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I don't know how long Princess Sheng's "story" has been stopped, I don't know if the tears in her eyes are flashing for the crown princess in the "story", or for the child who has never been hugged by her mother. She looked at Liu He, who was buried in her chest, for a long time, and she didn't know what kind of state of mind this child who had called herself "mother concubine" for more than 20 years, and how she would deal with this monstrous overturn.
"Mother!" Liu He was still buried in his head, and his hoarse voice seemed to come from behind the door: "Did the crown princess have anything to leave for that son?" β
Seeing Liu He speak, Princess Sheng exhaled: This child is also too calm and patient. I didn't even get mad or angry. It's just holding it like this, is it okay to take it seriously?
"Naturally, there is. That day, the crown princess talked to the second princess for a long time. Originally, they were just nodding friends in the boudoir, and they were not close, but at that time, they were reluctant, and there was nothing to say. β
How could Princess Sheng not tell him his mother's last words?! It's just that this mother should have been beyond his expectations.
The crown princess said that if there is no need to talk about this child's life experience in the future, she will not talk about it. If you want to say it, it is also to tell him that there is no need to say anything for your mother's hatred! He should only live according to his own heart, and live freely. If he is unlucky, what he really wants to do or fight for, he must also understand that it is because he wants to do it, not because he is a human being. β
Liu He raised his head, a pair of red eyes were flowing like blood, and the ground was a little frightened: "She doesn't hate?" β
At that moment, the second princess also asked her like this. She said that since she was a child, she has never lived according to her own heart; Since she was a child, her mother has warned her to be born a girl, and the middle palace is where she should go; Since she was a child, she was forced to learn this and that, talk like this, act like that, until she got married, and no one asked her what she wanted. She was born just a girl from a certain family, the wife of a certain man in the future, and never herself! Therefore, sorrow, joy, fear, and hatred are all insulated from her. β
"She's used to resigning herself to her fate! Get used to it! Princess Sheng sighed, remembering that she was still determined to change her out at that time, and she smiled after hearing it! That smile is like a vicissitudes of life comforting an innocent child!
"The second princess once thought about letting the princess find a way to get out, but the princess didn't want to! She said incognito, wandering in a foreign land is too tiring and bitter for her! She would rather accept her fate than survive. And if God has set her fate, she will change it, I am afraid that it will be honored on her child. She has been a person who accepts her fate in this life, and she doesn't want her child to be punished by God again, abused by God! . β
"The concubine thinks she's transparent? Or is the heart like ashes? Liu He asked the third sentence.
"It's all the same! Didn't you see through it? Princess Sheng stretched out her hand, just like he had done when he was a child, and stroked Liu He's head.
"That day, the second princess knew that since she married the prince, the prince interrogated the princess every day whether she had an old relationship with the second prince, and she was always resentful of why the princess had to wait for him to be crowned the prince! said that she was not here to marry, but just to marry the prince. β
"How should the crown princess answer? She never told the prince that her father and mother only wanted her to marry the prince, and any true affection was useless! The more she didn't say anything, the more suspicious the prince became. The couple are very affectionate in front of people, but after people, they often yell, one is silent, one rests in the inner room, and the other sleeps in the outer hallγγγγγγ Until the crown princess became pregnant. "That decree to canonize the emperor's grandson should be the princess's talisman!" Liu He's voice was even more hoarse: "So he thought of such an absurd plan, got rid of his father-in-law's family, held the second prince, grabbed the general, and then took away his father's country." β
"It's just that this plan is not well-thought-out, and it can't be described as clever. On what basis did he assume that it must be seamless? β
"Yan'er! Back then, the general said four words, people's hearts, human nature! The answer was the second prince who also asked this question. He saw through the queen's self-confident and self-satisfied humanity and took advantage of her mother's heart; saw through the human nature of the courtiers, who were mostly inflammatory, took advantage of their greed for fame, saw through the human nature of the crown princess who accepted her fate at will, and saw through her already indifferent heartγγγγγγ β
But he couldn't see through himself. He only said that he was the wisest man in the world; He only said that his calculations were dense and could not find a single gap; He only said that if he arranged it this way, others must have gone according to his reasoning, but no! Everyone can see through his clumsy plan, and everyone knows what he wants, so he shows him one by one. The cycle repeats, and I cheat! Maybe everyone says they are the most clever! β
Liu He pondered, and suddenly snorted in the middle of the ring, and sneered: "Those who succeed in his calculations are all close relatives." He is afraid that his brother will usurp the throne, that his relatives will be powerful in the future, that his father will not believe in him, that his wife's talent and fame will surpass his own, and even that his children will take away his dragon chair! Such a way of living is also hard. β
"Who doesn't live hard!" Princess Sheng smiled bitterly: "The second prince has to pretend to be weak all year round; The general had to pretend to be at odds with his son-in-law all day long; The second princess obviously cherished that child, but she could only treat him as a treat according to what the princess said. As for the emperor, until his death, he never lived a day of soberness, and the queen lived in remorse all the time, and as soon as the emperor collapsed, she followed. β
"The mother said that the crown princess said that she wanted to treat the child as a guest?" Liu He's heart was bitter, resentful, and desolate, and there was even one more weirdness at the moment.
"Yes, indeed. She said that if she was too affectionate, the prince would suspect that the second prince would one day use this child as a coercion and upset his court. If it is too thin, he will think that it is his flesh and blood after all, even if it is abandoned, it is also the blood of the Son of Heaven, how can the second prince be disrespectful? Therefore, the second princess can only provide for the child in terms of food and clothing, but she can't get too close in the end. I'm afraid that if I am not careful, I will harm the child, and also harm the people of the second prince's house! β
"Huhγγγγγ Indeed, he will! Liu He doesn't seem to remember that he is just telling the "story" now: "Listening to the mother concubine, the child should be the eldest son of the world, why did he become the second son instead?" β
This is also the crown princess's explanation. The eldest son of the Dao is too conspicuous, and he can't make up words to tell the child, it is better to say that he was born to a partial concubine, his mother died early, and he is the second son in the house, so it is safer. β
"Dare to ask the mother, so when is the child's birthday?" Liu He lamented that after more than 20 birthdays, he was fake every year.
"August 12. It is when the osmanthus blossoms. β
"August twelve? Mother concubine has not been mistaken? Liu He's heart felt like he had been hammered, and he stretched out his hand to cover it: Before returning to the north, the box handed over to Mr. Li must be sent to Sheng Meisu on August 12? It turned out that he was born on the same day?!
"How can I be mistaken! You can't go wrong with a break! Princess Sheng saw that Liu He's face suddenly turned pale, and she covered her heart again, and panicked.
"Yan'er, but it matters? Do you want to find a doctor? β
"Yaoyan is fine! Don't worry about it! Liu He waved his hand and took a few deep breaths. stabilized his mind that couldn't be stabilized at all: "It's just an old disease." No matter how unwell you are, just take some medicine! β
Princess Sheng didn't say anything more, but she was thinking in her heart that he didn't have this disease before. Thinking that another day, he would find a royal doctor who specializes in treating heartache to take a look at him.
"Yan'er, just now the palace also said that when the osmanthus flowers are all blooming here, I want to come to enjoy the flowers. I don't know if you remember, Shengwang Mansion, there are also a few osmanthus trees in the yard where you lived since you were a child? It was planted the year you were born. After you divide the house, the main palace will go to sit under the tree on August 12 every year. β
Liu He woke up suddenly, he has always only been planting the osmanthus tree for the scenery, it turned out to be so!! Liu He knelt down straight and straight in front of Princess Sheng: "Mother! β
Princess Sheng was shocked! looked at Liu He in disbelief: "Yan'er, what are you calling this palace for?!" β
"Mother!" Liu He kowtowed three times uprightly: "Yaoyan is not filial!" Yaoyan is ashamed of her mother! Mother deserves Yaoyan's lifelong filial piety! β
Princess Sheng burst into tears: "Yan'er, with your mother, this palace is worth everything!" Hongu was still worriedγγγγγγ β
"The mother concubine tried her best to raise Yaoyan, Yaoyan called it so, thought so, and did so, Yaoyan's biological mother should agree with it no matter whether she feels it in heaven or on earth! Why didn't the concubine tell that story to Yaoyan as soon as possible? It made Yaoyan alienate his father, queen and mother for a long time! βγ
Princess Sheng stretched out her hand to support Liu He and let him get up: "Yan'er, this palace originally thought, if you don't talk about it, you won't talk about it in this life!" It's just fate that makes people, and now I have to talk about it! β