggling and struggling for her studies every day, at that time, she actually only had time to play games with Qianfan for a while at night, and occasionally received messages from Qianfan during the day, and she didn't have time to reply, Qianfan more or less noticed her abnormality and asked her why she was so busy.

She lied to him and said she was busy with exams, and he believed him.

What was the reason for the day of the East Window incident, it was because of a movie.

When she was playing games at night, she said in order to find a topic: "That big fish and begonia are so popular recently, do you have this movie over there?" ”

Qianfan said, "No. ”

Then a few days later, Qianfan said that he had something to go back to Kyoto, and they could go to see the big fish and begonias together.

She was so happy that she had finally waited for some hope in the gloomy days, and they had set their time for Saturday, and his plane was also on Saturday.

But fate is so ridiculous, maybe it is punishing her, and she dares to relax at such a pressing juncture.

The debt collector went to her house and smashed everything to pieces, and her mother suffered a stroke due to overstimulation, and she was in a coma and half of her body was paralyzed.

Landslides and ground cracks are no more than that.

She stayed in the hospital all day, her nerves were like a tight string, and she was so numb that she couldn't even shed tears, so she just sat in a daze.

Qianfan sent her a WeChat message and asked her why she didn't come.

She couldn't tell him the truth, maybe it was the last self-esteem.

In the end, he deleted her.

She looked at the bright red exclamation mark, and her eyes, which had been dry, instantly filled with tears, and her depression and forbearance were like a boiling volcano, a devastating eruption.

The tense nerve finally broke, and the chopper hanging above her head finally fell, slashing her all over her body.

How much she wished that she was the one lying in a hospital bed and unconscious, then she could be selfish and not have to suffer these pains.

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Listening to Ziran finish telling her story, Qian Fan was shocked or shocked.

His mind went blank, his stunned emotions were all written on his face, and he stared at her fixedly, not knowing what to say for a while.

He never thought that Ziran had experienced so much, family changes, and the destruction of life.

She cut her hair short, and before she could shine her light, the window of her dreams was closed.

Qian Fan regretted his words and deeds just now, he shouldn't judge a person's choice too arbitrarily.

After sitting in silence for a moment, Qian Fan adjusted his mood, he moved his lips, and his voice was a little hoarse: "We were friends at that time, how did you.... Don't ask me for help? ”