Chapter 45 inexplicably confessed

Zeng Lihua told the story of the past, in fact, since he broke up with Yuan Yuan, except for his family and a few good classmates, he has never mentioned it to anyone.

It's not that he doesn't want to say it, but he feels that this is the biggest injury in his life, he loved so hot and affectionate at the beginning, but even if he thinks that such a strong love can't resist the temptation of real society.

He once hated Yuan Yuan, but in the end he chose to forgive, because he loved, because the society was too realistic, and because he was incompetent, he couldn't keep his love.

Although it is still very painful after the betrayal, and the pain is so painful that he wants to die, but life is long, and he always has to find a reason to live.

Liu Shimeng sighed deeply when she heard this, she didn't know how to comfort Zeng Lihua, she could only look sadly at the blue sky, the occasional drifting white clouds, and the slight spring breeze.

"Shimeng, I envy you!" Zeng Lihua was silent for a long time and said.

"Thank you! In fact, he is really good to me, it is because of good, I can't forget him, forget the bits and pieces of the past, many times, I choose to live in the memory, unwilling to face the reality, there is warmth in the memory, there is happiness and joy, but when I wake up the next day, I have to face not only the reality without him, but also the pain that cannot be extracted from the reality! ”

"You are lucky to leave the painting, although she betrayed you, the person you once loved is still alive!"

"Are you comforting me? It doesn't seem to be! Zeng Lihua looked at Liu Shimeng suspiciously.

"No, that's what I thought in my heart, but aren't you already out of it now?" Liu Shimeng said with a smile.

"Haha! Sort of! I found that life without love was lonely and lonely, but it was very easy, especially now that there is a beautiful painter as a neighbor! "I have left the painting.

"Hehe, you don't seem to be telling the truth, you hired a nanny, right? I'm very comfortable when you're away, and I'm going to cook for you when you come back! Liu Shimeng shook her head helplessly.

"You don't want to? I'm not your employer, but isn't it just a few meals for your savior? Not! Zeng Lihua said with a smile.

"Move out of this set again! Speechless! Liu Shimeng glared at Zeng Lihua.

"Shimeng, you are really a kind, trustworthy and beautiful girl......... Zeng Lihua stared at Liu Shimeng's side face, a flush appeared on his face, as if he was making a decision.

"What if, I said if, I'll like you one day?"

Zeng Lihua actually said what was in his heart like this, and confessed to Liu Shimeng like this.

When Liu Shimeng heard this, she seemed to be frightened, turned her head and stared at Zeng Lihua, her head was blank, and she was speechless, not knowing how to answer.

Zeng Lihua was also frightened by his own impulse, and involuntarily moved to the side.

"Shimeng, I said if! If! It's not true, it's just an analogy...... "Zeng is incoherent from the painting."

Embarrassment, after being silent for a long time, Liu Shimeng finally turned her head and said: "There is no if in the world, I am already his wife, even if he goes to a distant place, I can't let go of him, so I can't accept anyone, even if it's a very good man, I can't be love, maybe I won't love anymore in this life, so there is no if, I have already said when I moved here, we are good friends!" “

Liu Shimeng looked at Zeng Li's painting seriously, her eyes were sad, like an epiphany in the hazy light in the middle of the night.

"Haha! Of course I do, we're good friends! I'm hungry again, let's take a taxi home! Zeng Lihua scratched his hair, suddenly feeling very embarrassed, and even felt that he had no self-knowledge.

"I'm sorry to leave the painting!" Liu Shimeng saw the embarrassment of Zeng Lihua's face capitalized, and her heart suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

Liu Shimeng is not a fool, she and Zeng Lihua have also gotten along for a while, he is so considerate of himself, he must have liked it in his heart.

She understands that there is no such thing as a free lunch, although she knows very well in her heart that she is still willing to live with Zeng Lihua.

Zeng Li's painting is the same as his appearance, humble gentleman, gentle as jade, and does not lose the sense of responsibility that comes with a man, many times he says that he is a landlord, a benefactor, and looks like a cow, but many times, he silently carries the heavy work of the family.

For example, when Liu Shimeng found out that the rice was about to be bought, she was worried about how to transport the rice home, and at this time, she was always pleasantly surprised to find that Zeng Lihua had already been shipped back.

I'm a girl, with long black and bright hair, hair loss has become the most common thing at home, sometimes there will be hair in the bath to block the floor drain, Zeng Li painting will also be obscure.

After Liu Shimeng moved in, she liked the balcony outside the bedroom very much, but the balcony was not heated, and her room would be ventilated.

When Liu Shimeng couldn't feel the wind, she found that the balcony had been covered with thick plastic sheets.

Zeng Lihua knew that Liu Shimeng was thrifty, did not spend money indiscriminately, and would not even eat what he bought, so every time before going on a business trip, he would add all kinds of expired dairy products, pastries and vegetables to the refrigerator, only in this way would Liu Shimeng feel distressed that the food was bad and ate it all.

Liu Shimeng is grateful for the bits and pieces that Zeng Lihua has done silently, but gratitude and love are two different things, she only has fun in her heart, even if there is a good man, she can't give him love.

"I'm sorry for what? I'm just using an analogy! Let's go! Zeng left the painting, walked in front of Liu Shimeng, looked at the peach blossoms of a tree, and felt a little sad.

"Wait for me, we can't go home yet!" Liu Shimeng was a little embarrassed.

"Why?" Zeng Lihua looked back at Liu Shimeng, who seemed to have made a mistake.

"We need to go grocery shopping! What do you want to eat? ”

"Good fellow, girl, you're too stingy, aren't you? In my absence, are you messing around again? "Zeng Lihua is a little harsh.

"No! It's just that I'm too busy these days, let's go, what do you want to eat? I'll just go buy it! Liu Shimeng smiled, showing a particularly seductive smile.

"Alright! Grande! Zeng Lihua shrugged.

"I'm not! I'm very generous, you wait for me, don't go so fast! ”

"Zeng Lihua, you wait for me for a while, you're showing off your legs, right?"

"Wait a minute!"

"Let's go! I'm hungry! ”

"Zeng Lihua, you are deliberately retaliating!"

"That's right, it's revenge for not eating well, and you pay today!"

"I originally invited you!"

In a large shopping supermarket, Zeng Lihua pushed the cart and Liu Shimeng kept buying food, especially what Liu Shimeng liked, he would buy more.

The two of them talked and laughed, as if there were only two of them left in this world.

Suddenly, a familiar back flashed in the crowd, Zeng Lihua happened to capture it, his heart suddenly tightened, let go of the shopping cart, and chased towards the place where the figure disappeared, but in the end he didn't find it.

Zeng Lihua felt a faint pain in his heart, thinking that it was dazzling? Yuan Yuan is far away from him, how can he appear in Qingping.

"Leaving the painting, what's wrong with you? Did you meet an acquaintance? Liu Shimeng pushed the car and panted.

"It's okay, maybe I'm wrong, let's go!" Zeng Lihua pulled the car in Liu Shimeng's hand and looked back again.

Zeng Lihua, who returned home, put the large bags of food in his hand on the ground, ready to sort the food, but was ruthlessly driven away by Liu Shimeng.

Zeng Lihua finally let go of the shackles on his body, and Ge You lay on the sofa, which was especially comfortable.

The luck that has grown up jumped into his arms like a rocket, and he is tired of being cute and cute.

After a while, Zeng Li's body was covered with cat hair, and his face was still saliva of luck, and he was playing on the sofa alone.

Liu Shimeng looked at the picture in front of her, and her heart burst with joy, this is what it feels like to be at home, right? Harmony, warmth and happiness!

She went back to her room and took off her clothes, looking at the paintings hanging on the wall, there were paintings of Zeng Li and Lucky, and there were also paintings of Zeng Li dancing, and she suddenly found that there were more and more shadows of Zeng Li in her paintings, why is this?

She changed into her home clothes, tied up her long hair, returned to the living room and walked into the kitchen to get busy.

Zeng Lihua likes to see her busy cooking, very beautiful, very warm, after looking at it for a while, he found that there were some noodles in a cabinet in the kitchen, and he had a bad feeling in his heart.

So I came to the kitchen with luck and opened the refrigerator, only to find out why Liu Shimeng would drive herself away.

I saw that there was nothing in it except the new food I bought today, and I felt distressed again.

Liu Shimeng looked at Zeng Lihua's increasingly serious expression with a weak heart, and hurriedly explained: "Actually, I don't always eat, I've been painting murals recently, and I don't have time to buy them!" ”

"Poetry dreams! You are a girl, and you are also a beautiful painter, how can you abuse yourself like this? The body is your own, only with balanced nutrition will the body be healthy, and you will destroy the body in the long run! ”

Zeng Lihua was a little angry, angry that she didn't cherish herself, angry that she was too stingy with herself, in his heart, such a girl should be the same as the first time she saw it under the wisteria tree, she should live a comfortable and poetic life.

"Thank you, I know, it will definitely not be in the future, go back and cook it quickly, the meal will be cooked immediately, if you get angry, it will affect your appetite, I will definitely not fool myself in the future, resolutely..."

"Silly girl! Don't be too frugal, with me, we are friends, friends who cherish each other! ”

"Got it! Let's eat! Liu Shimeng smiled sweetly.

"Wow! It's better to go home, the smell of food is different, I'm hungry, I have to eat a good meal today! Zeng Lihua picked up the dishes and chopsticks, and frantically swept the vegetables without raising his head, Liu Shimeng was stunned for a moment, thinking how long has this child been hungry?

Zeng Lihua, who was full of food and drink, finally fell on the sofa and couldn't move anymore, and told Liu Shimeng all kinds of interesting stories and anecdotes during this time, which made her laugh non-stop, and occasionally commented.