In the western suburbs of Foshan, in the direction of the 'Five Heavens' at the entrance of Shahe Bangtang, the firelight reflected half of the sky in Foshan, and at this time, Huang Shaohong had already returned to his bedroom, sat down cross-legged, and cultivated the 'Lotus Treasure Book'!

At this time, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and all kinds of disturbing voices kept emerging in his head, this situation suddenly appeared when he returned to Bao Zhilin and sorted out the loot, and after the excitement brought by the adrenaline subsided, the sequelae of killing finally began to appear.

The voices in my head are mainly divided into two camps, one side advocates that "those who follow me live, and those who oppose me die, since it is a crossing of the crowd, then all those who are not good for me can be killed, and those who are good for me can also be killed, without mercy." ”

On the other hand, they advocate that 'don't kill too much, or they will kill indiscriminately, do whatever they want, and have no scruples, what is the difference between that and the devil!' ”

Huang Shaohong remembers that when he watched anime when he was a child, the good and evil of the protagonist in it were often represented by two villains representing angels and demons, angels representing goodness and demons representing evil, and the two villains quarreled endlessly in the protagonist's mind.

He felt that he was in this situation now, the former from the education he had received more than 20 years ago, from what he heard and saw was to be kind to others, moral and bright.

The latter comes from the previous killings, the kind of freewheeling pleasure, the kind of unscrupulous comfort, the kind of easy collection of lives as long as you punch, kick, or more simply pull the trigger.

The former is restraint, the latter is unscrupulous, these two concepts are entangled in his mind at the moment, and his head is going to explode.

Huang Shaohong knew that he was probably affected by the unscrupulous killing when he completed the task before, or that this behavior was a strong impact on his human morality.

In other words, I may have a mental problem now, and I am simply going crazy about the rhythm.

So when Huang Shaohong couldn't bear it anymore and asked the system for help to no avail, he pinned his hopes on the 'Lotus Treasure Book' that could improve his heart and strengthen his will.

Sitting cross-legged on the bed, Huang Shaohong closed his eyes and thoughts, emptied his body and mind, and let the tense muscles and nerves in his body slowly relax, I don't know how long it took, his body finally relaxed, but the chaotic thoughts in his mind did not improve at all.

After his body relaxed, Huang Shaohong hit all his energy, visualizing the vague dark green color in his mind.

Unlike usual, the buds that I had been able to visualize skillfully before, but this time the visualization was extremely difficult, but after all, I had the experience of successfully visualizing it, and even if it was difficult, that touch of green was slowly taking shape.

From vague and clear, gradually in those chaotic thoughts slowly took shape, the difference is that this time it is clearer than ever, the color gradually changes from dark green to emerald green, and the buds even bulge, as if they are about to burst at any moment.

I don't know how long it took, there was a soft 'pop', and the emerald green on the bud cracked a crack, revealing a touch of pink inside.

At the moment when the pink appeared, the chaotic thoughts in Huang Shaohong's mind seemed to have found an outlet for catharsis, or passive attraction, all of which were absorbed by the pink, and the pink became more and more vivid.

Without those many chaotic thoughts, Huang Shaohong's mind was instantly clear, and his body and mind were extremely comfortable, and when he opened his eyes, he found that it was already bright outside, and Aunt Thirteen and Lin Yunkai were looking at themselves worriedly in front of their beds.

"Feihong, are you alright?" When the thirteenth aunt saw Huang Shaohong come to her senses, her face suddenly showed joy.

Huang Shaohong shook his head: "Why did you come into my room?" ”

Aunt Thirteen complained: "It's not because of you, Yun Kai called you to eat in the morning, and you didn't make a sound for half a day, thinking that you didn't dare to call again when you slept deeply, but now it's noon, I'm worried that you have something to do, so I came in to take a look, what are you doing?" ”

Huang Shaohong probably guessed what happened through her words, and he himself was startled, in his mind, it was just dawn, who would have thought that it was already noon.

Seeing that the other party was looking at him both worried and complaining, he immediately smiled and said, "It's nothing, I've been interested in the doctrines of the Taoist and Buddhist schools recently, just study one or two!" ”

Aunt Thirteen was surprised: "You don't want to become a monk, do you?" ”

Huang Shaohong said with a smile: "What do you think, my family is a single line, and I haven't married yet, so I have to find a beautiful woman with big eyes and a good figure to Yunkai and them as a teacher!" ”

After hearing what he said, Aunt Thirteen's face suddenly flushed, and she turned her head and said, "Feihong, what are you talking about, I...... I'm going to do your laundry......"

After speaking, he grabbed the dirty clothes that Huang Shaohong changed out of yesterday and escaped out of the bedroom.

Huang Shaohong suddenly found that his words might have caused some misunderstanding, and hurriedly explained: "Shaoyun, don't misunderstand, I didn't mean you!" ”

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw that the clothes that had been taken away by the thirteenth aunt were thrown in along the door and fell to the ground, and then a slightly frantic voice came: "You wash it yourself, I still have something!" ”

"Eh, what's wrong with her?" Huang Shaohong, who had just woken up from his visualization, was still a little confused about the current situation, Lin Yunkai on the side covered his mouth and snickered, and when he saw the master asking, he quickly found an excuse to hide.

After lunch, Huang Shaohong practiced his fists and feet for a while, then returned to his room, made a pot of tea and tasted it slowly, remembering the distracting thoughts of mediocrity in his mind yesterday, he couldn't help but shake his head and smile bitterly.

After all, he was just an otaku who had traveled through two worlds, and if it weren't for the method of visualization, he would never have been able to break free from this mental problem so quickly.

At this time, with the help of the 'Lotus Treasure Book', the heart ape is contained, the horse is restrained, and the problem is also very clear, at this time, think about it again, kill or not, what does it have to do with good and evil?

As long as you keep the bottom line of your heart, as long as you are a person who can be killed, and you are worthy of killing tens of millions of people, that is the best answer.

For example, Hong Qigong in the Condor is the best example, when he faced Qiu Qianren on the top of Huashan and asked who was worthy of killing him, only he dared to tell the other party calmly, 'I have killed 231 people in my life, and everyone should be punished for their crimes'!

Why did Hong Qi kill so many people but didn't have such a mediocre problem as himself? That's because he has his own bottom line, and anyone who crosses this line can be killed!

And what about yourself? If you have been so indecisive, then maybe you don't have to encounter danger and go crazy first, so where is the bottom line of your own heart?

Those people in the Sand River Gang, even if there are no tasks issued by the system, should they be killed? The answer is yes!

Huang Shaohong slowly clenched his fists, and his joints made a 'creaking' crisp sound: "As long as you think you can kill someone, you can kill them!" ”