Chen Fan was taken aback, he never thought that Lin Xiuwan would suddenly be like this, and she pulled her hand back like an electric shock, and she didn't know what it was like in her heart, so her tone softened and said, "Don't be like this." ”

Lin Xiuwan took a step closer, her chest was about to touch his body, and said, "Why, I'll give it to you now, you don't dare to ask for it?" Are you still not a man? ”

Chen Fan looked at her reddish eyes, listened to her tone full of anger, and said mean words, his heart seemed to be burned, and a stream of blood filled his brain.

"You don't know what I want."

A deep voice, coming from his throat, was a little hoarse,

"What I want is that you like me, your heart pounds when you think of me, your eyes light up when you look at me, and you want to be close to me when you are with me."

"But you're not, that time, when you pushed me away, I knew you weren't."

"I know, you just feel like you can't live without me. Because you have pinned all your memories of the earth on me. But it's not like. ”

"I don't want to be reluctant, I don't want to settle, I don't want a little reluctance in this."

After Chen Fan said all the words in his heart in one breath, he turned around, stopped looking at her, and finally said, "Don't tell me you like me, I don't believe it." ”

"I'm leaving."

With that, he walked in the direction of the carriage.

Behind, Lin Xiuwan didn't say anything, the whole person was like a sculpture, standing there motionless.

At this time, Xiaoqing, who was standing in the distance, saw Chen Fan get into the carriage and left, and the young lady was still standing there, a little anxious, so she quickly ran over and said anxiously, "Miss, Chen Gongzi is leaving." ”

After speaking, seeing that Miss didn't react at all, Xiaoqing felt that something was wrong, only to hear a slight sob, and felt a little uncomfortable, "Miss-" But she didn't know what to say, so she could only stand behind her.

The sobbing sound was getting louder and louder, and Xiaoqing listened from behind, and couldn't help but wet her eyes.

…………

On a carriage that was moving slowly, Chen Fan sat alone in the carriage, the curtain was hung up, and the wind outside blew in, blowing on his face, which was cool and cold to his heart.

He looked at his right hand, held it gently, and said in a voice that no one could hear, "I'm sorry. ”

Lin Xiuwan was able to say something like that, obviously with some kind of determination.

However, he didn't have much time.

Before, he subconsciously ignored this matter. Now, having realized it, it is impossible not to think about the future.

What would she do if they did come together, and a year later, he was gone?

Chen Fan occasionally thinks that this is just a copy of the world, just play it, after he leaves, no matter how big the flood is.

However, when the time came, he really couldn't do it.

In front of the carriage, Zhao Gang and Liu An sat in the driver's seat, neither of them spoke, and they could all see that the young master was in a very bad mood.

Zhao Gang, who was in charge of driving, deliberately slowed down, and the official road outside the capital was very smooth, so there were almost no bumps.

It is said that the boat and car are tiring, and it is really not a simple thing to go far away in this era, they are all dirt roads, potholes, and uneven heights. The carriage also had no shock absorption. Sitting in the car for a day can shake people apart.

And the horses that pull the cart also need to rest and need to be fed.

In short, it's quite troublesome. I can't travel much in a day.

A few days later, the carriage arrived in a large city, and Chen Fan decided to live here for a while. Sitting in the carriage these days, I was about to vomit him.

When they came out this time, they didn't have a specific destination, so it didn't matter where they went.

The commercial house of the Chen Mansion has a semicolon here, and they don't need to find another place to live, just let the semicolon people arrange it.

As soon as the novelty of the first few days passed, he felt that life seemed to be no different from when he was in the capital, and even more boring.

He began to practice again, and he practiced more devotedly and harder than before.

After living in this city for more than a month, Chen Fan's mood was no longer depressed and decided to move on.

In this way, Chen Fan stopped and stopped all the way, and if he didn't want to hurry, he found a city, or even a small town to live in for a while.

At this time, the beams were still in peace, and they took the official road, and they didn't encounter any car bandits and road rages.

Later, Chen Fan thought that it was too hard to ride in the carriage, so he changed to a boat again, and the speed suddenly became much faster.

Half a year later, he has arrived in a big city in the south, he is a southerner, or more adapted to the climate of the south, as for the diet, forget it, nearly a thousand years apart, eating habits have changed too much.

After walking so far and running all the way, Chen Fan also felt a little bored, it was really not interesting to travel like this, so he simply rented a courtyard here to live, and did not plan to go again.

Every day, I practiced exercises, read books, went shopping, fished, and sometimes wrote a letter to my little sister.

Occasionally, he would think of the lonely-looking woman in the capital.

Before you know it, winter is here again.

In recent years, Chen Fan finally completed the stage of boiling strength, and Zhao Gang officially taught him how to practice internal strength. It is also necessary to use medicinal pills and then breathe and breathe.

According to Zhao Gang, it is necessary to practice hard day and night, three or five years as fast, and ten years as slow, before it is possible to practice internal strength. The speed depends on each person's talent.

Chen Fan only has more than two months left, and he will definitely not be able to practice.

However, he has already mastered the method of cultivation, and when he returns to reality, he can try it, and maybe he will be able to practice it.

Even in the end, if you can't practice internal strength, exercising more is always good for your body. After all, in reality, he is almost three.

Time passed day by day, and in the blink of an eye, half of February was already over.

Chen Fan originally planned to spend the last half a month here, but a letter from the capital made him have to pack his luggage, take Zhao Gang and Liu An, and embark on the way home.

The letter only said one thing, my father was seriously ill and should return quickly.

His father, whom he has never met, stepped down a few years ago and returned to the capital to report on his work. This matter has already been said in the letter of the little sister Chen Zhilan.

Unexpectedly, the pillar of the Chen family, who was in the prime of life, fell ill, and the letter used the words "seriously ill", which was obviously not an ordinary illness.

Of course, Chen Fan can ignore it, anyway, after half a month, he will leave this copy world. However, he can pat his ass and leave, what should the original owner do?

In order to rush back to the capital as soon as possible, this time, they can take a boat, and they all try to take a boat.

While calculating the time, Chen Fan wrote a "suicide note" to "himself". He was worried that after he left, the original owner did not inherit the memories of this time, so it would be troublesome.

Finally, the morning before arriving in the capital, Chen Fan woke up and found that he had no strength in his body, and his mind was dizzy, knowing that the time had come.