Chapter 179: Don't You Want

Can pain and pain soothe each other, so why did she feel so painful when Ye Lingchuan kissed her. Her tongue tasted bitterness with a faint smell of blood, and she didn't know whose tears it was.

She never thought that the first time she had with Ye Lingchuan, she would have such a painful and desperate mood. Ye Lingchuan lost all his tenderness, as if he was afraid that she would flee, and became paranoid and out of control. Xiao Yuchen didn't struggle, nor did she cry, it seemed that only the pain in her body could make the pain in her heart be temporarily redeemed.

Every time they go deep into each other, they seem to feel the great pain and helplessness in each other's hearts. I don't know whether I want to eliminate each other's pain or transfer my own pain to each other, they have been hugging each other frantically in that dim room for days and nights, until they finally hugged each other and cried and fell asleep.

For the first time, Xiao Yuchen hoped that the endless night would never end, and never imagined that one day he would be so afraid of the dawn that symbolized light.

The world in the curtain was like a dream, a dream that made her so painful, and yet she preferred to sleep in it forever. She was afraid that if she woke up, she would face a world that had completely collapsed for her.

As if there was a tacit understanding, neither she nor Ye Lingchuan opened the thick dark curtains, and no one even opened their eyes first, even they couldn't tell if they were pretending to be asleep or really couldn't wake up.

They are like two ostriches with their heads buried in the same sand, escaping from reality, from the future, and even from each other.

What they are most afraid of is the moment they open their eyes, and they see each other's sad faces.

No one wants to see a sad look on the face of someone they love, and they know they can't do anything but be more miserable than the other.

However, at a certain time when I didn't know whether it was day or night, Ye Lingchuan suddenly opened his eyes, got up and stumbled out.

"Lingchuan, where are you going?" Xiao Yuchen heard the voice and propped up his weak body to catch up with him.

"I'm going to avenge the moon." Ye Lingchuan muttered, without a trace of blood on his pale face.

Xiao Yuchen's heart seemed to be suddenly clenched by something: "But you don't even know who killed Yue, who do you want to seek revenge?" ”

"I just don't know why I'm going to look for it," Ye Lingchuan held her hand seriously, "It's okay for you to go with me, let's avenge Yue together, okay?" ”

Xiao Yuchen looked at him in a daze, she didn't know why she couldn't speak. If it had been placed in the past, she would have been the first to rush out and pull out the person who hurt the moon with a thousand knives. But why, she was so hesitant at this moment.

She was scared. Although she didn't want to admit it, she found that she was so scared at the moment.

How could she not be afraid. That's the one who killed the moon.,The one who killed the most powerful moon in her heart so easily.。。

"You...... Don't want to? Ye Lingchuan's eyes flashed with deep disappointment, "Didn't you say it, didn't you say that if someone harms Yue, you will definitely kill him at all costs?" ”