Three hundred and thirty-nine, out of nothing
Zheng Guifei thinks that no one in the world can solve her resentment, and no one can solve her sorrow! Just because she is her, she is the one who was born or destined for fate, and she can't struggle no matter how she lives!
"If you have been living in a corner of the city all the time, will this palace be able to live a more wanton life?" This is a question that Zheng Lingyao must think about whenever she is tired and impatient with the present.
"Since this palace has been born with such a unique appearance, I can't hide it if I want to be born! It is determined by fate in advance, this palace is unavoidable, and he was born to be a person who looks down on all living beings! And she answered herself like this every time!
"Shouldn't the person who looks down on all beings be the heartless and ruthless destined by the sky? Why does this palace always abstain from these seven emotions and six desires, and always have to be sad and sad about them? ”
Zheng Guifei's clan has been in these states of mind over the years, and not only has no one to sue, but even Lu Yilu's thoughts are unattainable. After the cycle was repeated, there were many resentments and sourness that had nowhere to be declared, and his actions became more and more ruthless and perverse!
Since she came to the capital with her parents in a daze and met Liu He, she was told by her mother: You need to please him to be rich in the future! Mother's words sounded so pleasant, for she was happy and happy!
But as she grew up and grew up, she did "please" Liu He, but her mother said to her: You need to please Your Majesty even more, only then is it seamless! ”
Mother's life is difficult! Even though she has a thousand unwillingness in her heart, she still has to obey and obey, and she can't give birth to a trace of rebellion!
I think that when Liu He heard that she was going to enter the palace, he mentioned that he wanted to elope together! Although she was also very tempted by this, after being cautious and repeated, she categorically rejected Liu He's invitation!
She can indeed leave, but after she eloped in the name of a concubine, what will happen to the father and mother who stayed? Will they be condemned and put to prison? The mother is still the same, how can a person like the father, who only knows how to be submissive and always cautious, withstand such a torment?
Moreover! How can people like Zheng Guifei, who have always been pampered and have always been well-dressed and well-fed, be able to withstand the pain of fleeing, and where can they be a rural village woman from now on-Jing Hai cloth cloth cloth for this life? !
What if he was caught by the emperor? Although Liu He said: The sky is big, the sea and the sky are always there for us to live...... But no matter how big he says, he can't get out of this eight desolate lands, how can two people who have escaped from crime be able to compete with the emperor who is "not the king's land in the whole world"?!
Zheng Guifei still remembers that Liu He heard her sentence "Don't go!" What a frustration and sadness after that, and what an unwilling indignation! But what can be done? Who called him not the one who ruled the world, who told him that he had no power and no power and couldn't promise her a rich and graceful future? Although he entered the palace to serve an emperor who was as old as his father, he was the most powerful person in the area where he could see - as long as he was favored and loved, how could he lose himself?!
However, Zheng Guifei will still hate and resent! And the first person to be hated and resented is her mother!
"Since my mother thought about it, she wanted me to go to the palace, why did she beat me up when I was a child and said that she wanted me to get close to my cousin? Could it be that my mother wants my cousin to be Lu Bu and Your Majesty to be Dong Zhuo, so she only uses me as a Diao Chan? Zheng Guifei was questioned like this at that time, and she can also be called the mother of Tianzi and the country, "If my mother wants to be rich, she can let her father write a letter of resignation and enter the palace by herself!" Why send me?! ”
Zheng Guifei said that these were just to be angry, what she didn't expect, what she couldn't think of, was that her mother really treated her as a sable cicada, in order to avenge her grandfather's "revenge of destroying the door" and take another ten thousand times to come back!
"If no one had come looking for me, if we had to live there with your father, I would not have these thoughts! But we have returned to the capital again, isn't this God's will? If God had willed, then we would have done it! You have only been wronged for a few years, think about your mother, why haven't you been wronged like this, what else do you have that you can't swallow? ”
That day, after her mother told her the "anecdotal secrets" in detail, she taught her this lesson again. Ignoring her shock and stunned, and not asking her, she had the courage and ability to "do this great thing"!
After all, it's the same vein! After a few days of confusion, Concubine Zheng actually recognized this "providence" as her mother and vowed to go with the sky! Since then, she has treated Liu He with a little more "chic"! And although there is pity and love in this chic, the most is the word "hope"!
Inevitably, Liu He forgot to abandon the old, and Zheng Guifei's mother specially went to Emperor Tuowen to ask for a three-year period. In the past three years, Emperor Tuowen has been reluctant to give up young girls for his parents, but in their mother and daughter, he wants Liu He to have great resentment because of his deep roots, and finally do what he should do!
But Liu He turned out to be a person who cherishes feathers very much! Although he seemed to be happy to respond to Zheng Guifei's "anti-him" statement, he even deliberately made friends with many celebrities and strangers and raised a large number of customers....... However, he never raised armor or made friends with those in charge of the army - even his "uncles" in the general's palace!
Whenever Zheng Guifei asked him why, he said that he had to "be cautious in words and deeds to achieve great things!" And Wen Taowu has no distinction between spring and autumn, and Wen Chen can also win the world! Be patient! ”
Zheng Guifei survived three years with such an unspeakable secret. In the past three years, I saw that Liu He had a deep love for himself on the one hand, like glue, and on the other hand, he added concubines to the mansion one after another....... Although she secretly complained to herself, she had no ability to blame, and she felt like she had been stripped of flesh!
Although it is common for her to be three wives and four concubines, she often says, "Which good man can marry only one?" But when it came to the end, she suddenly felt unhappy! Suddenly, I didn't want Liu He to be divided by others like this!
Draw a lesson from a bitter experience! Zheng Guifei sent her personal maid to Liu He to be a fourth mother - a stupid maid or useless, but her loyalty can watch those cheap maids for herself, but they are not allowed to make any waves.......
And so it goes, year after year. Zheng Guifei entered the palace, gave birth to the Seven Princes, and won the hearts of everyone because of the "miracle medicine and fragrance". Seeing that the Seven Princes are growing up day by day and becoming adults year by year, Emperor Tuowen is declining day by day and declining year by year, but Liu He is still Liu He, and he is still the person who is cautious in his words and deeds and will never act rashly!
If Zheng Guifei often hated Liu He's "contempt" at first, but slowly, slowly, she no longer cared so much about achieving great things, and even felt that "this palace is also very nourishing." Why bother to hate my grandfather who doesn't recognize it? They have never had a trace of love with this palace, and this palace does not owe anything! ”
It's not bad to think about it while procrastinating! Mother is no longer as able to direct herself, so Zheng Guifei often thinks that as long as the Seventh Prince is put on the throne of the prince, it doesn't matter if Liu He can't get up or not-the queen, the queen mother, it seems that the queen mother is stronger! What's the harm of going straight to the strong, but you have to spend those hands and feet and add some twists and turns?! ”
But who knew that it would change in an instant! Liu He, who she thought would only be devoted to her, fell in love with someone else inexplicably, and then did some crazy things regardless of life and death, and ended up with a broken family and displaced!
"Liu He is poor! This is an unarmed general! Under His Majesty's pursuit like this, he should never be able to become the weather again, and there will be no embers to rise again! Zheng Guifei passed her mother into the palace that day, and threw the words over, "You also listen to the palace, don't think about those old accounts anymore!" Don't have any more stupid thoughts and come out and give up your life! ”
"Your Majesty originally liked the Seven Princes to be the princes, but the palace deliberately did not want to delay it forever. The palace does not want to be for the mother who left the son and has not been deposed, and now it is like today's big opportunity to put it forward, but it can kill two birds with one stone, and it is very good in this palace! ”
"The so-called revenge is not only one way to go? As long as the Seventh Prince ascends the throne, you will not get what you want, and you will get revenge and spend less energy. Therefore, you and your father are now going to listen to this palace, and don't hang anything about Liu He! This palace wants to exchange him for the position of queen mother, you don't want a bad thing! ”。
"How can I change it, you ask? Hehe! It's really stupid to be old! Others don't know where Liu He is hiding, so they can't find it, but this palace knows! ”