When I was a kid......

Very young.

It's probably the first grade.

The teacher taught me a sentence, that sentence is very long, and the only thing that impresses me is only six words: "At the beginning of man, nature is good." ”

I believed.

Of course I believe it, because people are inherently good.

However, when I was in junior high school, this sentence was overturned by myself.

I suddenly reacted that at the beginning of human beings, there was no good or evil.

It's just a piece of meat, no consciousness, no thought, it's nothing, that piece of meat, it's blank from the inside out.

And those who created this piece of meat, they will do their best to instill the idea of "goodness" in it, so that there is the beginning of human beings, and the nature is good......

But.

Even in this case, why are there still wicked people in the world?

When that piece of flesh was first born, was it good or evil?

This question will stay with me for the rest of my life.

Because I don't have the answer, I can't find it, or I don't want to find it at all!

Because I'm human, I'm afraid to face that answer.

For I can be sure that if one keeps instilling that piece of meat with the idea of "evil", it will definitely become a bad person; And if you keep instilling it with the idea of "goodness", it will not necessarily become a good person.

He Yunfei firmly believes that there is no right or wrong in the world, and I firmly believe that there is no good or evil in the world.

What is right or wrong? It's just one thing, you're willing to do that, I'm willing to do that, that's all. Just because what I'm doing is harmful, I'm wrong? Just because what you're doing is beneficial, you're right? Who is it good for? Bad for whom? What I think is good for me is harmful to you, so there is right and wrong; As a result, there is the strong who are respected; So, the strong are never wrong, isn't it?

There is no right, there is no wrong, only, strong and weak.

The same is true of good and evil.

It is just a piece of meat, and if no one in the world deliberately instills its mind, it will always be a blank slate, and it is precisely because of the existence of human beings that it has good and evil.

……

Everybody's gone, far away from me.

From the beginning when I came to Cangwu, everyone shouted and beaten, and later, thousands of people admired me, and now, everyone is afraid of me and dare not say a word to me......

Actually, I'd rather go back to the beginning.

The original Liu Tianlong, he was very cowardly, he was a big coward, he would be afraid of a woman, hahaha...... But I really, really want to go back to that time, and I hope that I can do that forever.

I spent an afternoon saying all these words to Chen Guangrong.

Chen Guangrong replied to us: "Incisive!" ”

I was sitting face to face with him, and he suddenly called out, which startled me: "Your sister, can you talk well, what are you doing?" ”

Chen Guangrong laughed a few times and said, "Oh, I really can't help it, Master, you are so handsome, why can't I think of it?" That's right, what kind of nature is good, how can people feel when they are born, it's obviously a blank, Master, you are too powerful. ”

"I'm not here to discuss philosophy with you!" I was speechless and said, "Did you hear what I said just now?" Your sister, she's going to break up with me! ”

"Huh? Why? ”

yes, I really didn't listen.

So I spoke again, starting last night and continuing this morning.

And a lot of good reasons why I'm a bad guy now.

"Incisive!" Chen Guangrong is still these two words.

I couldn't stand it anymore and beat him up on the spot.

The crackling and screaking knocked down Yang Guang's bed board.

After hearing a loud noise, I hurriedly stopped my hand and had a-eating expression: "Oops, what should I do?" ”

Chen Guangrong covered the pain on his body and groaned, "Master, why are you beating me?" ”

I picked up Chen Guangrong and left, and said as I walked: "Let's go, let's quickly change to a dormitory and chat, Brother Guang will eat me when he comes back." ”

In the entire men's dormitory in Cangwu, I entered casually, and no one would say anything.

Coming to another dormitory, this time, Chen Guangrong was much more honest and said, "Master, in fact, I think it's right, men should be ruthless, why are you talking so much?" Isn't that what you should do, and why would they do that? ”

"I want to know and ask you?" I looked at him disdainfully, "How do I know why?" At that time, you don't know how angry I was, he hit me with more than 60 bullets last time, so why should I be polite to him? ”

Chen Guangrong lowered his head and pondered, and after a moment, he raised his head and said, "Master, you haven't told me how you killed him. ”

So I told him again in super detail.

He wasn't there last night, this guy said he was here to help me get revenge, but as soon as he arrived in the city, he was completely happy, we were more than 200 people went to Island City to fight, he went shopping alone, and he only came back this afternoon!

Chen Guangrong finally understood what had happened, frowned, and said, "I think so, my sister ...... her."

Before he could finish his sentence, I did it again.

"Hiss......" Chen Guangrong covered his head and said, "Master, if you don't bring this, what's wrong with me?" ”

"Gave you face, didn't you? Got your face?! Don't call her sister, let me say you a few times? ”

"Oh, that...... I think my sister may not be afraid because you killed people. ”

"Why is that?"

"Because, your methods are too cruel, aren't they? It's done with a knife on your neck, you can torture people for so long? ”

"You don't understand." I waved my hand and said, "If you don't do that, I won't be angry!" ”

Originally, when Ye Feifei killed me, he was not so merciful. If I weren't Da Zhou Tian, Ye Feifei would have succeeded, and I'd already be a corpse now! What else is cruel and not cruel?

Chen Guangrong shook his head: "You still haven't understood...... You're angry, but my sister can't accept it at all. Even if you kill, you can't torture life, don't you understand this truth? ”

I frowned: "These are two different things...... Hey, I said I broke up with your teacher, why are you telling me so much nonsense? Come up with an idea, what to do! ”

“…… Belch. Chen Guangrong didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore, and said bluntly: "Dead skin is a little bit of a face." ”

"Dead skin?"

"Dead skin!" Chen Guangrong said: "Through your narration, I feel that my sister is actually not afraid of you, but I just feel that you are different from before, and you are not very adaptable, you just need to make her feel that you are still the same you, isn't it?" ”

I nodded, thoughtful.

……

I chatted with Chen Guangrong for a whole afternoon.

During this period, I certainly did not go to the big playground.

Everybody didn't want to talk to me, everybody didn't dare to talk to me...... In fact, if I had to play with them, they wouldn't dare not take me, but I didn't want to be strong, and I hoped that I could get rid of Liu Tian's influence as soon as possible.

What Huang Fuyue, what Wan Hongfei, for Bai Zhaoxue, I don't want to go to them for revenge, just let this matter end completely. From now on, I will never step into the business world again!

It's soon time for the end of school...... In fact, Cangwu's school is no different from going to school, even if it is in class, it is just casual to leave, but few people do this.

The people in the big playground dispersed in a hurry and came to the canteen in Cangwu.

As soon as they entered the cafeteria, I walked in, and the chaotic scene became silent because of me.

I was mentally prepared for a long time, so it didn't matter at all.

As soon as I entered, someone greeted me, Brother Long, but after that, no one spoke to me again.

I didn't care, and soon, I found the person I was looking for at a certain table.

"Hey, Xiaobai!" I patted Bai Zhaoxue's shoulder vigorously.

"Hiss......" Bai Zhaoxue was in pain, turned her head and glared at me fiercely.

I ignored her eyes and sat down, and they were chatting happily, but suddenly they saw me sit down, and for a while, they all stopped talking.

"What are you doing? Keep chatting, leave me alone. "I picked up the food next to me and ate it.

"Oh......" Xiaohui replied, chatting "cautiously" with the other girls.

Of course, next to me is Bai Zhaoxue, and I don't dare to take other people's food.

Bai Zhaoxue wasn't actually afraid of me, seeing me like this, Bai Zhaoxue patted me and said, "What do you want to do?" ”

I suddenly looked bitter: "Sister, I have no money to eat, relief and relief?" ”

Bai Zhaoxue sighed: "Whatever." ”

So I ate it with more peace of mind.

Seeing this, Xiaohui went to make a meal for Bai Zhaoxue again, and when she came back, she exchanged words with several other girls, and then prepared to leave.

Bai Zhaoxue hurriedly shouted, "Hey, where are you going, don't go." ”

Xiaohui glanced at me suspiciously, I still had a bitter look on my face, and I showed Xiaohui a look that only we understand.

It's really only us who understand, and after being friends for so long, of course there are still some "little secrets".

…… In fact, each of my friends and I have some "little secrets", and those secrets can only be understood between me and the two of them, and even Bai Zhaoxue can't understand what they mean.

In the eyes of outsiders, I just made an expression, and Xiaohui had clearly understood what I meant: "Xiaobai broke up with me." ”

Xiao Hui's eyes widened, apparently she didn't know yet.

I shook my head, indicating that now was not the time to speak.

While eating, I recalled what Chen Guangrong said.

Dead skin on the face, dead skin on the face......

Cautiously, I reached for Bai Zhaoxue and put my hand on her shoulder.

Bai Zhaoxue froze obviously, turned her head to look at me, and said, "What are you going to do?" ”

"Why don't you do it......"

"Your hand ......"

I glanced at my hand: "What's wrong with my hand?" ”

Then, Bai Zhaoxue shook me hard, shook me off, and said dissatisfiedly, "Don't move me." ”

"Oh." I continued to eat with my head down.

The scene was a little awkward for a while.

Xiaohui kicked me under the table and motioned for me to come with her.

Then, Xiaohui left.

I ate a few bites of food and left.

Following Xiaohui out of the cafeteria, Xiaohui couldn't wait to ask, "What's the matter?" How did you divide it? ”

I still have a bitter look on my face: "Just last night." ”

Hearing my words, Xiaohui's body trembled, obviously her shadow is not small.

I hurriedly said, "Hey, don't you play this with me too, I'm not just ......"

Forget it, don't say that disgusting thing.

Xiaohui was silent for a moment and said, "Don't worry, I'm not that timid, it's just, how did you do it?" From last night until now, the law enforcement team has not looked for us, what is going on? ”

I don't have time to explain this now, and said, "Leave it alone, we can't be okay anyway." Can you help me? ”

"How can you help? If you kill someone, you will kill someone, and let so many people see it, and if you see it, you can see it, and it is still so cruel. Sister Xue can't stand you now......"

"I know."

Of course I know that not only Bai Zhaoxue, but the entire Cangwu can't stand me anymore.

…… It's all to blame on He Yunfei, it's all to blame on Liu Tian!

After being silent for a long time, Xiaohui said: "I'll try, I'll help you ask her out tonight, you can talk about it?" ”

"Yes, you can."

"Hey, I'm really convinced......" Xiaohui muttered in a low voice as she walked into the cafeteria: "If it were me, how could there be such trouble, I would be reluctant to break up with you." ”

Me: "......"

She thought I didn't hear it, but I did, but I pretended I didn't.

To ease the embarrassment, I lit a cigarette at the door of the cafeteria and prepared to go in later.

My gaze casually looked around.

It's a habit, and since I've been in the Tao, I've been very wary of drinking water.

And I didn't expect that such a look would really make me see something......

No, he's not a thing, he's a person.

It's really just a casual look, and the moment I look back, my short memory shows Huang Fuyue's face. Huang Fuyue had a black flying knife in his hand, standing not far behind me!

I was startled and jerked my head back.

However, there was nothing behind him.

When the cold wind blew, I shivered.