Sheng Jintian said softly: "The handicap of the Shonan Hall, if you like it, I will buy it for you later." ”

Xia Xincheng was just about to say no, but Xia Yinuo came to the stage very dismantlingly: "Mom, I want to eat." ”

"I'll talk about it tomorrow, don't touch his clothes with your little dirty paws, I can't afford to sell you if it gets dirty."

"Oh." Xia Yinuo raised his hand as if surrendering, not touching Sheng Jintian's clothes.

"Do you know how to wash your hands?"

"Yes." Xia Yinuo and Sheng Jintian began to chat about the process of washing their hands.

Xia Xincheng only felt tired, so he didn't follow them, but walked behind alone.

After chatting for a while, the two found that there was no one next to them, so they stood still.

"Mom, hurry up."

Sheng Jintian stretched out his other hand, waiting to take her.

Xia Xincheng didn't move forward: "Mom wants to go slowly, you and uncle go back first." ”

Sheng Jintian saw that she was a little different, and walked over with Xia Yinuo in her arms: "Xincheng, is there something uncomfortable?" ”

He raised his hand to touch her forehead, but Xia Xincheng quickly retreated.

"Doctor Sheng, could you please take Yinuo back first?" As she spoke, she took out the key to the house and gave it to him.

"Mom......" Xia Xincheng reached out and asked her to hug her, Xia Xincheng shook his head.

"Go back with my uncle first, and my mother wants to go for a walk alone."

Sheng Jintian knew that Xia Xincheng had his own thoughts, so he coaxed Yinuo to go home and helped him wash his hands.

After Xia Xincheng walked to the door, he sat alone on the curb of the road, with a food box next to him, looking at the street scene.

It's 10 o'clock in the evening, there are not many people in the community, and there are no vehicles on the road.

Whether it's Shu Yao or Han Guoguo, although their lives are trivial and hard, they are all people with families, she has a family, but she doesn't have a small family of her own.

Even if Sheng Jintian appears in front of her, he will not have the previous sense of belonging, he has feelings for himself, he is Yinuo's father, but he has his own career and his own life, they may have intersections, but he does not belong to her.

Sitting on the side of the road, I couldn't help but think of the day she got the certificate, she waited very late, and she didn't wait for Sheng Jintian to come back, she didn't have one more certificate, but there was an extra scar on her knee.

In fact, sometimes think about it, even if he came back and they got married, Sheng Jintian is her husband, but she doesn't know what he works every day, it will be a few years to go abroad, and she doesn't know the situation of the Sheng family, how long can the marriage between them last?

In the end, all she had in her heart was disappointment and fear.

She loves him, but love is not enough to support life, and if he and Wen Ya are separated, it will be difficult for them to get back together, because she doesn't know if they will be happy in the future.

They really loved each other at the beginning, and everyone didn't believe that they would separate, even so, they still ended in tragedy, what if they did it all over again? What's more, there is still so much pain between them.

"Xincheng, the ground is cold, get up quickly." Sheng Jintian's voice came from behind him.

He held her arm and pulled her up, Xia Xincheng chuckled: "It's not the time in the hospital, you picked me up on the side of the road." ”

Sheng Jintian was stunned for a moment, this was the first time she had used this tone to recall the past with him after they reunited.

"Yes."

Xia Xincheng turned to look at him and said softly, "Doctor Sheng, we can't go back." ”

Sheng Jintian was about to refute, but found that she was already crying, seeing him crying, for some reason he suddenly felt at a loss, and raised his hand to wipe her tears, Xia Xincheng took a step back.

"You can be Yinuo's godfather, and each other's lives will intersect, but we really can't go back."

Sheng Jin stepped forward to hug her, he knew that Xia Xincheng was in front of him, but he felt as if he was losing her little by little.

Xia Xincheng leaned over and picked up the food box and wiped his tears.

"Let's go back and rest early."

Sheng Jintian only felt that his heartache was unbearable, and that kind of fear made him very suffocated, the familiar feeling that once came again, that year he lost his parents and all his memories in a car accident, he didn't know who he was, and he had no love, it was because of that diary that he had the idea of living, and he wanted to know what happened to the girl he once cared about.

Xia Xincheng walked to the door, and suddenly there was a plop behind him, and Sheng Jintian actually fainted! Xia Xincheng immediately ran over to help him, and after Luo Zhong saw it not far away, he rushed out of the car to help Sheng Jintian.

"Why did he faint all of a sudden?"

Luo Zhong was a little anxious: "The young master hasn't slept much for five days. ”

"Why don't you sleep? So busy? ”

"Young master, he ...... He had severe insomnia, coupled with an upset stomach, and he ate very little every day. ”

"Are you going to be sent to the hospital?" Xia Xincheng was a little flustered.

"Can I get to the room? Let the young master slow down first. ”

"Okay."

Luo Zhong carried Sheng Jintian into the room, and Xia Xincheng put together the sofa in the living room and asked him to lie down.

Xia Yinuo was also frightened, and ran over to hold Sheng Jintian's hand: "What's wrong with Godfather?" ”

"It's okay, he's too tired and needs a break."

"Mom, I can take care of him."

Xia Xincheng picked him up: "You go and sit next to him first, and your mother and uncle will take care of him." ”

Luo Zhong glanced at Xia Yinuo, and his first reaction was like Sheng Jintian, and when he looked closely, he looked like Xia Xincheng, and he felt that he must be dazzled.

Xia Xincheng went to brew a glass of glucose water and handed it over, and Luo Zhong fed him some.

Sheng Jintian coughed lightly, opened his eyes slightly, and after seeing Xia Xincheng, he shouted softly: "Xincheng......"

Xia Xincheng nodded: "I'm here, are you okay, do you want to go to the hospital?" ”

Sheng Jintian held her hand and put it on his face,

Luo Zhong handed the cup to Xia Xincheng, and she immediately fed him some water.

Sheng Jintian's breathing stabilized, and Xia Xincheng and Luo Zhong relaxed.

Xia Yinuo lay directly next to the sofa, his upper body pressed against Sheng Jintian, and his face was very close to look at him.

Xia Xincheng and Luo Zhong discussed Sheng Jintian's situation on the side.

"Why is Sheng Jintian like this, and Wen Ya doesn't ask?"

"Miss Wen Ya has no contact with the young master."

"Where the hell is she?"

"She's in country M."

"They're engaged and living separately like that?"

"The young master has no relationship with her."

Xia Xincheng frowned slightly: "He really knows the difference between work and feelings, and it's chilling to be clear." ”

Luo Zhong scratched his head: "So, it's indeed a bit scum." ”

"It's scum."

"Miss Xia, can you ask, what did you talk about just now?"

"I ...... I told him we couldn't go back. ”

"Miss Xia, there are some things that the young master won't let me say, in the three years I have been separated from you, I saw the young master cry for the first time, he drank very well, it was rare to get drunk twice, and he shouted your name, there was a marriage certificate between you, as long as you wanted, the young master could go with you tomorrow ......"

"We can't do it anymore." Xia Xincheng interrupted Luo Zhong.