The ship has set sail and is shaking.

It makes people's thoughts a little blurry.

For the first time, Gu Yao noticed the awakening of the villain's independent consciousness, and was slightly excited.

She couldn't sleep, so she tried to talk to Shen Munian about something to break the suffocating silence.

After thinking about it, Gu Yao opened his mouth and asked him:

"Sir...... Why did you ...... in the past? Save Aunt Nineteen? ”

She paused, and then added, "Now, why don't you save it again?" ”

Shen Munian listened, was silent for a while, and then turned his face slightly sideways.

"I'm not a saint in the first place, I don't have so much goodness...."

He smiled self-deprecatingly:

"She asked me for help, and I didn't refuse...."

"In fact, whoever it was, I would probably say yes at that time."

In the dim light, the man's eyes were dyed with a bit of sadness:

"Because I thought that if someone would have been willing to reach out to Rouge when she called for help..... Maybe the person on the stage now is her, not me. ”

Gu Yao didn't make a sound, and listened quietly on the side.

She knew that Shen Munian almost didn't confide in anyone, and he didn't even need the comfort of others.

She was just looking for something to talk about, but she didn't expect him to reveal it to her.

Shen Munian is actually telling himself that it's time to let go of the past.

He has new people to protect and who he needs to protect.

So he talked about these past events lightly.

After Shen Munian finished speaking, he was afraid that Gu Yao would not understand, so he added:

"Rouge, it's my sister."

Only then did Gu Yao ask, "Is she really like me?" ”

Shen Munian lowered his eyes, as if he was reminiscing.

The girl waited and waited, her breathing becoming gentle, as if she was asleep.

Shen Munian sighed almost imperceptibly, and only after a while did he mutter:

"Probably, it's like that......"

Shen Munian actually couldn't remember what kind of person his sister was.

When they were young, they were not close.

Rouge learned to sing, he went to school, practiced martial arts.... They lead very different lives.

He has always felt a little guilty about rouge.

Her death also completely stimulated Shen Munian.

The hatred builds up day by day, leaving him breathless.

In fact, Shen Munian's hatred is more about hating himself.

Most of his ambitions, which he had once had, were scattered on the morning of Rouge's hanging.

He can't even protect the people around him, let alone anything else.

This cognition almost destroyed Shen Munian back then.

However, on the day he met Gu Shiyi.

The little girl who gave him flowers, pure and sincere gratitude, saved him to some extent.

"It's not like ......"

The man chuckled and looked at the little girl who was already asleep, curled up.

The little one is always soft and distressing for no reason.

She and Rouge, in fact, are very different.

The rouge is bright and resolute, like a fire.

Gu Shiyi is cowardly, soft-spirited, well-behaved and obedient.

But it is also unexpectedly tenacious and strong.

No matter who is good to her, she can make her desperate.

Obviously he is so delicate, but he still has to think about protecting others.

That's why Shen Munian thought..... In any case, take care of this little girl.

Don't live up to that trust, and don't be ...... again Leave regrets.

But where is the true fulfillment of things in this world?

Such a good little girl, but Uncle Li said that it is a miracle that she is even alive.

Shen Munian's heart suddenly felt a little sad.

He looked at the pear blossoms on the cabinet.

Secretly said in my heart: If there is a miracle, let her stay.

Stay in this living world and don't go.