Tang Haoyu's whole body froze in place.

Some images that were sealed in the depths of his memory appeared in his mind.

The sunset is slanting, at dusk, the remnant sun shines on the river dam like a dark yellow horizon, the car is slow and the water is slow, Tang Haoyu walks on the left side of Mu Shanshan, Mu Shanshan is wearing a white pleated long skirt, this time she did not bring a hairpin, her long hair with a lavender fragrance dances with the evening breeze, and she keeps stroking Mu Shanshan's cheeks.

Tang Haoyu couldn't help but peek at her side face several times, he often did this when he was in class, but today is different, Mu Shanshan is exceptionally beautiful today.

Mu Shanshan is still the same as usual, she will hold a book in her hand wherever she goes, she looks at the front and walks slowly, the sun beats their shadows, Tang Haoyu has been secretly happy in his heart, because from his point of view, he and Mu Shanshan's shadows seem to be hugging.

The two walked like this since they left the school gate, without saying a word, although Tang Haoyu felt very embarrassed, and constantly complained to himself in his heart, "I can usually say it so much on the Internet, but how can I become dumb in reality", "Speak quickly, find a topic, the girl you like is next to you, why are you so cowardly", "Oh, Tang Haoyu, you are really a waste, you are really a waste of air when you are alive, and a waste of land when you die".

Tang Haoyu didn't know why Mu Shanshan asked him if he would like to send her home when he was out of school, he had just woken up and thought he had heard it wrong, and he didn't react until Mu Shanshan repeated it, and then followed her here in a daze.

He watched Mu Shanshan walk one footprint after another, although the two did not speak, he was really happy, so happy that he hoped that this road could go on forever, so happy that he was reluctant to take a step, and so happy that he hoped that he could send Mu Shanshan home every day in the future.

But he forgot, forgot that this day was May 17, 2017, forgot that this day was Mu Shanshan's birthday, and forgot that this day was the first time Mu Shanshan took the initiative to talk to him.

It was a very happy day, but he still forgot.

The sun is scorching, it is obviously the autumn equinox, but this day is extremely hot, Mu Shanshan is sitting on the park swing, she is looking down at the book in her hand, "Pride and Prejudice" written by Jane Austen.

But Tang Haoyu was sitting on the abandoned merry-go-round not far away, he looked at Mu Shanshan in the shade of the tree, he always felt that Mu Shanshan must have been a charming lady in the last century, the kind of existence that would be admired and pursued by the noble son, not him, a coveted decrepit boy.

He knew the book in Mu Shanshan's hand, but he only knew the name, when he first met at the beginning of school, Mu Shanshan held a copy of "The Camel Walking Upside Down" in his hand, and talked to him about some of the content on it.

But he hadn't read the book, and on the day of their first meeting, he told himself that he had to learn about it and read it, but in the end he forgot about it because of the game.

Today is Saturday, Mu Shanshan asked him out for the first time, just a simple sentence of "Come out? see you in Lorraine Park" He came in a hurry, and he didn't ask what to do, so he just watched Mu Shanshan read a book.

Still, he was happy that he sat far away to avoid disturbing her beside him.

The two sat like this until the evening, until Mu Shanshan closed the book and walked in front of him, carefully patted him with the book to wake him up from a sweet dream, and then ended the afternoon with a "thank you".

That night, Tang Haoyu lay in bed and recalled this afternoon countless times, recalling until he didn't know when he fell asleep.

Even though he remembered it so many times, he still forgot.

Tang Haoyu stood outside the classroom and watched Mu Shanshan accept Zhao Zhenghua's flowers surrounded by the people around him, and his heart suddenly became empty again, there was nothing left, what else could he be empty?

With a trembling body, he suddenly rushed inside, but was turned away by an invisible force, he could see, but he couldn't touch it, and he couldn't get closer.

Tang Haoyu slapped the air hard, but the pain was real, no matter how loud he screamed and slapped hard, no matter how strong his heart was to take Mu Shanshan away, only he could feel it.

And just when he was at a loss and trying his best to think of other ways, Zhao Zhenghua suddenly looked at him, as if he saw him, and as if he was standing here at that time.

Tang Haoyu was frightened by Zhao Zhenghua's sudden gaze, he retreated again and again, but Zhao Zhenghua's gaze kept following him.

After hesitating for two seconds, Tang Haoyu suddenly mustered up all his strength and wanted to try to rush in again, with his raised right hand and fierce appearance, he rushed over like a demon who wanted to take the princess away from the troubled world.

"Zhao Zhenghua, I'll fuck you!!"

This time he finally rushed in, but before he could rush to the crowd and pull Mu Shanshan away, the picture in front of him changed again.

Tang Haoyu looked around, he was still in his own lounge, but his body and expression were still in the same state as before.

He lowered his hand and began to inhale heavily, the fear in his heart was still there, and the unspeakable sense of loss and guilt was desperately spreading somewhere in his body.

"Is this true?" he asked, staring into the eyes of his follower, who was now like a lion walking in the center of the city, his face wary, ready to pounce on the prey in front of him.

"That's what you're asking. The other party said expressionlessly.

"What is your purpose, why did you suddenly find me?" Tang Haoyu stepped back cautiously, he was too close to this person now.

"How are you feeling right now?" asked.

"You answer my question, what is your purpose!" Tang Haoyu said sharply, his voice already hoarse.

"It's sad, isn't it? It's better to say it's sad, I didn't have time to grab anything, and everything slipped away quietly when I was sleepy. The other party still did not answer him, and continued, "When you are sleeping, others are harassed again and again by the imp, when you skip class, the imp disturbs others again and again, and when you feel happy, others are hiding their sadness. ”

"Look, you haven't caught anything, and you always feel like you're losing, what have you had?"

"Enough! I ask you, what is your purpose?!" Tang Haoyu bowed his head and shouted.

But the other party had no intention of ending, but was approaching him, and the voice roared around him like thunder, pressing tightly.

"I never thought about what to catch, and I didn't put it into action, I used these three words of indifference to deceive myself like a dream, and persuaded myself with the four words of going with the flow, who will you lose if you don't lose?"

Tang Haoyu retreated uncomfortably, and it was not until he retreated to the end that the other party stopped and said the last sentence:

"Your grief is so pathetic. ”

"Then tell me what to do?!" Tang Haoyu finally couldn't stand it anymore and sat on the ground, his face was already full of tears, and tears were dotted on the floor along the tip of his nose, making a non-stop cold sound.

"Didn't you ask me what my purpose was?" the other man's voice returned to flat.

Tang Haoyu couldn't cry, grabbed his hair fiercely and nodded vigorously.

"to stop you from losing it next time. ”

Tang Haoyu looked up, at this time he still couldn't understand what the other party meant, he had the urge to think about breaking his head.

"If I don't come, you're going to lose something again, you've already missed it once, and watching you miss it again may have some uncontrollable consequences, so I'm here, in fact, I've always been there, including the last time I reminded you, but you finally chose to leave, instead of choosing to rush into the campus, what can an old man of nearly sixty stop you?

In front of the desperately sprinting antelope, the tiger had no way to stop it.

But you can't be blamed for that, because you didn't even see her plea for help. ”

"What is it this time?" asked Tang Haoyu as he tried to squeeze out a little voice.

"A person who cares about you, this time the loss will be a permanent loss, no point of recovery, and your heart tells me that if you lose her, you may die. ”

"Who?" Tang Haoyu asked as he looked at the other party.

The other party put his right index finger in front of his mouth and did not speak.

"So what am I going to do?"

"It's very simple, do everything you have, use everything you have, you have never fought hard, I think, this time, you need to gamble your all, not only your life, but also your saddest sorrow. The other party said earnestly.

Tang Haoyu's whole body trembled, and the last sentence Senior Brother Song Yunan also said to him, although the content is different, but the nature seems to be the same.

"You've already figured it out, right? Time is out of time. ”

Tang Haoyu looked at the other party and nodded, but the other party smiled knowingly, as if he was hinting at him.

"That's all I can tell you, hurry up. The other party said, "By the way, I have to remind you that the Emperor of Mountains and Seas, the Hill of the Dead Hole, has awakened." ”

"The Hill of the Dead?" Tang Haoyu frowned, "Didn't you say that it was the king of the sea, Idores?"

"Huh?" the other laughed twice, "This is your mistake, okay, I'm leaving, trust me, we'll meet soon." ”

"Wait, wait, wait. Tang Haoyu stood up with difficulty and said, "Why do you want to help me? ”

"Hmm~~ Why?" the other party put his hands on his chest, his fingers clicked on his arms and thought, "Maybe it's because you're pitiful." ”

Tang Haoyu: "......"

"I also have a problem that I can't say, and you will know it later, but I can only say that this is the last thing I can do as a minister for the dead Lord. The other person said, "Okay, I look forward to meeting you next time." ”

Tang Haoyu just wanted to speak, but the other party had disappeared, and the window had returned to night, and the window was also closed, and everything here was restored.

Time ticks and ticks.

Tang Haoyu immediately walked to the computer, and the other party had already reminded him that time stopped indicating that something had also stopped, and that thing was related to what he was going to lose.

He looked at the screen, pressed the TAP key on the keyboard and found that the eldest sister did not buy equipment, and her heart was beating rapidly, and he signaled the eldest sister who was standing in the spring water, but the eldest sister was still indifferent.

Now Tang Haoyu's whole person is not good, he knows who he is about to lose.

He's going to lose his big sister.

Lost Song Yunxi.