Chapter 48 proposes to leave
Zeng Lihua slept very unsteadily all night, and dreamed of Liu Shimeng several times in his dreams, and when he opened his eyes and regained consciousness, he scratched his hair fiercely.
He really felt that he was going crazy, so he could only stared at the roof in a daze with a sad face, and after thinking for a long time, he made a decision, maybe only after being separated for a while, he would forget this difficult unrequited love.
When Zeng Lihua walked out of the room, Liu Shimeng was still busy in the kitchen, and when she saw him smiling, she was so beautiful.
"Morning!" Liu Shimeng served breakfast.
"Morning, I'm going to wash up!" Zeng left the painting with a smile.
When they sat at the table again, the two of them suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and they both remembered yesterday's events, so they could only eat silently and no one spoke.
"Shimeng, I'm going on a business trip this afternoon, this time it will be longer! You have to take good care of yourself and be lucky at home! Towards the end of breakfast, he left the painting road.
"So fast! Are all the supplies for the business trip ready? ......" Liu Shimeng's dark eyes flickered, as if she wanted to say something, but she still didn't say it after all.
"There's nothing to prepare, I'm not at home, you don't have to be reluctant to spend money, eat the food in the refrigerator, lock the door at night!" Zeng Lihua felt very uncomfortable, but he still didn't forget his instructions.
"Thank you! I want to talk to you about something! Liu Shimeng put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, glanced at Zeng Li's painting, and turned his gaze to other places.
"Hmm!" Zeng left the painting road.
"I... Disturbing you for too long, you lent a helping hand and gave me a warm home when I was destitute, however, if I stay for a long time, it may cause you a lot of trouble, so, so I want to move out! ”
Liu Shimeng said that her heart seemed to be blocked by a dark cloud, and she felt very heavy.
Zeng Lihua looked at Liu Shimeng in surprise, the historical data was not in time, and she never thought that she would choose to leave.
He pursed his lips, lowered his head and looked at the desktop, and said after being silent for a long time: "Since Shimeng has a choice, let's wait for me to come back from the performance and then move!" Are you because of my emotional problems with you? ”
"Not all, since ancient times, there are differences between men and women, although we live under the same roof, the relationship is innocent, but this will still cause misunderstanding, I can't think about other things now, I just want to give my brother out and do a good job, I don't want to cause you unnecessary trouble, so it's better for me to move out!"
"Yes, you think very thoughtfully, you have really worked hard during this time, I am very grateful to you for bringing me the warmth of a winter, no matter where you move in the future, you can contact me at any time if you have something, we are still good friends!"
Zeng Lihua's eyes overflowed with a touch of sadness, his lips became tighter and tighter, he was very confused and worried at this time, but also helpless, no matter from which point of view, Liu Shimeng's choice was right.
"Of course, we'll always be good friends, it's time, I'm going to work, are you gone when you come back in the evening?" Liu Shimeng's heart was also very chaotic, and she even felt that her mind was swollen, and her eyes were a little sour.
"Hmmm! It's going to be a few days before we meet again, take care of yourself, and go to work! Don't be late! It's windy outside today, wear glasses! Zeng Lihua stood up and barely smiled heartily.
"Good!"
Liu Shimeng flashed into the bedroom and sat on the bed, fine beads of sweat had already appeared in her white and slender palms, she couldn't help but hold her chest, that heart was beating so fast, she didn't know why she said that?
Zeng Lihua was no longer interested in eating, looking at the breakfast made by Liu Shimeng himself on the table, it was difficult to swallow, and he looked at the naughty luck of picking flowers in a daze.
When the neatly dressed Liu Shimeng came out again, Zeng Lihua had already cleaned up the table, sat on the sofa and hugged Lucky, his fingers seemed to be very nervous stroking Lucky's soft hair.
"I'm leaving, so I wish you a nice trip! Eat well outside, too! It's spring and you fall in love with fire, you have a lot of throat to sing, this is what I bought for you, just soak in water and drink it! Liu Shimeng handed Zeng Lihua a bag of medicinal tea, and at first glance, she carefully matched it.
"Thank you, Mr. Liu! It's not early, let's go! Otherwise, I'm really late, and I won't accompany you with the deduction of wages! Zeng Lihua said with a smile.
"Okay! Bye! Liu Shimeng said.
Liu Shimeng closed Zeng Li's painted face in the door, stood at the door and sighed and walked downstairs.
Zeng Lihua stood in front of the window and watched Liu Shimeng's departing back through the curtain, his heart was in turmoil, how could he be reluctant to let her leave, how could he bear to have no home without her?
Liu Shimeng walked to the door of the community and looked back at the direction of her home with some surprise.
She walked her own path quietly, looking at the familiar streets, familiar trees and flowers, but there may not be many opportunities to walk on this road in the future, and she doesn't know where her next home is? Will it still be as warm and comfortable as it is now?
Time passed quickly, and the peach blossoms that had bloomed vigorously for the first few days had already turned to dust, caring for the roots of the peach trees and moisturizing the tender green leaves.
Liu Shimeng sat at the table in the studio and looked out the window at the hurried passing cars in a daze, with a trace of sadness in her eyes.
Zeng has been away from home for a while, and should be coming back soon, as time drags in, it also means that she is about to leave the home she loves, and she suddenly thinks, if she moves to a new home, what will happen if she is lucky? There are also a few portraits of Zeng Li, she is reluctant to give them away, is it difficult to give the paintings to him?
"Mr. Liu, what are you doing?" Teacher Lu silently approached Liu Shimeng and looked at her lonely and lonely back.
"Teacher!" Liu Shimeng turned her head and smiled gently.
"I've been restless lately, what's wrong?" Teacher Lu pulled a chair and sat next to her and handed her the tea in his hand.
"Thank you, teacher! I'm fine! A fragrant tea must be your best tea! Liu Shimeng changed the subject.
Teacher Lu's eyes were deep, like a lone wolf in the middle of the night, and he didn't take his eyes off.
"You're not the same as you used to be, you have more complicated things in your eyes!"
"Oh? What's the matter, I'm still me! Liu Shimeng was a little surprised.
"Do you like that man? Since you moved there, you have a little more on your body, you seem to have a smile, and you are not as lonely as you used to be," Mr. Lu said, his voice deep and magnetic, with a breathtaking power.
"Teacher, you, what are you talking about? How could I possibly like someone else! Don't make fun of me! Liu Shimeng's face was slightly hot, and she smiled bitterly, picked up the brush in her hand and began to paint.
"You're drawing wrong, look at your drawing!" Teacher Lu pointed to the painting.
Liu Shimeng took a closer look, and after reading it, she couldn't wait to find a sand pile and stick her head into it like an ostrich.
"Shimeng, you are my student's lover, and you are also my student, in this city, you have no one to rely on except me, so there are some things that should not be hidden from me, at least I can be the object of your story! He looks good, if you feel the right fit, you might as well try dating, you can't always be alone! When Mr. Lu said this, his heart was sincere, and of course he was also full of sourness.
He knows how Liu Shimeng spent this period of life, and he also knows how painful she is, if there is a love to save her, he would rather bless her, and would rather keep silently guarding.
"Teacher, I... How can you like someone else? It's only been a long time since the amusement has gone, and I have already broken off my love, and the moment the amusement left me, I have already lost my love heart, so I won't love anyone! Liu Shimeng stopped her brush again and looked at the long path on the canvas, her eyes full of stars.
"Once I swore an alliance with Youlehai, I wanted to get married after graduation, but because of my fault, I couldn't let him see me in the end, we once said, to live forever, to grow old together, although he has entered heaven one step ahead of me, but I feel that he is still by my side every day, and he has not left me at all, since he has not left, why should I love others, why should I betray him?"
"Even if I hurt and reject countless people, I will not deceive Yule, nor will I betray him!"
When Liu Shimeng spoke, tears had already flowed, she suddenly felt very weak, she thought she was strong enough, but every time she mentioned him, she still cried, but when she cried in the past, she had Yule's strong shoulders, but now she has no support for crying.
I swore again and again that I would not cry again, because there would be no one to rely on, no one would wipe my tears, but every time I still cried without a trace.
This time Liu Shimeng really cried, crying so much, I don't know why she was so wronged, so sad, so sad as if there was a boulder pressing her
Teacher Lu looked at Liu Shimeng, who was crying with pear blossoms and rain, and her frowning brows gradually relaxed, revealing an imperceptible smile.
He looks unapproachable, but even an iron-clad man can't resist the crying of beautiful women, especially beauties like Liu Shimeng.
Teacher Lu regretted mentioning this stubble, but after hearing her words, although she was distressed, she faintly felt a little happy.
He wanted to comfort Liu Shimeng, and his outstretched hand wanted to put it on her trembling shoulder, but in the end he paused and took it back.
At this moment, Liu Shimeng's mobile phone rang, she picked up her phone and took a look, it was Zeng Lihua, so she wiped away her tears, glanced at Teacher Lu apologetically and walked away.
Teacher Lu looked at Liu Shimeng's hurried back, and a few traces of loneliness and jealousy flashed in his eyes.
Liu Shimeng looked at the phone, wiped her tears vigorously again, coughed a few times, and adjusted her state.
"Hey! Away from the painting! Liu Shimeng said.
"Shimeng, I'm sorry, there are some things I want to ask you for help!" Zeng Li's voice from the painting was a little hurried.
"What's wrong? If you have something, just say it! Liu Shimeng frowned, puzzled.
"My dad and my mom are here! They're right on our doorstep right now, and they can't get in without a key! ”
"What? Are your parents here? Liu Shimeng almost shouted.