Ye Lingchuan disappeared overnight.

Xiao Yuchen didn't know where he went, and he didn't ask, even if he knew one day, he wouldn't look for him.

She just preferred to believe that he was dead, Lingchuan, Yue, Yu Wei, Du Bing, and herself, all of them died this winter, from her self-deceptive lies.

So she really looked like a dead person, lying in bed and looking at the ceiling every day without moving. Every time the nurse who cared for her passed by the bed, she would carefully put her hand close to her nose to test if she was still breathing.

Finally came to the day of discharge, the nurse looked at Xiao Yuchen, who was sitting by the window with a blank face, and asked worriedly: "You are still in poor physical condition, let your family take good care of you." ”

Xiao Yuchen was slightly stunned when he heard a certain word, and two lines of tears flowed down from his empty eyes.

Oh no, she must have said the wrong thing, the nurse thought remorsefully. This girl must have a very bad relationship with her family, otherwise no one would have come to see her for so long.

She was blaming herself, but the head nurse came in and knocked on the door: "Xiao Yuchen, your family has come to pick you up, you can go back." ”

The young nurse was immediately relieved: "It seems that your family still cares about you, don't scare me." ”

There was a fair-skinned and delicate boy standing at the door of the ward, and when he walked in, the nurse was surprised to see the first glimmer of light in Xiao Yuchen's eyes for so long, but it was extinguished again in only a moment.

Zhou Zimeng sat down by the window, carefully examining the injury on Xiao Yuchen's face, he raised his hand to touch her face, but she avoided it.

He didn't expect Xiao Yuchen to have such an attitude, and put down his hand a little embarrassed: "Do you hate me so much?" ”

Xiao Yuchen closed his eyes expressionlessly and did not speak.

How could she hate him, it's just that he was the last person she wanted to see right now. She didn't want him to see herself so miserable, she didn't want him to see the scars all over her body, she was afraid that he would laugh at her so-called strength and not be able to protect anything, and she was afraid that he would ridicule her betrayal and end up like this.

There was no sound in the room for a long time, and Zhou Zimeng had probably left. She slowly opened her sad eyes, but was embraced into a warm embrace.

"Come home with me, Xiao Yuchen." Zhou Zimeng stroked her hair with heartache, and the palm of her hand that had been lost for four years was still so warm and tolerant.

"Why ......," she muttered, "I've changed, become what you hate the most, why do you say this to me......"

"I've never thought so," Zhou Zimeng hugged her gently, "No matter what others think, but for me, you will always be the girl I used to be, and you have never changed." ”

Xiao Yuchen's tears slowly flowed down.

Yes, I will always be the useless Xiao Yuchen you know.

I desperately want to become strong, but after four years, I stand in front of you, still losing my family, leaving myself bruised, and I can only cry at you helplessly.

It's just that it would be nice if you could have told me earlier.