Chapter 310: Thoughts
Lin Manxue was pushed by Fang Lian and sat on the ground like this, and it hurt a little when she fell like this, but it was not enough to say that she was injured, but Lin Manxue was suddenly a little sad, Fang Lian had always loved her before, and she was also full of feelings for Fang Lian's mother, of course, now Fang Lian also loves her a little bit, but this love is not comparable to Lin Manjie, and now Fang Lian wants to give Lin Manjie the best wholeheartedly, as for the other children, they can stand aside.
Lin Manxue is already an adult soul, and she will not compete with others for favor, but there is a little bit of loss.
Lin Manxue didn't know how to make up for this guilt, but she knew that Lin Manjie was wrong, and she connived, but thinking that Fang Lian wouldn't educate her children, she wouldn't before, and she still wouldn't. The reason why the Lin family has changed is because of her and Lin Haoming, and now that my brother is gone, will she want to take care of this family in the future?
Just looking at Fang Lian like this, she probably won't change in her life, for such a Fang Lian, Lin Manxue is really a little helpless.
In this way, he will only indulge his own child to be a mother, which is really unqualified, I really don't know what kind of children such a person will educate in the future, but Fang Lian is her mother, and she is not bad for her, and she can't ignore it in the future.
In fact, Fang Lian will become like this, mainly because her life has changed, life is better, but she has no home to take care of, won't she think about it when she has nothing to do? Not to mention that Lin Yongnian is still out of tune, messy, this husband is unreliable, and she has no housekeeping rights, even if Lin Huaming's family respects her, it will be uneasy.
Not to mention that both sons and daughters relied on Fang Lian before, Fang Lian had a feeling of being needed, and then once Lin Haoming made a career, it can be said that the whole family was towards Lin Haoming, Lin Haoming arranged the whole family again, and then all of them were promising, capable, no one needed her, which made Fang Lian feel very helpless, and Lin Manjie's arrival, Lin Manjie could only rely on Fang Lian on the Lin family's side, and expressed his helplessness in front of Fang Lian all day long, and the feeling of being needed didn't come out, Although she knew that Lin Manjie had other intentions to please her, she couldn't stand Fang Lian's willingness.
"Mother, aren't you afraid that I'll be sad if you accuse me like this? Or am I such a selfish person in my mother's eyes? If my mother is a person like me and my brother, I won't manage the family at all, and there will be no good life in the family at all, mother, I want to manage my sister, I really want to manage, she is my own sister, how can I not want to care about her, but the problem is that I have to be willing to listen to others, of course, I am relatively young, it stands to reason that I have no reason to be a sister, but mother, sister must always be reasonable. Lin Manxue looked at Fang Lian with some sadness.
"Mother, sister's temperament really has to change, of course I know that my mother has to say, my sister will marry into a high-ranking family as a wife in the future, and there are things to wait for Miss Maiden, and when there will be happiness in the future, but my mother you can't see it or pretend not to see it, my sister looks down on our relatives over and over again, and asks me to help, I am not her maid's subordinate, I am not born to serve her, in fact, my mother and I am very afraid of trouble, I wish she could learn well, and she can handle her own affairs well, so that she will not trouble my brother in the future." After Lin Manxue finished her last sentence, Fang Lian's face changed.
"Mother, don't worry, you listen to me first, we have a relationship with my brother, and we also have friendship, but no matter how much kindness my mother has, I will keep asking for it according to our family, sooner or later one day people will be bored of us, so we'd better do what we can solve by ourselves, unless we really have no way, we can trouble brother, mother, you know why brother hurts me, that's because I have self-knowledge, and I never have a calculation for my brother, brother will love me, mother, even if brother is hurting me, if I don't know the face, No matter how much I went up to beg him, mother, do you think my brother will annoy me one day? Okay, even if my brother won't bother me, what if my brother marries my sister-in-law? Brother is going to the capital now, his teacher will definitely introduce the wife of a high-ranking family, and then the sister-in-law is estimated to treat us as poor relatives who fight the autumn wind, relying on a little nurturing grace endlessly, when the time comes, people only need to use some methods, we can't see my brother if we want to, my mother's good things should be used on the blade, or you just wait for a brother to give you everything to solve, there will be something in the future, people will disappear directly, if my mother likes this, then I will go to my brother, no matter what you ask me to find, if my brother is tired of me, Just get bored, anyway, my mother only has my sister in my heart, and my mother owes my sister, as long as my sister has a good future, what am I with Yongming? Lin Manxue said, and couldn't help covering her face and crying sadly.
Fang Lian saw Lin Manxue crying sadly, and she couldn't help but regret it a little at this time, she saw Lin Manxue who was pushed down by herself and was still sitting on the ground, she couldn't help but step forward and pull the person up, "What are you crying for, I didn't use my strength, as for crying like this." She couldn't apologize.
As for what Lin Manxue said, Fang Lian was still a little unwilling, but she listened to it somewhat.
"Okay, okay, if you're not happy, forget it, I didn't force you, cry what to cry." Fang Lian said a little irritably.
"My mother doesn't hurt me anymore, now I only hurt my sister, Yongming and I were both picked up by my mother, and only my sister was born to my mother." Lin Manxue was still sad.
Fang Lian couldn't help but laugh angrily when she heard this, and directly reached out and gently patted Lin Manxue's face, "You conscienceless, I didn't hurt you before, and the eggs were all eaten in the dog's stomach." "In the past, the Lin family had a hard time, but Fang Lian still made a steamed egg for Lin Manxue and Lin Yongming every once in a while.
"Mother, you scolded me, you really don't hurt me anymore." Lin Manxue said with her mouth flattened.
"Okay, okay, it's all big girls, and you're still crying, you spend more time with your sister on weekdays, and if you are locked in the room all day, you can do embroidery work together if you have nothing to do." Thinking of Lin Manjie, Fang Lian still had a headache, she really didn't know what to do with this daughter.
The questions that Lin Manxue said, how Fang Lian didn't know, just thought that she couldn't be blamed for all this.
"I see." Lin Manxue didn't think about breaking up with Fang Lian for the time being, besides, this world attaches great importance to filial piety, and she can't learn from the bloody plot on TV and cut off the relationship at every turn, and Fang Lian has made a lot of demands on her, but this can't be a reason for her to get rid of her, and the patriarch is not happy that such a girl appears in the Lin family, it is enough for the rebellious girl of the Lin family to have a Lin Qi, besides, Lin Manxue has decided to go to the capital after a while, and she won't be able to see this mother in the future, why be angry, In the future, she can only give some silver money to honor her mother, why bother with Fang Lian.
As for Lin Manjie's problem, Lin Manxue will be more attentive, and it can be regarded as the last return to Fang Lian, of course, if Lin Manxue herself doesn't want to integrate into the Lin family village and doesn't want to integrate into this family, then it is useless for her to work hard.
Lin Manjie is in a very bad mood now, this small farm yard looks like a dilapidated mess in her eyes, and all kinds of things are not worthy of her identity.
Now the Lin family is in charge of Lin Huaming, Lin Huaming and they used to be poor, and it is impossible to spend as much as they earn, and his family has two children who still have to study, so the food on weekdays is not very good.
When they were in Yunzhou, they all went out to buy food, at that time, Lin Haoming gave money, and Lin Haoming was about to take the exam, so everyone didn't dare to treat him badly in terms of food, so it was good to eat when he was in Yunzhou, and after he just came back, Lin Haoming was at home, plus many people came to give gifts during that time, and there were all kinds of food and snacks, so the food was not bad.
In fact, Lin Huaming has taken good care of Lin Manjie, and the family only eats a little thin in the morning, and it is basically dry or semi-dry at noon and night, and the dishes dare not say that there is meat in the meal, but the green vegetables are fried in oil to ensure that there is oil and water, this kind of life in Linjia Village is also unique, this life is much better than the previous Lin family, but this is unacceptable to Lin Manjie.
In the past, even if she was a concubine in the Li family, she could eat a meat dish at every meal, and she also had pastries every day, plus a monthly amount of silver, and if she wanted to eat something small, she could also ask the maid to buy it on the street, but now she can't find a place to sell pastries and snacks even if she has money, this kind of life, she really can't stand it.
From thrift to luxury, from luxury to frugality, this truth is understood by many people, a person once lived in heaven, one day he suddenly fell into hell, the gap between this is not acceptable to everyone.
In fact, everyone is understanding Lin Manjie, but Lin Manjie herself has to change, if she doesn't want to change, no one can accommodate her for the rest of her life, right?
Lin Manxue was still thinking about how to persuade Lin Manjie, and on the other hand, Lin Manjie was already thinking about how to persuade Fang Lian to go to Yunzhou at this time.
Yes, going to Yunzhou, Lin Manjie felt that she would go crazy if she continued to stay in this farmhouse, so she wanted to go to Yunzhou, even if she couldn't live in the Li family when she went to Yunzhou, wouldn't she still have a shop in Yunzhou? When the time comes, if you live in the shop, you can still do some business.
But it is impossible for the Lin family to let Lin Manjie go to Yunzhou alone, that is to say, if you want to go to Yunzhou, you have to find someone to accompany her.
It's just that I want to think about it, but there is no good candidate, the eldest brother is obviously in charge of the family, not to mention that there is so much farmland added to the family, Lin Huaming and his wife can't do it, and they have to ask someone to help when they are busy farming, plus several children in the family are studying in the town, the eldest brother's family will definitely not leave, as for the father, who will rob his daughter's money so unobtrusively, Lin Manjie naturally looks down on it, she is also worried that she will be robbed by Lin Yongnian when the time comes. The most likely person to accompany her is Fang Lian, but is Fang Lian willing to go? And there are two women going out, which is a bit dangerous.