The book was opened on March 8, 2019, and it will be a year soon.

What I said below, some people may think that I am selling badly, I do not deny (nor admit it), I just want to talk about the experience of writing a book.

The outline of this book, I have been thinking about it for more than a year, and I can confidently say that the current 35W words are far less exciting than the back.

At the beginning, this book was sent as a starting point, and the application for signing was rejected more than a dozen times, and I can't remember whether it was thirteen or fourteen, anyway, I was already autistic to the point of doubting life.

After that, I switched to Genesis, and the editor asked me to sign up, and as a person who was constantly denied, I was very happy during that time, and I am very grateful to the editor.

For the first month, I was full-time, I didn't look for a job, I didn't go to work, I watched two shifts a day, and the first thing I did when I got up in the morning was to see if there were readers, tickets, or comments.

Sometimes at night, I dream that the editor recommends a position to me, and I wake up a few times.

However, the reality is cruel, a month has passed, no one has watched at all, nothing has happened, so I began to wonder if I was suitable for writing.

The 15W word on the shelves is a turning point, and it is indeed a bit early to put it on the shelves, but because there is no work, there is no economic source if it is not on the shelf.

I thought that I could work twice a day, and I could mix 600 yuan a month for full attendance, but after I put it on the shelves, I found that I had completely lost my motivation.

Before it was put on the shelves, there were still dozens of people watching it, and after it was put on the shelves, it was only me and the pirated version.

The day before it was put on the shelves, I deliberately posted a testimonial on the shelves, saying that I was ready to explode, but I looked at the results of the first order of the day 2 and fell into deep thought.

Because of the dismal results, there was no recommendation after it was put on the shelf, and until now there has been no recommendation on QQ Reading.

Later, gradually numb, I looked for a job, no longer full-time, and the renewal was completely casual.

At that time, the idea was, wouldn't it be nice to watch movies after work and eat with friends? Why do you want to code words and find guilt for yourself?

From the rejection of the visa at the beginning, to the first order 2 on the shelves, the result is obvious, I am really not suitable for writing.

Two changes to one change, one change to zero change, and the longest break is close to 20 days.

I don't know how I have persevered until now, probably because I am reluctant, because I want to eat this bowl of rice, and the first book took too much effort, and I am really unwilling to give up.

You may not believe it, but I haven't taken a penny of manuscript fees until now, yes, not a penny.

It is estimated that I will get the first payment next month.

A year has passed in the blink of an eye, and I am very fortunate that there have been many more readers recently.

It's very busy during the Chinese New Year, and it will be updated, but it may be two days and one change, and I will try to make some adjustments after the sixth day of the new year to increase the amount of updates.

I'm too embarrassed to be lazy now, because I found out that there are still more chasers......

Terrible..

If the monthly manuscript fee can exceed 2000, I may resign and write full-time again, and then I will talk about it, I won't ask you for recommendation votes, and I am really embarrassed to open my mouth at this update speed.

Finally, thank you very much, thank you all for your subscription support.