Liu Shimeng had no intention of blaming him, but in fact, her heart was not to blame Liu Tianci for doing it this time, but to blame him for not being like this.

"Sister, I didn't want to fight, I really didn't! I've been enduring it, but that day he scolded our mother! I can endure anything, but the only thing I can't bear is scolding our mother, no matter who it is! Liu Tianci's eyes revealed a look of depression and indignation, which made Liu Shimeng's heart ache for a moment.

"Shen Cheng used to beat our mother, I couldn't fight back, now he beats my mother again!"

"Sister, a lot of things are not that I want to provoke, but that I have to fight back! That grandson bullied me a lot at school, I knew that my family was not good, so I didn't have the same knowledge as him, I just wanted to study hard, get out of here, see things like this, and force me to do it! Liu Tianci grabbed his hair with both hands.

Liu Shimeng looked at her brother's angry eyes, and didn't know what to say?

She and Liu Tianci grew up in the same environment, they face this home and this environment together.

Liu Shi dreamed of that year when Shen Cheng was drunk, kicked her mother hard, grabbed her hair and hit the wall, such a terrifying and terrifying picture frightened her to hug her younger brother and cry.

At that time, she clearly remembered Liu Tianci's expression, anger and fear blended together, he rushed to Shen Cheng to protect his mother, and was beaten hard by Shen Cheng, Liu Shimeng saw her brother being beaten, and also rushed over, but she did not escape the catastrophe.

still remembered that Shen Cheng was drunk and held a knife in the air to make a gesture, she looked at Shen Cheng weakly and fearfully, really afraid that the knife would fall on one of them.

There are countless unbearable fragments, she can't recall, think back to her heartache once, in her and Liu Tianci's hearts, there is only hatred, hatred of mother's cowardice, hatred of father abandoning them, hatred of Shen Cheng.

"God, don't worry, stay here for the time being, I'll get you out immediately, you can't cause a bad impact, you still have half a year to graduate, you can't be ruined like this!" Liu Shimeng wiped away her tears and said.

"Sister, what are you going to do? They ask for money, they want a lot of money, you can't give it to them, or I'll lose! Even if you go to jail, I won't give it! Liu Tianci finally cried and shed tears.

Liu Tianci knew that there was no money at home, and the money he spent going to school was all sent back by Liu Shimeng.

His heart hurts, it hurts so much that his head is about to explode, how can he be willing to let his sister spend so much money.

"God, don't care, stay there! We still have a long life, we can't ruin us because of something, God, we don't owe anything to him after this time! Liu Shimeng said resolutely.

"Sister, sister, I'm sorry, it's all my fault!" Liu Tianci's trembling hand tightly held Liu Shimeng's hand.

"God, it's not your fault, we don't have anything wrong, it's him who is wrong!" Liu Shimeng stroked her brother's hair, and then walked out of the room.

Liu Shimeng walked on the road, the biting wind invaded her thin body, and she looked so small and pitiful between heaven and earth.

Liu Shimeng did not go home, but went to look for Shen Cheng, she consulted almost everyone who knew Shen Cheng, and said that she didn't know.

Liu Shimeng was angry, heartbroken and sad, she wanted to ask Shen Cheng face to face, did he treat them as relatives? Is there a hint of guilt?

Su Jin's sky is cloudy, Liu Shimeng's life is also gloomy, when night falls, she dragged her tired body home, Lu Mei stood trembling at the door and looked around, her face was unusually ugly.

Liu Shimeng and Lu Mei looked at each other, she looked at Lu Mei's miserable appearance, and suddenly remembered her mother, who used to love to read, gentle and virtuous, at that time she was smiling, and her whole body was full of bookish smell.

But now she no longer has the slightest smell of books, but is full of resentment, she hates her father, right?

In fact, she also hates her father, and all the tragedies today are caused by him, so why does she not hate him?

But why do you still miss your dad like that? Has he really forgotten about them after all these years?

Liu Shimeng held back her tears, didn't let her eyes flow, and barely smiled, she didn't want to make Lu Mei sad.

"Mengmeng, you're back? How's it going? Lume asked.

"Mom, why is your face so ugly? Are you sick? Liu Shimeng stepped forward to support Lu Mei.

"What's the disease, this body is so unlucky! The meal is ready, let's eat! There was a hint of dodging in Lu Mei's gaze.

"Alright! Mom, you don't have to worry about God, I'll go to his classmate's parents tomorrow and say, he will come out soon, Shen Cheng hasn't come back? Liu Shimeng said.

"No, as soon as you get into trouble, there will be no shadow!" Lu Mei sighed, there was nothing she could do but sigh.

After dinner, Lu Mei let Liu Shimeng lie beside her, caressing her soft hair lovingly, and there was nothing but guilt in her heart.

"Mengmeng, it's all my mother's fault, I really don't use it for you to suffer so much!" Lu Mei blamed herself.

"Mom, don't say that, we have all grown up, the hard days have passed, but I don't want you to continue, he has ruined you, you should leave him, I can earn money now, I can support you!" Liu Shimeng said.

"Alas! It's not easy for you, how can I bear to drag you down, I didn't let you live a good life, I'm already irresponsible enough, and I want to drag you down! Lu Mei said.

"How is it a drag? You have raised us with so hard work and endured so much hardship, as long as you are willing, I will definitely change your life! ”

"Tianci has also grown up, he will graduate soon, with his excellent grades, he will definitely have a good job in the future, and we will make you happy!" Liu Shimeng said.

Lu Mei looked at her daughter's expectant eyes, her eyes were red again, her cowardice ruined not only the child, but also herself, she also wanted to start over, but God no longer gave her time, and her life did not know when it would end.

"Gan Mengmeng, mom is sorry for you!" Lu Mei said that tears flowed down her eyes.

Lu Mei hesitated for a long time, and finally got out of bed with difficulty, stood up, and went back to the outhouse for a while before coming back, her face became more and more ugly.

Lu Mei placed the dusty black bag on the table next to the bed, blew off the dust, and opened the bag, revealing a black box inside.

"Mom, what is this?" Liu Shimeng sat up and helped Lu Mei take out the box.

"Mengmeng, mom is sorry for you, it's actually your dad who sent you a letter here." Lu Mei Dao.

When Liu Shimeng heard the words "Dad's letter", her heart throbbed, and her heart beat wildly, mixed with sadness.

"He sent me a letter? Doesn't he know my number? He's gone, what are you sending letters for? She picked up the box with trembling hands, stared blankly, and then a hint of resentment appeared in her eyes, and threw the box on the table.

"Mengmeng, in fact, your father has always been worried about you, but I didn't tell you!" Lu Mei said guiltily.

"Mom, if he thinks about us, he won't leave with another woman, just take this away! I won't watch it! Liu Shimeng turned her head and lay on the bed, her back to Lu Mei.

The corners of Lu Mei's mouth twitched, she wanted to speak, but she hesitated, and finally patted her daughter gently.

"Mengmeng, it's all my fault, it's me who is too selfish, I hate him, and I have brought you badly, and now, I can't help but tell you the truth!"

"Mom, I don't listen, I don't want to hear anything, I'm tired!" Liu Shimeng refused.

"Mengmeng, today I have to say, your father abandoned us at that time, but later after you went to junior high school, he came to me a few times and said that he wanted to meet your brothers and sisters, I hated him, so I refused!"

"Your dad has been sending money all these years, but I have always refused to accept it, and I have lost his phone number! Now that I think about it, I hate it so much! Lu Mei hid her face and wept.

Liu Shimeng turned around after hearing this, sat up and hugged Lu Mei.

"Mom, don't say that, don't cry, it's very uncomfortable for you to cry like this, you've suffered enough, how can I bear to blame you, everything is caused by him, even if you told me everything at the beginning, I will refuse like you, since he doesn't want us anymore, why do I need his mercy! We would be alive without him! ”

Liu Shimeng couldn't suppress her emotions and cried bitterly, and her long-standing grievances poured out.

"Mengmeng, my good boy has suffered your sisters and brothers, my infighting has ruined you, fortunately you all know hard work, otherwise my sin in this life will be great, I hate your father, but you and your father are still related, I shouldn't cut off your contacts and make you hate him!"

"I thought that I had read the books of my life in vain, and I became demented when I read them, and I couldn't tell the difference between things, which hurt you and God!" Lu Mei was even more sad, and she couldn't stop her tears.

"Mom, I don't blame you, let the past pass! In my heart, there are only you and my brother, we can be good in the future, since he chose to abandon us, then don't have anything to do with him, I won't look at this box, throw it away! ”

Liu Shimeng was buried in Lu Mei's neck, and tears soaked Lu Mei's clothes.

In the middle of the night, Lu Mei got up quietly, put the box into Liu Shimeng's suitcase, and then went out quietly, making sure that it would not disturb her, so she coughed with confidence, she covered her mouth in great pain, but the blood still overflowed.

Liu Shimeng stood in the ward and looked at the beaten classmate, although she had improved, she still looked shocked, she never thought that her brother would have such a violent side, and she couldn't help but sigh sadly.

When the classmate's mother saw Liu Shimeng carrying a delicate fruit basket, she was shocked at first, and after knowing that it was Liu Tianci's sister, she slapped her angrily.

Liu Shimeng didn't say a word, and she didn't cover her hot cheeks, because at this time she was not qualified to be wronged, let alone resist, because in the final analysis, they were wrong, if Shen Cheng hadn't delayed time, there would have been no fight, there would have been disputes, classmates would not have been beaten, and things would not have developed like they are today.