Chapter 311 Wrong Choice
My eyes froze.
Jin Jiu'er's bleak voice was like the steam wheel of a big truck running over my heart.
But I don't understand why or what she means.
Are you asking why I'm holding hands with Ao Yan in the toilet?
But it won't make her so sad......
"Aged! Tell me, do you hate me very much? Isn't it! Jin Jiu'er suddenly shouted hysterically, and her tears fell like rain.
I was stunned.
In my impression, Jin Jiu'er has always been gentle and gentle, she is like a big sister next door to everyone, she never gets angry, and she is rarely heard loud even when she speaks.
She was even more gentle to me.
This is the first time I've seen Jin Jiu'er shout at me so angrily.
I replied to her with difficulty: "I don't hate you, how can I hate you......"
A desperate smile appeared on Jin Jiu'er's pear blossom and rainy face, and she said:
"I used to think that even if we couldn't be together, but at least you don't hate me, you have a little bit of a good impression of me, I don't complain that God didn't have a long eye to let us be together, I just hate that I didn't meet you earlier, I didn't meet you before Wang Mingming......"
"I also always thought that except for Wang Mingming, you only held my hand, I know that her weight is the heaviest in you, I don't fight with her, but I think in your heart, I should be able to rank second...... But I understand now that I was wrong! ”
My whole body stiffened, the stone blocking my chest was getting bigger and bigger, and I was getting more and more uncomfortable.
I never knew that Jin Jiu'er thought so.
At this moment, I really want to tell her that she is more than second in my heart!
But I can't say it, maybe not even in my life.
"It was all my hallucination...... It turned out that it was all my own passion...... It turns out that you are not dedicated to Wang Mingming, so you are not with me...... It turns out that you can also take the hand of other women! It turns out that you can be intimate with other women! It turns out that I can't even rank second in your heart! ”
Jin Jiu'er shouted at me, her mournful voice almost resounding through the western suburbs of Shanghai.
At the same time, it also tore my heart apart.
I only understood at this moment the reason why Jin Jiu'er was sad.
In my opinion, holding Ao Yan's hand seems to be nothing, but in Jin Jiu'er's eyes, it represents too much.
"On the train, I don't understand why you don't even look at me, but now I understand, it turns out that you hate me...... If you hate me so much, why did you want me to feel good about you in the first place? If you hate me so much, why did you save me last time? ”
"Chen, tell me...... Why do you have to show up in front of me again and again when I am determined to finish with it? Did you know that when I saw you, all my resolve would be shattered? ”
Jin Jiu'er looked at me sneeringly, her voice became smaller, but she was even more desperate.
"I ......"
I can't say a word.
rescued her at the door of Zhang Qiancheng's house last time, and she really guessed that it was me, and on the train, she really guessed that the person sitting next to her was me.
I now know that I can't forget Jin Jiu'er, and Jin Jiu'er has never forgotten me.
"You like Wang Mingming, and Wang Mingming loves you, but I can be sure that no one in the world loves you more than me, and she can't compare to her! But why are you hurting me again and again? ”
After saying this, Jin Jiu'er seemed to have exhausted all her strength.
All the things in the past, with Jin Jiu'er's words, reappeared in my mind.
I stayed where I was.
After a long time, Jin Jiu'er stretched out her hand to wipe the tears on her cheeks, she suddenly smiled with relief, and she said, "But today, you killed this person with your own hands!" ”
My soul shook.
After Jin Jiu'er finished speaking, she wanted to leave.
I understand that if I don't explain anything at this moment, the connection between us will be completely severed.
Just let her misunderstand me like this, she will completely die to me, and even hate me!
But I also understand that if I don't explain, Jin Jiu'er's heart will be full of devastation and will never recover.
Before today, I did a lot of things that I thought were right, I thought I took care of Jin Jiu'er, and I didn't live up to Wang Mingming.
But in the end, it was always the girl in front of me who was hurt.
So tonight, I decided to make the wrong choice.
Without hesitation, I grabbed Jin Jiu'er's hand.
"You've been touched by me! Old, your hands make me sick! Jin Jiu'er said coldly.
Her words once again made my heart like a knife.
No matter what I did before, she never scolded me......
I suppressed the breath in my throat, I still grabbed Jin Jiu'er's hand and said:
"Can you trust me one more time?"
Jin Jiu'er didn't respond, and her face was even more covered with a layer of frost.
I said word by word: "Ao Yan and I are not what you think, maybe you will understand after tomorrow, the reason why I dare not look at you on the train is because I am afraid that the determination to draw the end will collapse, and I have never thought of hurting you,"
"Plus, you're not just second in my heart."
With that, I let go of my hand.
And Jin Jiu'er's pretty face froze, and her eyes gradually froze.
After saying that, I looked at him and smiled.
Immediately after that, I was the first to leave.
I don't need to explain too much, these are enough, if Jin Jiu'er still has a little bit of trust in me, she will believe me.
Leaving the manor, I returned to my hotel in Shanghai.
Because of meeting Jin Jiu'er, I walked for a long time on the bustling streets of Shanghai, and my heart gradually calmed down, and when I returned to my residence, I had the heart to focus on the Absolute Immortal Sword.
I opened the sword case, and a sharp light directly caused my pupils to tingle.
The Zhu Immortal Diagram in my body seemed to be about to break out at this moment.
It may be that the Absolute Immortal Sword in the sword box felt the Immortal Diagram, so it automatically put away the sharp mang, revealing an aura of intimacy.
It was at this moment that I saw the true face of this Excalibur.
The sword body is slender, thinner than the average ancient sword, and it is longer, and the whole body is not too fancy, and the sword body is even more ordinary, only the hilt of the sword is carved with an oracle bone inscription "absolute".
But when the Absolute Immortal Sword left the Tibetan Soldier Wood, the ever-changing explosive sword qi instantly filled the entire room, and the home inside couldn't withstand the sword qi released by the Absolute Immortal Sword at will, and this was still under the condition that the Absolute Immortal Sword was somewhat restrained.
I hurriedly took back the Absolute Immortal Sword from the Hidden Soldier Wood, only this good Hidden Soldier Wood specially used to suppress weapons could cover the sword aura of the Absolute Immortal Sword.
It can already be completely confirmed, this is the Absolute Immortal Sword, as long as I take out the Zhuxian Diagram and the two are integrated, even if the purpose of my coming to Shanghai City is successfully achieved, to be honest, if I am selfish, I can buy a ticket to go back to Cloud City now.
However, I didn't take out the Zhuxian diagram, and it is even more impossible for me to leave now.
The matter in Shanghai is far from over.
The Ao clan is waiting for me, Jin Jiu'er is still in Huashui Manor, even if there is a danger tomorrow, I have to go to the auction!
After putting away the Absolute Immortal Sword, I couldn't sleep all night.
Not only because of the auction, but also because of Jin Jiu'er......
The next morning, I came to the Huashui Chamber of Commerce early.
The auction started at noon, but I still came early in the morning because I always felt that something was going to happen to the Huashui Chamber of Commerce in the morning.
My hunch was accurate, and when I arrived at the manor, I found that the gate of the manor was full of people, and there were several corpses lying in the crowd!