After taking care of the urgent work, Zeeland went back to the penthouse, prepared the food, and took some effort to pull out Lu Xiaomu, who was ashamed of himself.

In fact, Zeeland also felt that it was a little inappropriate for everything to develop too quickly, but they were not suitable for a long time, they were amazed by each other, they got along naturally, and they were attacked, and when they were most uneasy, their feelings were also the most hot, they hugged and comforted each other, kissed and exchanged hearts, and it was normal for them to indulge in affection for a while.

Xiaomu here is also very good at comforting himself, after all, he is still an old leftover girl in his bones, and he has gnawed on a superb tender grass, and after a short period of embarrassment, only the dark is left, and people are a little fluttering, but it is a pity that he will break his work as soon as he sees Zelan, and the strong sense of shyness makes his actions and words unnatural, and it seems that he still needs some time to adapt and digest.

A caring person only needs a look to understand the other party's tangled thoughts, not to mention Lu Xiaomu, who seems to understand very well.

Zelan controlled the rhythm of the two getting along, allowing Xiaomu to naturally come out of the shrinking shell and slowly accept the change of each other's identities.

They will go out hand in hand, go to see the sights of the city, go on a date like a normal couple, go to the movies, have a candlelit dinner, go to the amusement park, go to the zoo...... They also went to ride the Ferris wheel and kissed passionately at the highest point.

On this day, Zeeland bought a fruit basket to visit Orr in the hospital, and prepared another gift, which is said to be the unlucky birthday, compared to their deep affection, this friend is really miserable.

Usually after dinner, they will sit on the balcony and chat, and the people in love will be tired of being together all the time.

But the more he came into contact, the more panicked Xiao Mu became, whether she really deserved such a good and beautiful person, and always felt that Zelan was trying to accommodate him, barely meeting all her needs.

Is this kind of asymmetry, is some sick emotions normal, and can it last?

The people on the tip of the mountain, for her, wandered at the foot of the mountain, and the inferiority complex combined with the guilt made her feel that the road ahead was gloomy.

This morning, Zeeland was on a business trip, Xia Pang took her to their alma mater - Haidian University, there are photos of Zelan on the campus wall of fame, Xia Pang introduced it with great interest, and proudly puffed up his chest.

The female student who passed by her, holding a book and talking with her male partner next to her, made her whole person shine with her beautiful smile.

Xiaomu looked around the campus, every girl here is so beautiful, confident, excellent, studying in a first-class university, after graduation, she will become a talent that major companies compete for, she can rely on her own ability to take root in society, and after the job is stable, she will find a boyfriend who is evenly matched and live a happy life.

There are endless workplace topics to talk about, we can appreciate each other, understand each other, give each other professional advice, make progress together, grow together, and become a family member who loves each other.

Xiao Mu used all the beautiful words to describe their future, and looked forward to it, but she clearly understood that with her qualifications, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't catch up with Zelan's, how bad it was, she couldn't understand the slightly more complicated dialogue, and she couldn't understand the slightly deeper books.

This woman who grows savagely in the forest, in human society, is like a slowly rotting flower and leaf spread on the stone platform of a small courtyard, and she can't go back to the flower pot and nourish the earth.

I don't know when the free heart was trapped by layers of shackles again, she can understand the desires of others, and understand the disappointment and contempt of others.

This time is different from the past, she is in love, she is no longer alone in the world, for Zelan, she has to be stronger, she can't escape anymore, she knows that she is insufficient, then work hard!

Envy the full life of others, despise their own idleness, the emptiness of this moment needs to be filled urgently, she decided to do the task, first do what she is good at, in order to prove her worth as soon as possible, with self-confidence, and then to improve herself.

After this day's indulgence, Lu Xiaomu nodded Zelan's chin and considered the language.

"What's wrong?" Zeeland grabbed her messy hand.

"I want to tell you something, I have a completion task when I come back from this study tour, I can't tell you the specifics, but I have to go out often."

Zeeland looked at her and groaned for a moment.

"Okay, I'm just asking, will you leave after you've completed your mission?"

"I'll be back, because home is here, you're here." The two looked at each other and smiled, hugged each other and fell asleep.

When running alone in the city, I have a more intuitive feeling of the gap between the identities of the two of them, and you can see products with the JERFAN trademark everywhere, from a small smart guide to a big urban mechanical sanitation officer, and the large screens on the exterior walls of several high-rise buildings are promoting the games that JERFAN is about to launch.

In the past five years, Zeeland has built a strong business empire from scratch; And her land, except for all the adventures that hit her, was barren, barren, not even a piece of rubble, and terrifyingly empty!

Come to think of it, since she came here, she hadn't worked a day, she hadn't earned a penny, she had relied on Zeeland for food and clothing, she had been asking for it, she had never labored, like a greedy parasite.

Qualified lovers need to be financially independent, compatible in souls, complement each other, and achieve each other, and she is a giant baby who does not grow up, and she is a complete burden.

At this moment, she suddenly withdrew from the strong emotion, watching their emotional road, the two sides did not know each other deeply, only got along briefly when they were young, and after reuniting, at most they were in a state of good feelings, similar to the ambiguous period of campus freshness, which was out of control for a while, and things developed into what they are now, not backwards, difficult to advance.

No friends and no girlfriends, her inner depression has nowhere to say, she can only solve it by herself, no matter how her appearance changes, she is still the pessimistic and ugly housegirl in her bones, she can appreciate and like handsome guys, but she thinks that she will not be liked by others, she does not have that confidence in her heart, the family education in her previous life, and the growth environment make her particularly timid and weak when getting along with others.

What's more, Zeelan is so beautiful, whether it is family background, appearance, background, education, career, and vision are top-notch, there is too much difference between them, she often feels that she is not worthy, if he knows his true self, he will definitely dislike her, and he will lose it for a short time, it seems to be the doomed ending, she must be ready to withdraw at any time.

No wonder the big blue fish only let her out, and didn't mention letting her go back, it may have expected that one day, she would voluntarily go back to the sea.

The balloon called courage is slowly squeezed by reality, barely enduring, powerless to resist, and the edges are so thin and transparent that they have not yet burst; She couldn't stand it first, let go of the gas, slipped away, flew upside down a meter, ran out of gas, fell to the ground softly, and the air outlet was facing reality, this breath was relieved, and she was finally freed.

In the evening, Zelan prepared a sumptuous dinner, this man, who is so good and considerate, wants to share everything with her, talk about his work today, talk about his arrangements for tomorrow, talk about his excellent pre-sale games, dilute his business territory, and then talk about the warm times in the past, except for some memories, she can't participate in it at all, they are relying on memories and flesh to continue this love.

At night they hugged each other frantically, and there was no word for anything but gasping for breath from each other.

Zelan had sensed that something was wrong with Xiao Mu before, she seemed to have suddenly grown up, she had a lot of things on her mind, she talked less, and her smile faded.

I learned from a friend who is experienced in love, and my friend told him that it is normal for a woman who is in love for the first time to become strange in her thoughts and actions, sometimes it is like a different person, her mood swings are great, she is prone to gains and losses, she is sentimental, and sometimes she cries and laughs, maybe because she watched a sensational romance movie.

This friend is like a charlatan, he said all the symptoms, and immediately won the trust of the patient's family, another friend laughed at him for being in a hurry to go to the doctor, be careful to be fooled by the fake Langzhong, once misdiagnosed, it will only make the situation worse and worse.

'Jianghu Langzhong' glanced at the demolitionist, touched the must-have goatee, and began to teach him the experience of coaxing people.

He said that the little girls now have their own little emotions, think carefully, don't guess to death, because it will be wrong; You can't ask directly, it's easy to step on thunder.

The best way is to spend more time with her, spend a lot of money for her, communicate with her more, say anything, but if it doesn't work, just hug her tightly, give her enough security, and when the time comes, she will be able to come out on her own.

The two people who were immersed in their own thoughts, their thoughts at this time were surprisingly consistent, and they were all waiting for Xiaomu to figure it out by himself, but one was for staying together, and the other was for parting.

After this day, Lu Xiaomu began to devote himself to the secret investigation, often going out early and returning late, busier than Zelan, and the two of them hadn't sat down to talk for a long time.

This day is the day they came to the sea hall together, according to the tradition here, it is also their birthday, Zelan asked her to have dinner, by the way, I took a lot of thoughts, looked up a lot of strategies on the Internet, but I was not satisfied, so I bowed my head to the love military master again for help.

Five years later, he was finally able to celebrate his birthday with Zelan, and Xiao Mu was looking forward to it like a dream, and it was on this day that the fire glass in his left eye captured a powerful black smoke.

Xiao Mu threw up the water whip and chased after it, the invisible water suit can cover her figure, and the water-shaped armor can protect her from external injuries and not restrict her movements, but the black mist is flexible and pervasive, while she breathes, it invades her mouth and nose, burns her internal organs, she endures the discomfort, and uses the power of the fire glass to finally disperse it, and the black mist is divided into several wisps and escapes into the night.

Xiao Mu released the ice spirit to protect his heart, and he didn't have time to do more conditioning, so he hurried back.

Zelan was a little angry, deliberately put down the work in his hand, and prepared the birthday dinner, the meal was already cold, the doll ice cream on the cake had melted, Xiaomu came back at this time, and he didn't say anything, he returned to the room in a muffled voice, the pressure of work, the mind that was ignored, and the lover who couldn't be caught, finally made him unbearable.