Chapter 145: Wei Yuan's Thoughts (Second Update)
Fang Cai's long kiss was too thrilling, not only made her afraid, but also made her lips swollen and numb, Chen Ge didn't need to look in the mirror to know that his current appearance was absolutely invisible.
The man frowned and looked at her for a while, and finally lost the battle, buried his head in her hair, and said a little depressed and seemed to be a little coquettish: "Ge'er, I'm uncomfortable......"
Of course you are uncomfortable, and if you kiss again, you will be even more uncomfortable.
Chen Ge secretly slandered, and suddenly felt that this was a good time to test his condition, and couldn't help but ask cautiously: "Wei Yuan, are you ...... Do you know why you're uncomfortable? ”
The man holding her remained silent, and just when Chen Ge thought that he wouldn't speak, he suddenly said in a low and hoarse voice: "Ge'er, I know that what I want to do to you is very undesirable, it will hurt you, and it will also make you feel humiliated and disgusting, I will restrain myself." ”
When Wei Yuan said these words, his voice was a little difficult, as if it was very difficult to speak.
No one knew what had happened to him in the tent of the Nahu people when he was twelve, only he knew that the memory was dark, disgusting and desperate, and it had always been engraved in his heart like a brand.
Every time he was close to him, he would involuntarily recall that memory, and when he couldn't help himself, he actually had an impulse to do to Chen Ge as if the woman had done to him that day, and even dreamed for several nights.
When he found out about this idea, he was shocked and humiliated, and he vaguely felt sorry for his wife.
He didn't know how the man next to him treated the woman next to him, and although there were people in the barracks who would talk about it, he had always avoided it.
Although he was disgusting, he would not stop the people under him from saying it, because he gradually found that he was the only one in the world who felt that it was disgusting, and the man next to him always looked fascinated when he talked about it.
Also, when the old witch wanted to do that to him, she was also extremely excited and eager, and even her dry and shriveled face was dyed red, and everyone who was in her position enjoyed it.
At that time, he faintly realized that the people who were in that position were usually men.
It was just strange to him that the women didn't seem to think it was humiliating, and even many of them couldn't wait to throw themselves into his arms, as if they wished he would do that to her.
Something might be wrong with their brains.
Wei Yuan already felt disgusted, although he felt weird, but he didn't have the heart or desire to explore this kind of thing.
It's just that when the person who wants to do that kind of thing to others is replaced by himself, Yan Hou, who has always been decisive and hard-hearted, is at a loss.
Not only was he at a loss, but when the feeling became stronger and stronger, so strong that he could barely control himself, he developed a deep self-loathing for himself.
However, he couldn't control himself from getting close to her, and his nerves were already tense, and if he couldn't get close to her, he felt that he might lose his mind.
Chen Ge never expected that what he heard would be such an answer.
She was a little surprised, Sakura's lips opened slightly, desperately trying to break free from his shackles, and looked up at the man with a somewhat misty look in disbelief.
That kind of thing would hurt her? Will it make her feel humiliated and disgusting?
Was he thinking the same thing as her?
A thought flashed through her mind.
Wei Yuan's problem can't be not physical, but psychological, right?
She hesitated, put her hands around his neck, and said, "What if I say, I don't mind?" ”
Wei Yuan was stunned for a moment, a touch of madness seemed to explode in his eyes, and the strength of holding her suddenly tightened a little, and the whole person seemed to be an arrow ready to attack.
It's just that the madness was quickly suppressed by him, he hurriedly put her down, straightened up and said with his hands in his hands: "Ge'er, I know that you have pity on me and want to please me, but you don't have to be like this." ”
Chen Ge: "......"
It's true that she wants him not to be so painful, but she's not completely unwanted.
It's just that she didn't dare to act rashly until she figured out what was going on in his heart.
What if there was something in his head that weighed her weight?
This kind of thing still can't be rushed......
She glanced at him with some worry and hesitation, and said, "Okay, then let's not talk about this for now." Wei Yuan, I have told you the deepest secret in my heart, and I want to ask you for something. ”
Wei Yuan slowly calmed down the dark tide in his body, looked at her, and couldn't help but walk over and sit down, took her hand, unconsciously played with her green fingers, and said in a low voice: "Huh? ”
Chen Ge looked at him and said seriously: "Shen Yuchen's matter, I want you to leave it to me." ”
The name was like a switch, the man's face suddenly seemed to be like a dark cloud, she hurriedly pressed his big hand with her backhand, and said helplessly: "Didn't I say it?" I had nothing to do with him.
Although he had taken me captive against my will, he was a poor man. I will send a letter to him and tell him what I am thinking now.
If after I make it clear to him, he still doesn't give up and doesn't want to give up, can you help me again? ”
Shen Yuchen and the original owner, in the final analysis, is a tragedy, his biggest sorrow is that he has no ability to protect his beloved woman.
It's just that there is nothing to be done about this matter, and we can only blame the impermanence of the world.
Although she survived instead of the original owner, it is impossible to accept Shen Yuchen's feelings on her behalf, and the only thing she can do for the original owner now is to find a way to make Shen Yuchen no longer indulge in this relationship and start her new life.
It's just that what she is worried about now is that Shen Yuchen's obsession is obviously a little crazy, that is, now that the original owner has fallen in love with Wei Yuan, let him stop cling, he is afraid and will not listen.
In fact, regardless of whether Chen Ge is the original owner or not, if Shen Yuchen really cherishes this person, he should not act so willfully and repeatedly put her in danger and gossip.
If the original owner is really having a bad time after marriage, and he is in danger, he is desperate to take her away, and he can also achieve a heart-wrenching love story.
If one party is actually reluctant and he still persists, it is just his selfishness.
Feelings, after all, are all about your love and my willingness.
It's just that no matter what, Chen Ge felt that Shen Yuchen should be given a choice and a chance to let go.
Wei Yuan looked at her with a gloomy face and didn't speak.
Chen Ge clenched his hand, struggled for only a moment, and then cheekily coquettish, "Husband, ......"
The woman's voice was low and tactful, a delicate tone he had never heard before, Wei Yuan suddenly felt that the bones in his body were crispy, he pulled her hand tightly, the Adam's apple rolled up and down, and said in a low voice: "Then you have to promise me first, no matter what happens in the future, you can't leave me." ”
Chen Ge was slightly stunned, only then did he realize that his perfunctory attitude was really heard by him, and he couldn't help crying and laughing, but looking at the man's serious and persistent gaze, she also became unconsciously serious, thought about it, pressed the embarrassment in her heart, looked directly into his eyes and said word by word: "There is something, I told Mama He, and now, I will tell you in person."
If you don't live up to me in this life, I won't fail you, no matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side and never leave. ”
The woman's eyes seemed to contain a whole starry sky, which made Wei Yuan fall into it all of a sudden, his heart was rippling, and he couldn't help but ignore Chen Ge's disapproving gaze, leaned over and kissed her on the lips again, and said in a dumb voice: "What you said today, you have to remember it well, and you can't forget it no matter what." ”
Chen Ge had no choice but to raise his hand around his neck to greet his kiss, thinking a little self-defeatingly, just can't see anyone, it's a big deal not to go out tonight.
It's just that this man is so insecure.
She sighed secretly, and with a slight effort, took the initiative to pull him to the bed.
She also wanted to tell him about the Chen family's arrival today, and the celebration banquet held by the Jizhou City Shoufu in a few days.
That's it, and let it all be left for tomorrow.