Chapter 125: He Xingyao's refusal

Yan Shuqing has been in a much better mood since listening to Mama Li's words, and her face has been full of smiles, and she knows that she has become happy from the bottom of her heart.

He quickly chased forward, and the direction of He Xingyao carried his hope and beauty for the future.

He Xingyao had been running for a long, long time, she thought that Yan Shuqing would definitely not catch up with her, not to mention that the person was still talking to Mama Li, so she was naturally not very worried.

However, this time it was really fate, and it was an accident that she actually went under the tree before, looked up at the sky, and thought about it.

At this moment, Yan Shuqing suddenly appeared in front of her, and then patted her shoulder and said, "He Xingyao, it turns out that you are really here!" I thought you'd run far, far away! ”

He Xingyao shook his head, but the speculation in his heart became more and more prevalent.

After a long while, she blinked her eyes, looked at the person in front of her and said, "Shuqing, do you have something to do with me?" ”

Yan Shuqing shook his head, then nodded again, and the whole person looked a little overwhelmed.

He seemed to want to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he didn't say anything.

Seeing this, He Xingyao directly spread his hands and said, "Then since you have nothing to say, I'll leave." ”

As soon as these words fell, she was about to leave, but as soon as she took two steps, her hands were already tightly held by Yan Shuqing.

And because Yan Shuqing's strength was too great, she stumbled and almost fell, but fortunately, Yan Shuqing helped her in time.

However, at this moment, the distance between the two people is almost zero, and on the surface, it seems that they are snuggling up to each other, but there is a bit of sweet intention in it, but unfortunately, in fact, it is not like that at all.

Maybe it's because the two of them are so close to each other that they can both hear each other's breath and feel each other's heartbeats, which is an embarrassing sight.

He Xingyao didn't want to have too much entanglement with him, but unfortunately all this couldn't fulfill people's wishes after all.

I saw Yan Shuqing blowing into He Xingyao's ears, and the breath made her neck itch, which was too shy.

"You, you, Yan Shuqing, why are you like this?"

Yan Shuqing didn't answer, but made eye contact with her, and from the slight arc of the corner of his mouth, he was extremely happy and enjoyed.

It took a long while for him to maintain his original posture and whisper in her ear, "Xingyao, you actually know me, don't you?" You've known what I'm thinking about you, so you've been avoiding me, haven't you? ”

He Xingyao shook his head.

Although she was indeed aware of the charming thoughts of the person in front of her, all this was unrealistic after all, after all, she still knew that this place was Yunyulan City, and she also knew what she had to do and the responsibilities she shouldered, and it was impossible for her to sink here, after all, her parents and those friends were still waiting for her to go back.

After thinking of this, He Xingyao tried his best to break free, but it was a pity that Yan Shuqing seemed to be deliberately not letting her go, no matter how much she struggled, it would be useless after all.

Yan Shuqing looked at her as if she was unwilling to give in, and the curvature of the corners of her mouth instantly fell.

Somehow, he felt extremely lonely for a while.

"He Xingyao, I want to hear you answer me a question in person, don't struggle, okay?"

"Okay, then you can say it!"

"What I just said, do you have even a little bit of agreement in your heart?"

When Yan Shuqing said this, his whole body was trembling, and his voice was very different from usual, and it could be seen that he was very excited.

It's a pity that He Xingyao shook his head after all.

She didn't want to have any relationship with the person in front of her at all except friends, after all, from the beginning, the person who lived in her heart was not Yan Shuqing at all, not to mention that there were so many things waiting for her to be busy now, how could she still have the heart to think about those love things?

Yan Shuqing didn't seem to believe her reaction, with an unbelievable look, looking extremely surprised, and at the same time sad and lonely.

"He Xingyao, don't shake your head, you answer me, answer me, okay?"

He Xingyao didn't seem to understand, or maybe he didn't want to understand, but no matter what the situation was, she had to explain it clearly.

After thinking of this, He Xingyao cleared his throat, looked at Yan Shuqing and said, "Do you know? Yan Shuqing, I thought you were a good person from the beginning, so I cherish this friendship with you, but why did you cross the line? Do you know how scared I am? You don't even know, otherwise how would you ask such a stupid question? ”

As soon as he finished saying this, Yan Shuqing's tears had already dripped to the ground, he suppressed the pain, his brows were furrowed, and his condition was really not good.

"You, you, you say I'm asking stupid questions, but do you really know? Are all questions about love foolish? Why do you say that? I don't believe it, I don't believe it, I don't believe it! ”

He said three times in a row that he didn't believe it, and the sad atmosphere made the flowers and trees in the vicinity bow their heads, and the originally fresh air and refreshing breeze also stopped.

He Xingyao felt that he was pinching his neck more and more, and couldn't help coughing loudly a few times, but unfortunately it was useless after all.

"Yan, Yan, Yan Shuqing, I, I, I can't breathe, you let go quickly, let me go."

Yan Shuqing saw that her expression was so painful, she hesitated for a while, and stopped the movements of her hands, but those hands were still tightly holding He Xingyao, so that she would not leave.

After a long while, he suddenly seemed to think of something, and said directly to the person in front of him: "He Xingyao, Mama Li told me that when you talked to her before, you suddenly walked away because you were shy, because you have me in your heart, isn't that so?" ”

He Xingyao didn't know what to say, the person in front of her was indeed her best friend in Yulan City, but it was not exaggerated to that extent.

However, why did Mama Li observe so carefully? She felt that she was not shy and blushing at all, could it be that this person was staring at herself all the time? No, that's scary, right?

He Xingyao denied her guess, but for a while, she didn't know how to face Yan Shuqing, she was a little unsure.

If there is an unpleasant quarrel between the two people because of this incident, she really can't imagine whether the two of them will be good friends, but if they really break up, then it will be a pity for them after all.

However, although she is not very good at emotional things, she still knows something after all.

So, He Xingyao looked at the person in front of him with very firm eyes and said: "Yan Shuqing, I don't know how Mama Li observes, but I still want to tell you that I have you in my heart, but that's just because you are my good friend, there is really nothing else, if you want to misunderstand, I can't help it, but I know that you won't force me, right?" ”

After saying this, Yan Shuqing was silent and didn't speak for a long time, looking a little sad, but he finally held back.

Perhaps, he really thought wrong, but he really couldn't bear it, for the first time in his life, he liked someone so rarely, Yan Shuqing was cautious at first, but unfortunately with He Xingyao's estrangement again and again, he still lost patience after all.

And this time, the contradiction between the two people broke out completely.

He liked her, but she didn't like him, and if she had to say she did, she would just treat him as a friend.

The saddest thing in life is that you like someone else, but they don't like you.

This is the situation between Yan Shuqing and He Xingyao, and because of this, the balance between the two of them for many days has finally been broken.

Once that layer of window paper is pierced, there is no possibility of repairing it, and the same is true of life.

Just when He Xingyao was worried about how to get rid of the person in front of him, it was really a coincidence.

Words and books appeared.

As soon as she walked over, she saw these two people holding hands, and He Xingyao's expression was quite ugly, which made her immediately notice the reluctance between these two people.

So, Yan Shuyu slowly walked over and lowered his face at Yan Shuqing, "Shuqing, why do you keep holding someone's hand?" He Xingyao, do your hands hurt? ”

He Xingyao nodded, and said in a very exaggerated tone: "Shuyu girl, it really hurts that my hand was pulled by your brother!" ”

Seeing this, Yan Shuyu said to her with a pleasant face: "You, you, in the future, you will call me sister with Shuqing, so that it looks kinder." ”

"Well, sister!"

"Good sister, Shuqing, why do you keep holding people's hands? He Xingyao's hands hurt, don't you usually like her the most? Why do you ignore it now? ”

Yan Shuqing listened to his sister's reprimand, his original mood was ruined all of a sudden, and his plan was also disrupted, and he felt very irritable.

"Sister, you, why are you here?"

"You stupid boy, my sister met Mama Li halfway, and my father said that I would come to see you, I was afraid that you would be unhappy because of my mother's affairs, so I found it, but I didn't expect you to treat people He Xingyao like this, it's so rude."

When Yan Shuqing heard this, he didn't dare to come out for a while.

He glared at He Xingyao with pretended fierce eyes, and then whistled indiscriminately, and said to Yan Shuyu: "Okay, okay, my good sister, in fact, I was just joking with He Xingyao, really, we were really just joking, but we were misunderstood by you, sister." ”

After saying this, he pulled out a smile, and he seemed to be in a good mood.

Seeing this, He Xingyao also laughed, but she didn't say anything.

Yan Shuyu was still a little uneasy, but seeing that these two people had smiles on their faces, he was afraid that he had really misunderstood them, and when the time came, he would feel guilty, and the originally small thing was turned into a big thing, which was not good.

After thinking of this, she looked at the two people in front of her with a gentle smile, and said, "Shuqing, there is nothing between the two of them, then I can rest assured that sister." ”

After a pause, she continued, "But what were you two doing just now? Forget it, I'm really, I'm really worried about the two of you, it's just, it's just that no matter what you want to do, Shuqing, you have to protect He Xingyao, after all, she is not only your good friend, but also kind to our family, you know? ”

After saying this, she planned to leave, but she kept hesitating, and she was always a little uneasy.

Seeing this, Yan Shuqing looked at her directly and said, "Oh, my good sister, I will really protect He Xingyao, you, you can rest assured." ”

Yan Shuyu heard a satisfactory answer, and then left with a smile on his face.

As soon as she walked away, He Xingyao instantly lowered his face.

The moment Yan Shuyu appeared, she hesitated in her heart, the original idea of leaving, the original idea of being dissatisfied with Yan Shuqing, finally fell apart in an instant.

She didn't know what her momentary hesitation meant, but she knew very well that for her, Yan Shuqing was definitely a heavyweight friend, but this person would never be able to have a further relationship with her.

"Xingyao, when my sister came over, you didn't say anything about the things and contradictions between the two of us, does it mean that you still have me in your heart?"

"What are you talking about? I was just afraid that your sister would worry, and she was so good to me, I couldn't bear to cause trouble for her, as for whether I have you in my heart, in fact, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you? ”

Now that the conversation between the two people has reached this point, it is naturally on the verge of the limit.

When Yan Shuqing heard such words, he felt for the first time that he seemed to have never seen through the person in front of him, He Xingyao's heart was too transparent, but he himself was already scarred, in terms of emotional matters, he felt for the first time that he was really unable to let the heart of the person in front of him put himself in his heart, and for the first time he felt that his life was a failure.

"He Xing, you are so powerful!"

"It's not that I'm good, but I know better than you think, most of the people who are trapped in feelings are not very rational, but I know that the fate between people can be met but not sought, and the same is true for emotional things."

"No, it's not like this, I don't care how transparent you are, I don't care what you think of me in your heart, I have to continue to insist, liking you is my business, in the future, I won't force you to have any response to me."

He Xingyao nodded.

After all, she was still moved by the words of the person in front of her, but it was a pity that the words she said were like water spilled, and she couldn't get it back no matter what, not to mention that she herself never regretted it.

It's just that Yan Yanshuqing was more or less affected by He Xingyao's refusal, but he didn't show it.

He Xingyao saw that he was fine, so he left directly under the big tree, the breeze was blowing, but her mood was not good.

Every stage of life has its own choices, He Xingyao firmly believes that she will never regret her refusal to speak to Shuqing, and firmly believes in the choice in her own mind.

As far as Shuqing is concerned, although he will be more or less affected, his liking for He Xingyao has never decreased by half a point.

In a person's life, the joy of a teenager is the rarest.

He is not very old, but he has already experienced a rejection from people he likes and likes.

It's just that in He Xingyao's eyes, no matter how hard he tries, the two of them are still friends after all, just like what he said at the beginning, there is no possibility of crossing the line.

Time always flies quickly, and Yan Shuyu finally heard the story between Yan Shuqing and He Xingyao, and he was a little embarrassed in his heart.

That day, she and He Xingyao talked together, and the two talked a lot, talking everywhere, until the end, Yan Shuyu asked the question he really wanted to ask.

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