Jin Jiu'er's eyes instantly turned red.

She seemed to want to say something to me, but swallowed it again.

Eventually, Jin Jiu'er wiped her eyes, and then smiled charmingly.

However, her smile was not for me.

"Beautiful squad leader, why are your eyes red?"

"It's okay, it's in the sand."

"Beautiful squad leader, who is that kid? It's not our junior, is it? ”

"Freshman juniors, you can take care of your own books."

I stood there in disappointment.

Jin Jiu'er already regarded me as a stranger, and she didn't even want to say another word to me at the moment.

She worked with a smile, and she released a charm that no man could stop, and she communicated with other boys from time to time, but she never looked at me again.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, I was being amorous again, isn't it normal for her to ignore me?

In the past, even if Jin Jiu'er liked me and loved me again, but after being ruthlessly rejected by me again and again, her heart was already broken, how could she still greet me with a smile.

It's like a flat white piece of paper, crumpled, and it is impossible to return to leveling.

The hurt I inflicted on her will always be engraved in her heart.

But that's fine, she's a stranger to me, she has her new beginnings, and it's the best choice for both of us.

After all, I was able to be her light, not the light she wanted.

Of course, I owe her, I remember, even if it is a stranger, as long as she says a word, even if it is my life, I will not hesitate to give it to her.

After one last glance at Jin Jiu'er, I left.

As I walked, I came to the unnamed lake of the school.

Everyone in the school has made good memories on this lake, but for me, everything that happened in the past does not seem to be worth recalling.

But I've come here anyway.

Actually, I should have been prepared, when Jin Jiu'er was taken away by her mother-in-law that day, her attitude was already very clear.

On the first day of school, I came to Weiming Lake to borrow the scenery to relieve my sorrows, and I was the first person.

Maybe I will be the first guest to welcome Weiming Lake today, and at the same time the last guest of the day.

I don't know how long I stood at Weiming Lake, just when my legs were tired and my face was blown into ice by the wind, and I turned around to leave this sad place, Jin Jiu'er didn't know when he stood behind me and looked at me stupidly.

I was a little surprised.

It seems that Weiming Lake has welcomed its second guest.

"Senior sister, are you done?" I was the first to speak.

However, Jin Jiu'er didn't say a word, she threw herself into my arms and hugged me tightly.

I stiffened.

She didn't speak, she didn't cry, she just put her arms around me.

Being held by such a hot, beautiful girl is something that many men in the school dream of, but I want to push her away.

What is so cheap in people, I am no exception, when Jin Jiu'er ignores me, I am lost, but if she exceeds the identity of a normal friend, I feel that my conscience can't get over.

I'm sorry for Mingming, she didn't hesitate to scatter her soul in order to be with me.

I'm also sorry for Jin Jiu'er in front of me, I can't give her anything, but I still accept her intimacy.

Just when I was about to part with Jin Jiu'er, she spoke up.

"Chen, you just let me hold it one last time, don't push me away, this time it's really the last time."

"I'm really dead, and we don't have a chance anymore."

"Even if you accept me, we won't have a chance."

I was stunned and asked softly, "Are you married?" ”

This is the only possible option.

Jin Jiu'er raised her head, looked at me with despair in her eyes and said, "No, my marriage to him is still a year later, when I graduate, but I can't betray him in my life, otherwise I can't bear the consequences, and our Jin family can't bear it...... So, Chen, you don't have to worry about me annoying you anymore, and I won't even want my life for you in the future, today, this hug should be a complete end, okay? ”

Hearing this, I don't know what my mood is at the moment.

Is it uncomfortable? One thing, after all, the girl who loves you so much is destined to be someone else's bride.

Regret, or regret? There is also a point, if I am a scumbag, if we lived a hundred years ago, maybe, Jin Jiu'er and I will have a happy ending.

But more, I think it should be a stone in my heart, completely let go.

I don't have to worry about how to deal with these two relationships anymore.

"Aging, you know what? In the future, you may not even be able to be a friend. Speaking of this, Jin Jiu'er's tears fell, she looked at me and said seriously.

I was speechless, and the discomfort in my heart seemed to be a little more.

"I will finish college honestly, and then return to Miaojiang, marry a wife and become a mother, I wish you and her happiness in the future."

Jin Jiu'er said again, but she couldn't cry at the moment.

I wanted to speak, and I wanted to pretend to bless Jin Jiu'er a few words, but she stretched out her hand and put it on my lips.

She red-eyed and said, "You don't have to bless me, okay?" ”

My throat was choked.

Jin Jiu'er took the initiative to separate me, she took my hand, wiped the tears on her face with my hand, and finally, she smiled and said, "This is what you owe me, now we are both clear." ”

My hands were full of her tears.

"Goodbye."

The moment she turned around, she still had a smile on her face.

I looked at her tear-stained hand, and before I knew it, my vision was blurry, and a tear slipped from it.

Tears also happened to fall on her hands, blending with her tears.

I cried and ended up laughing.

In the future, there will be people she loves more, and there will be people who are full of her, I am just her passerby, I believe that Jin Jiu'er's final belonging is happy and complete, because she is worthy.

At this time, the originally cloudy and gloomy sky suddenly shone a beam of light, and the cloud city, which had been cloudy for a whole week, actually came out of the sun.

This beam of light shone on my body and on my hands, and was refracted by the tears of my fusion with Jin Jiu'er.

……

After leaving Weiming Lake, I went directly to Hangzhou.

Hangzhou is the capital of Zhejiang Province, I have never been here, because I desperately want to solve the problem of bad luck, so I rushed to the Leifeng Pagoda in West Lake overnight.

As a Paimian Scenic Area in Zhejiang Province, West Lake is still very beautiful at night.

I didn't stay too long, and went straight to Leifeng Pagoda.

The tall Leifeng Pagoda was erected in front of me, and there was a person standing in front of the tower, and I hurried forward.

"It's closed, come back tomorrow."

Without waiting for me to speak, the man spoke impatiently.

"Hello, I'm not here to enter the tower, I'm here to find Master Fang Guang." I lowered my posture and said, the person in front of me seemed to be a staff member of Leifeng Pagoda.

"Master Fang Guang? If you are looking for a monk, you shouldn't come to Leifeng Pagoda, go to Lingyin Temple to find it. The man in front of him spoke up.

"Lingyin Temple?" I was stunned.

"There are no monks in Leifeng Tower, only Lingyin Temple." He explained.

I frowned, what he said was very reasonable, but I remember very clearly, the senior brother said clearly, ask me to come to Leifeng Pagoda and find a monk named Fang Guang.

Could it be that my brother remembered it wrongly?