Chapter 139: Li Lan's thoughts
Qi An originally thought that the relationship between the two families was so good, naturally it was impossible for anything to go wrong, but unfortunately he was wrong after all.
Liu Teng's two daughters, no matter which one of them, are unlikely to marry him.
Thinking of this, Qi An didn't plan to continue to entangle, but he was still a little angry in his heart, and he didn't know how to vent.
He looked at Liu Suxue, and then at Master Liu, everyone's face was full of unhappiness.
Qi An was a little frustrated, but he knew that the more he was at this time, the more he couldn't be soft-hearted.
It's just that no one agreed to the original marriage, and the parents who could make decisions for him have passed away, what should I do?
Qi An looked at Master Liu, this person was very prosperous for a while thanks to the help of his family back then, but it is a pity that he is so ungrateful now and dislikes his older age, but is this really the main reason?
He thought that this matter was caused by the Liu family after all, so no matter how unhappy he was in his heart, he still spoke patiently.
"Uncle Liu, since this matter is your opposition first, it is inconvenient for the little nephew to do too much entanglement, just ask you to do it yourself!"
As soon as he had said this, he left with the men under him.
After Master Liu left Qi'an, he quickly closed all the doors, and put a lot of obstacles at the door to prevent someone from rushing in.
He looked at his two daughters, and now that there is no Qi An, he can be regarded as having escaped.
"Good boy, Cher, you saw that too, didn't you? Daddy is not forcing you to marry, but the son of Qi'an, although his appearance and all aspects are not bad, but he is several years older than you after all, even if there is a marriage contract at the beginning, Daddy will never let you marry. ”
Liu Suxue listened to her father's words, and her heart was a little moved for a while, but does it really have to be like this?
Yes, it's just the first time she's heard about the things of that year, and it's still a baby, but Qi An back then was already a teenager.
She recalled the situation when she saw Qi An, and she couldn't help but feel a little melancholy in her heart.
This Qi An Gongzi is indeed a good one, but it's a pity that she has no intention of getting married at all, so even if there is a man opposite who is talented and handsome, it is impossible to have any feelings after all.
After thinking of this, Liu Suxue looked at her father and said: "Daddy, the child knows that you have always had good intentions, but unfortunately the child has his own thoughts, so it is naturally impossible to be at the mercy of others. ”
After a pause, she continued: "Qi An is not young after all, as an adult, the most important thing is to understand proportion, so the child concluded that he would not come to the door in a short time. ”
When Master Liu heard this, he smiled and nodded, but he was still a little uneasy in his heart.
"Then, that person won't come to the door in a short time, it's just temporary, we have to think of a way to do it once and for all, child, you just listen to Daddy!"
As soon as she finished saying this, Liu Suxue's face became gloomy, and it made people feel particularly terrible at first glance.
She is usually a lady's image, but now she looks very different from usual, which makes people feel very uncomfortable at first glance.
Liu Suyin saw that her sister and father were about to quarrel, so she came directly to the two of them, pushed them away separately, and then said: "Sister, father, don't talk about the two of you anymore, in fact, I don't have any opinions, no matter who I marry, it's just a pity." ”
"What is a pity?" Liu Suxue asked.
"It's a pity that I haven't met a man who really fell in love, and I always have regrets in my heart."
When Liu Suxue heard this, she nodded very approvingly.
Why didn't she know?
It's just that the situation is forced, no matter how unwilling she is, she can't disappoint her father after all.
Liu Suxue's bones are actually extremely kind and filial, in order to maintain the reputation of her family, she is usually able to confront outsiders who spread rumors and make trouble, and she is an extremely solemn, kind and fair woman.
That's it, after figuring it out, she felt that it was nothing.
The unmarried man I saw that day, Luo Zi'an, was not bad looking, and he was about the same age as her, so he was a good object.
It's a pity that she is not interested in marriage and love, otherwise, she would not be so melancholy in her heart.
Qi An has been in a particularly bad mood since he was rejected and returned home, he originally wanted to go to Liu's house to ask for an explanation, but he didn't expect to get such a result, which really made him cold and sad.
What kind of person can wait for his fiancée for so many years because of the fact that he was married back then?
I'm afraid he's the only one, right?
He thought to himself, but what does it matter? It's all just a dream, and it's not really true.
When he woke up from the dream, he realized that he had nothing, his parents died early, and his fiancée's family did not recognize him as a son-in-law, so what was the point?
He thought dejectedly in his heart, he wanted to leave this world for a while, and after waiting for so many years, it was just a void after all, he felt very miserable, and at the same time felt very guilty, after all, he still didn't fulfill his parents' wishes when they were alive, and the Liu family didn't admit it, what could he do?
The more he thought about it, the more sad he felt, and Qi An directly dismissed all his subordinates, and looked around the room alone for sharp weapons, wanting to end his life.
Just as he was holding a knife that looked relatively small, and was about to stab it in the heart, the door was suddenly kicked open.
I saw a man in a lilac shirt walking over, and as soon as he saw his behavior, he hurriedly ran over to stop him, and by the way, he took him into his arms, full of tears.
Qi An didn't expect that someone would come here at this time, although he was a little moved in his heart, but more of a sour and aggrieved.
He looked at the man, and suddenly he couldn't control his emotions, and cried directly, and by the way, he choked up and said something, but because he was crying, it was not very clear to people.
When he had cried enough, the man put him back on the couch and said softly: "Okay, Xiao'an, you see how old you are, why are you still so fragile in front of me?" ”
Qi An looked at the person in front of him, and the original grievances came up all of a sudden, but for a while, he didn't know what to say.
The man was so heartbroken when he saw him that he could only speak: "Xiao'an, don't cry, okay?" I always knew that you were the best person, the Liu family's rejection of you was their loss, and I believe you will meet better people. ”
Qi An nodded, but he was still a little sad in his heart, after all, he had waited for so many years, and he had been looking forward to it for so many years, and once his dream was shattered, it was really not easy to bear.
"Brother Li, you're right, I will definitely meet better people, so I won't do stupid things anymore."
When the man heard this, his hanging heart finally let go, but he was still a little sad.
"Xiao'an, don't do so many stupid things in the future, it's not worth it at all."
Qi An nodded.
At this time, there is still a friend who accompanies him, this big brother Li Lan has always taken care of him, and he thinks he has heard about it, so he will appear here.
He was very grateful to Li Lan, but he didn't know how to repay him.
Four years ago, when his parents passed away one after another, he couldn't hold on for a while, and it was Li Lan's company that allowed him to go through that dark time.
He thought back to the original scene, and unconsciously, this big brother Li was full of his life, although he didn't know what the purpose of this person was, but he enjoyed it very much, and he was very happy with the happiness and care that others brought him.
It's just that Qi An still didn't expect that the marriage contract back then would make him so sad and sad.
After thinking of this, he blinked his eyes, looked at the person in front of him and said, "Brother Li, do you think I'm very old?" Otherwise, why didn't the girl of the Liu family always want to marry me? ”
Li Lan smiled, his hands stroking his head, "What are you very old?" You're only in your thirties now, and I'm older than you! Don't think about it so much, the Liu family's refusal, age is just a rhetoric, do you really believe it? ”
Qi An shook his head, but he still had no bottom in his heart.
Li Lan saw that he was not in a good mood, so he took his hand and walked to the courtyard, and said seriously: "Xiao'an, let's not think about so many complicated things, don't burden our hearts, since the marriage can't be successful, then we want to open up a little, we will always meet all kinds of people in life, and we will also meet all kinds of fate, not necessarily only the daughter of the Liu family is worthy of you." ”
Qi An listened to the words of his friend in front of him, and his heart was very moved for a while.
Li Lan has been very good to him from the beginning, although the two of them helped each other at the beginning, but in general, it was Li Lan who helped him more, but all this was ignored by him after all.
At this time, looking at his friend's enlightened appearance, he suddenly felt very moved, and said, "Brother Li, you are so good!" ”
Li Lan smiled, "What stupid things are you talking about?" We're friends, so naturally I should be nice to you. ”
Qi An stopped talking, and the two people were speechless between their consciousnesses.
They all know each other's thoughts, and they are always reluctant to say anything about it.
Every time Qi An was sad, Li Lan would be by his side, silently listening to his affairs with a girl, and he was always a quiet and qualified listener.
And although Li Lan said that there are not so many things in ordinary times, all this is just on the surface.
In fact, he has long been in love with a person, far away in the sky, close in front of him, but unfortunately that person has never contained himself in his heart.
He thought a little sadly, and couldn't help but look at Qi An a few more times, and the throbbing in his heart became more and more obvious.
But it's okay to be able to be silently by the side of his beloved, even if he never explains his heart, it is also the best gift from God to him.
In this way, Li Lan took Qi An to the suburbs together, and the two of them walked in the forest together, feeling the breath of the wind, mixed with the aroma of the earth, there was a special sense of freshness.
Qi An is running in this nature, running towards the sun, running towards the light, and running towards a better future.
Seeing that he was so devoted, Li Lan couldn't help but teasing and said, "Xiao'an, I'm really happy today, because you are here, so this day is extremely precious." ”
Qi An smiled, he had never heard such a sensual thing from the person in front of him, so he was a little unaccustomed to it for a while.
Li Lan saw that he didn't react, so he continued: "Xiao'an, don't call me Brother Li in the future, call me by my name, okay?" ”
Qi An smiled and said, "Li Lan! ”
Li Lan also smiled.
It's just that the meaning of the smiles of the two people is different after all.
"Brother Xiaolan, you are so good!"
When Li Lan heard this, the expression on his face was extraordinarily exciting, but the smile on the corner of his eyes and eyebrows could not be concealed.
He didn't know how long he could accompany the person in front of him, and he didn't know how the future of the two people should go.
However, fortunately, God gave him such an opportunity to accompany his beloved, and he was even more glad that the Liu family's refusal to marry allowed him to accompany Qi An.
It's just that Qi An is still an afterthought after all, he has known since he was a child that he has a fiancée, and when he grows up, he will marry that fiancée home, and then live happily as a family.
The two of them were blowing the wind in the shade of the trees, feeling the beauty of nature, and by the way, they also teased each other, which was also very relaxed.
Li Lan was a little selfless for a while, his eyes were firmly fixed on the person in front of him, and he murmured softly.
"Little Shore, you know what? I once had a dream, in the dream, you yearn for a free life, running on the grassland with me, chatting together, and now it is not bad from the original dream. ”
Qi An smiled and said directly: "Brother Xiaolan, I'm afraid you're not deliberately teasing me, right?" ”
Li Lan didn't answer, but the corners of his mouth were crooked all the time, and the smile went straight to the bottom of his eyes.
For a moment, Qi An felt that the person in front of him must be abnormal, and sometimes he always stared at him, and he didn't know why.
It's just that it's normal for friends to look at each other, but all of this is really different from others.
He has made many, many friends, and met many, many people, all kinds of people, with ghosts in his heart, the world in his heart, and his heart like a snake and scorpion......
Each of those people felt very comfortable with him at first, but in fact, there was always a distance between him and those people.
It's like that layer of window paper, which I don't want to pierce no matter what.
Between people, I don't know if there is absolute trust, but Qi An inexplicably trusts the person in front of him, he looks at Li Lan, and always feels that this person is the safest and best person to rely on.
It's just that he has always known what his mission in life is, but God doesn't open his eyes, so he can't meet the right person.
Qi An looked at the friend in front of him, and didn't know what he thought, so he said directly: "Brother Xiaolan, thank you for being able to accompany me all the time today, but the verbal thanks are not sincere enough after all, you might as well go home with me, let me wash your hands and make soup for you, and I can chat and express my gratitude." ”
As soon as he finished saying this, Li Lan was stunned.
"Xiao, Xiao'an, are you going to wash your hands and make soup for me and cook for me? You, you, really can't see that you can cook? ”
Qi An looked at his face full of disbelief, and couldn't help but pouted and said, "Brother Xiaolan, see if you believe it!" Then go back and try my craft! ”
In this way, the two of them came home from the suburbs and went to the kitchen together.
Li Lan originally wanted to stay in the kitchen to help, but Qi An was bent on showing his cooking skills, so he didn't agree to let him enter the kitchen.
In this way, Li Lan sat alone in the room, boredly flipping through the books on the table, but he was thinking crankily in his heart.
He wasn't sure if Qi An was aware of the secret thoughts in his heart, but he was a little scared, and he didn't know if Qi An would turn his face if he understood what he was thinking.
So although Li Lan was sitting there, he looked extraordinarily calm on the surface, but in his heart, he had already turned over the river and the sea.