Between her own judgment and the feelings coming from her body, Qian Jiangyue chose the former.

He kept his head down.

If I could see him in my eyes, and I couldn't tell the difference, then the sense of touch should be able to simulate it as well.

Qian Jiangyue thought to herself.

For the rest of the day, he sat against the corner of the wall, the cold wind blowing, and his thin clothes could not withstand the cold.

Qian Jiangyue hugged her legs with both hands and curled up.

Even so, his body was still trembling.

The pain and cold kept hitting Qian Jiangyue, and he felt that he was getting weaker and weaker.

"Can you hold me? It's cold. Qian Jiangyue said.

"I'm a fake, you should know that." The child replied.

"Well, but I felt it when you touched my shoulder just now, so I will feel warm when you hold me." Qian Jiangyue raised her head.

His eyes were clear.

"As long as you think it's useful, you can do whatever you want." The kid said.

A warm feeling came.

Qian Jiangyue closed his eyes, and then, his body shook a little, and then he took a long breath, like a wronged child finally letting go of the dissatisfaction in his heart.

The morning sun shines on Qianjiangyue's body.

He stood up, still a little sore, and then he took his right foot, but as soon as he took this step, he sneezed, and at the same time, he found that his body was a little hot, and his right hand touched his forehead, and it was hot.

I have a cold?

Qian Jiangyue said in her heart, and at the same time sneezed again.

He took two steps and found that his vision was a little blurry, and his walk was wobbly, as if he had reached his limit.

"Where are you, why are you missing?"

Qian Jiangyue looked around, and the child she saw last night who looked exactly like her had disappeared.

In this small alley, he was the only one, not even wild cats and wild dogs.

Walking out of the alley, there are already pedestrians around, going to work, going to school, everyone has their own things to be busy with.

Qian Jiangyue glanced around, he was confirming his location, but at this time, his mind was like a mess, and he couldn't think of anything.

After taking another step, Qian Jiangyue fell to the ground.

He tried to get up, but he couldn't exert any strength now, his eyelids grew heavier, and he fainted.

Although Qian Jiangyue, who was wearing pajamas, attracted the attention of some people, she just took a few more glances and didn't do anything.

In a trance, Qian Jiangyue heard a familiar voice.

"Mom knows it's wrong, wake up quickly......"

It's the sound of even half a snow.

Qian Jiangyue wanted to open his eyes, but the whole person was very uncomfortable, and before he could think carefully about the current situation, he fell into a deep sleep again.

At this time, Qian Jiangyue was lying in the hospital bed, and after he fainted, a neighbor who knew him happened to see him.

Sometimes luck is important to survive.

The sun shone on Qian Jiangyue's face, and after two days of recovery, he woke up, and when he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was his mother sleeping on the sofa next to the hospital bed.

Qian Jiangyue wanted to speak, but the events of that night poured into his mind like a tide, making him feel scared, and the idea of wanting to open his mouth to tell the other party was immediately contained.

He moved his hand, and found that he had regained a little strength, so he propped up his upper body with both hands and sat up.

After about twenty seconds, Qian Jiangyue's feet were already on the ground.

He wanted to run away and get out of this place.

When he took the first step, his body was still a little shaky, but by the second step he was able to fully grasp his balance.

Taking advantage of his own movement that did not wake up the sleeping person, Qian Jiangyue quietly opened the door of the ward and prepared to sneak out.

But the moment he opened the door, he saw the child who looked exactly like himself.

"You can't run, you're going to break her heart." The kid said.

"Why did you disappear then?" Qianjiangyue subconsciously spoke.

His voice woke up the man who was sleeping.

"Yi Cunling?"

Lian Banxue opened his eyes suddenly.

Qian Jiangyue glanced back, and then ran out directly.

Oops...... I really had a bad brain just now.

He slapped his forehead.

"Trust me, that's right." The child speaks.

Qian Jiangyue pursed her lips and did not reply.

He ran towards the staircase.

"Nurse, help me stop him!" Lian Banxue shouted behind Qian Jiangyue.

"Where can you run? She is your only guardian, unless you really want to live on the streets, don't you know why you get sick? The child appeared at the bottom of the stairs.

"Shut up!" Qian Jiangyue frowned.

"Yi Cunling, you calm down, otherwise things will get worse and worse." The child continued.

At this time, even Banxue had already caught up, and at this moment, Qian Jiangyue recalled the scene of that night in her mind.

The fear in his heart drove him to flee where he was now.

Before he could make a decision, his right foot had already stepped out, but just after taking two steps, his right foot suddenly became weak and could not support his body, and because his hand was not placed on the handrail of the stairs, the whole person fell down the stairs directly.

When her body hit the wall, Qian Jiangyue thought she was dead for a while.

He opened his eyes and saw the child crouching beside him.

"That's what happens if you don't listen to me." Although they look the same, the feeling of a child in front of them is completely different for Qian Jiangyue.

"Who are you?" Qian Jiangyue's voice was very weak, "You're not ......"

"Yi Cunling, you are very smart, but you can be a little smarter." The child stood up, "This is an opportunity for you to be able to control your mother know?" ”

"She didn't get sick most of the time, so we can divide her into two periods, one is the onset period, in which you just have to protect yourself, and the other is the normal period, where you are his son, and if she knows that she wants to kill you when she is sick, she must be very guilty in her heart."

"Since there is a sense of guilt in your heart, then it is natural that there will be the idea of compensating you."

"You can use this to fight for your own rights."

"I don't need to teach you exactly how to do it, do you?"

The child's tone was very cold, almost emotionless, and in his eyes, everything was something to be exploited.

"If what I said before is true, then you are just someone I imagined."

Qian Jiangyue took a deep breath.

At this time, even Banxue had already run to the staircase.

"Son, are you alright?" She was very nervous.

"In other words, everything you said to me was my own thoughts, and I was arguing seriously with myself just now, it didn't look like I was thinking about it at all, which means that ......" Qian Jiangyue was still saying, but in a very small voice, "I'm like my mother, too...... Sick. ”

"One day, when you change your image, I won't be able to tell if you're real or fake."

After saying this, Qian Jiangyue stopped talking.

"Son, are you alright? Who were you talking to? Lian Banxue asked while inspecting Qianjiangyue's injuries.

"It's so painful......" Qian Jiangyue showed a painful look on her face.

By this time, the nurse had arrived.

At night, Lian Banxue had fallen into a deep sleep, and after being sure that her son Yi Cunling's life was not in danger, she finally couldn't support it and slept on the sofa.

As for what happened that night, neither of them spoke.

The window was gently opened by Qianjiangyue, and the breeze outside the window hit and blew very cool on the face.

Qian Jiangyue endured the pain of her body and climbed up to the window.

"Are you really going to do that? At this height, with your current injuries, there is basically no chance of survival. ”

The child's gentle voice came.

Qian Jiangyue glanced back and found that the child was standing at the door of the ward.

He glanced at Lian Banxue again.

"I've seen the foreseeable future, dull and sad, besides, it doesn't matter if I'm dead, the only people who care about me think my birth was a mistake, so what's the point of my life?"

Qian Jiangyue didn't make any sound, this was a conversation between him and the child's thoughts.

He sat on the windowsill with his left hand on the window and his legs on the window.

Step by step, the child walked up to him.

"You can jump like this and do nothing, but what about her? You also saw what she looked like when she got sick, what would happen if she hurt someone else? Whether you go to prison or a mental hospital, you won't end well. ”

"The only person she can rely on is you, you are still alive, there is still a little hope in her life, once you die, then she is all over."

"At least...... Let's wait for her to go......"

After the child finished speaking, he looked at the starry sky in the distance.

Hearing these words, Qian Jiangyue didn't say anything, but the tears in her eyes couldn't be stopped.

He lay back on his bed and opened his eyes to the ceiling.

"Want to know why you're going to be like this?" Another villain's voice sounded in Qian Jiangyue's ears, "Recall well, what is the 4th word on page 16, line 5 of your Chinese textbook this semester?" ”

The pages of the book in my mind began to flip, and finally I found the kanji I wanted to search for.

Life!