Zhang Yan's eyes flashed, her hands were in her pockets, and she was clutching the inside of her trouser pockets.

She gritted her teeth and finally asked, "Mr. Xu, if you were me, how would you choose?" ”

Xu Jingsi said quietly, "I can't say this, the environment is different, the outlook on life and values are different, and the ideas must be different." I think the most important thing is to look at the individual, to see what you want, and also to think clearly, in the future, your decision now will not make you regret it! ”

Xu Jingsi herself used to be single until she was in her thirties, and it was not that she didn't want to find someone to rely on, but when she felt that she could start a family, she couldn't find the right one.

But she has never regretted using all her time for work, and if she could do it all over again, she would still do it when she was helpless and had no way out!

Think about it, in the future, you won't regret your decisions now......

Zhang Yan stood on the curb of the road and looked at the opposite side, not far from the diagonal opposite is the People's Hospital, she has to pass through here twice a day, whether it is windy or rainy, or morning and night, people come in and out here, never stop!

Almost every time she passed by, she would think that if their family was rich, would Jin Feng's legs be able to see well?

Money, an unusually cheesy word, made Zhang Yan gradually make up her mind, and she went home this time to get back nearly 500 yuan.

And her parents told her not to go out to work anymore because of the 500 yuan, because they said that the 500 yuan could be spent for a lifetime. Zhang Yan listened to her parents' words at that time, she felt very sad, the turnover of the store in a day can exceed more than 100 yuan, can 500 yuan be spent for a lifetime?

No, this is not the life she wants, she doesn't want to break ten flowers with a penny like her parents, she lives a life that makes her feel at ease!

"Mr. Xu," Zhang Yan took a deep breath and said to Xu Jingsi, "I won't go back to my hometown to get married." ”

Xu Jingsi said slowly, "Zhang Yan, to be honest, I'm very happy that you can choose it this way, maybe I am the kind of person who is independent and likes to rely on myself, and I subconsciously feel that other women should be like me." But just now you asked me how I choose, and I really can't give you an answer, because one decision will change the fate of a lifetime! ”

"Mr. Xu, I will never regret it!"

Looking at Zhang Yan with a determined expression, Xu Jingsi smiled, "It's not that if you stay in the city, you won't be able to find a partner, we have our own money and our pockets are bulging, maybe it's better to find a partner." Save the salary you earn, buy a house in the city in two years, and settle down here is no worse than others! ”

Zhang Yan was a little stunned, "Settle down here?" ”

"Yes, I calculated, your income in the last half a year was more than seven hundred, and now a house is about five or six thousand yuan, if it's not good, it may be cheaper, don't you dare to think about it?"

There were ripples in Zhang Yan's heart, what did she dare not think? She secretly made up her mind, she must work hard, save money well, and her goal is to buy a house for herself!

"Don't think about it, fate will naturally come when it should come, by the way, what about your sister, how is her accounting?"

Speaking of Zhang Jinfeng, Zhang Yan's face was embarrassed again, "She..... She's at home. ”

"In my hometown?"

"No, where we live."

"So you're done?" 90 look

"Well, I finished it years ago."

Xu Jingsi didn't have a happy look when she saw Zhang Yan mention Zhang Jinfenglai, and her mind moved slightly, "Does your sister have a job now?" ”

Zhang Yan smiled bitterly, "Mr. Xu......" she shouted, but stopped talking.

Seeing this, Xu Jingsi said, "Is there anything else I can't say to me?" ”

Zhang Yan sighed and looked at Xu Jingsi, "When Jin Feng came from her hometown, you took her in, and you gave her confidence in life. But...... Since she came back this year to look for a job, she has hit walls everywhere and is in a very bad mood. ”

Xu Jingsi knew what was going on as soon as she heard it, and most people in the world were still prejudiced against people with disabilities.

"Why don't you come to me?" Xu Jingsi said quietly.

"You know, Jin Feng has a strong temperament, and when she didn't leave the ground, you supported her, but she felt that she couldn't even find a job, let alone have the face to see you."

Xu Jingsi said slowly, "How do you say this, how can you be faceless?" At the beginning, we didn't say yes, but after she finished her studies, she could come over at any time as long as she wanted and work on my side. My company just needs someone here, so let her come over. ”

When Zhang Yan heard this, she was extremely excited, "Mr. Xu ......"

Xu Jingsi reached out and patted her on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "Let's go, go to your house!" ”

Zhang Yan replied loudly, "Hey! ”

Just taking advantage of the fact that she was not busy now, Xu Jingsi pedaled on her bicycle and followed Zhang Yan to her residence, where they still lived in the house they rented before.

If you start this year, the rent will rise to nine.

The bicycle was parked outside the courtyard gate of the house they rented, and the two walked in together, this yard was rented separately, Zhang Yan and her sister rented a house on the east side, the house was low, the windows were small, and a layer of plastic sheeting was pasted on the outside to keep warm.

When she first walked to the door of the house where Zhang Yan and her family lived, there was a loud sound of reading inside, and Zhang Yan was about to shout, but was stopped by Xu Jingsi.

"The most precious thing for a man is life, and there is only one life for each person, and a man's life should be spent in this way: when he recalls the past, he will not regret that he wasted his time; Nor will he be ashamed of his inaction, and when he is dying, he will be able to say: "My whole life and all my energies have been devoted to the most magnificent cause in the world - the struggle for the liberation of all mankind." A man should hurry to live to the fullest, for unexpected illnesses and tragic accidents can end his life at any moment......"

Xu Jingsi's heart was very moved when she listened, and Zhang Jinfeng read the famous words of the hero Paul Kochagin in the book "How Steel is Made".

Paul Kochagin was really miserable, he devoted himself to life with full enthusiasm, but he didn't want all his enthusiasm to be ruined by his illness...... Zhang Jinfeng used Paul Kochajin to encourage himself.

When the sound in the room disappeared, Xu Jingsi knocked on the door.

"Mr. Xu, don't knock on the door." Zhang Yan's words fell, and Zhang Jinfeng's voice also sounded in the room, "Who." ”

Because she knew that her sister went to work, it was possible that she was an outsider at this time.

Zhang Yan replied in a loud voice, "It's me and Mr. Xu, open the door quickly." ”