Chapter 318: You Don't Love Me, But It's Okay If I Love You
Zhu Yu changed his name to Mu Xin, and he loved Mu Xin and the sea god, but the meaning of this name was only known to him. He didn't know when he could tell Gong Ni that he was Zhu Yu because he had done something wrong. He hoped that Gong Ni would never know for the rest of his life that he had proposed to Mo Yan to trick the little groom in......
The time to return to the ruins is really like its darkness, completely stagnant and frozen. Gong Ni didn't know how long she had been here, and she didn't know what she should do, and now that she had slept until she couldn't sleep, she and Luo stared at each other.
"Are we boiling eagles? See who survives who first? Luo's vertical pupils were already sluggish.
Gong Ni shook her head, "I don't know, and I don't know what I'm doing." Because there is no way to do things, the god can't be distracted and thinks that the little groom is about to die. ”
Gong Ni carefully recalled every minute and second of those times with Yao Can several times, even if it was the picture about Yao Can that she saw inadvertently, Gong Ni could freeze it in front of her eyes and watch it over and over again. Her memories of all people are short, but for that man, they are eternal. In the thousands of years of waiting for Yaocan's reincarnation, Gong Ni recalled the relationship in just a few years countless times, and every moment they were together was in Gong Ni's mind thousands of times, relying on those memories She waited for Yaocan.
But now...... Gong Ni's eyes suddenly turned red when he stared at Luo, and Luo hurriedly turned his head, "Oh, isn't it time to eat, I'm a little hungry......"
Tears slipped down Gong Ni's face, "This god misses him so much...... What is he doing, who is he with, and is he happy or not? ”
Luo turned his head, "He must be very happy, you left him a lot of money, and the best blessings of God, and the unique love of the sea god, he must be doing well." ”
Gong Ni looked at Luo with tears in her eyes, "I don't have a good life in the world of this god anymore......"
Luo nodded.
Gong Niwa cried out loudly, "This god regrets it, he should be so sad like this god, everyone loves each other, and this god should not be the only one who suffers!" ”
In the hospital, Yao Chan sat alone in the lounge and looked at the clear moonlight outside the window.
"Dr. Xu, are you alright?"
Yao Chan smiled and nodded, "I'm fine, I'm sorry to scare you all today." ”
Before the operation this afternoon, Yao Chan went to see the patient, and she was a very cute little girl.
"Doctor Xu, do you think I'm afraid?" The little girl likes Yao Chan very much.
"Don't be afraid."
The little girl nodded and said, "I'm not afraid, because my grandmother gave me this!" As she spoke, the little girl mysteriously handed Yao Chan something.
"What is so powerful, I must take a good look." Yao Chan opened his palm, and it was a small pendant, and a golden mermaid held a trident.
"This is His Highness the Sea God, my favorite goddess. She is as beautiful as the sun, and she is the most beautiful god! ”
Poseidon...... The god of the sea, a light suddenly appeared in front of Yaocan's eyes, and there was a blurred figure in the golden light, which was like a pendant was a mermaid holding a trident.
'My little bridegroom...... My little bridegroom ......' as if someone kept saying in Yaochan's ear.
A sharp pain hit, Yao Chan clutched his chest and couldn't speak, and stumbled out of the ward. There was always the golden mermaid in front of him, and an inexplicable sadness hit like a tsunami, making people have no strength to resist, Yao Can locked himself in the lounge and cried bitterly. He was in too much pain, and since the last drowning, this heart-rending pain had often struck him without warning.
He also went to see a psychiatrist, but everything was normal and he didn't even have a traumatic stress response. He also underwent hypnosis treatment, and that time hypnotized Yaocan fell into a chaotic dark world, unable to see or hear anything. But that hypnosis made Yao Can know that he must have lost something very important, because in hypnosis he was always looking, he didn't know what to look for and didn't know where to look for it, but his subconscious mind kept looking.
"What the hell am I missing?" Yao Chan looked at the moon and asked softly.
"Heart, ......" Haosu sat incognito next to Yaocan, one virtual and one real, quietly facing the moon.
"Yaocan, are you okay? Feeling distressed? Song Yue suddenly rushed in, disturbing the peace.
Yao Can saw Song Yue and smiled reluctantly, "It's okay." ”
Song Yue rushed over and hugged Yao Can, "Don't pretend to be strong, I'm your girlfriend, you don't need to be strong in front of me." ”
Yao Can felt the warmth from Song Yue, and he gently stretched out his hand to hug Song Yue.
Haosu looked at them and smiled bitterly, "Your Highness's wish has been fulfilled...... Your little groom should soon be someone else's groom. Haosu turned around and walked through the wall, "When the time comes, don't cry and drown the ruins." ”
Song Yue patted Yaocan's back, "If you're in a bad mood, we'll take leave to go out for a walk, and I'll accompany you to where you want to go." ”
Want to go to the bottom of the sea...... Yao Chan had such a thought in his heart, "I want to go to the bottom of the ......"
"Under the sea? Then let's go diving in the Maldives. ”
Yao Chan shook his head and blurted out, "It's not the Maldives...... She's not ......."
But Song Yue didn't hear what Yao Can said, and Yao Can broke free from Song Yue's arms violently.
"What's wrong? Sad again? ”
Yao Chan looked at Song Yue, "Are you sure that there are no close people around me?" ”
Song Yue shook her head, "There really isn't!" If there is, even if you forget, your colleagues and friends will not forget. ”
Colleagues and friends...... Yes, if there is such a person who will not forget even if he forgets himself, it is that there is no one at all.
Song Yue took Yao Can's hand, "It's so pitiful, you look so aggrieved and aggrieved." ”
The two stood facing each other, Song Yue walked further and leaned over on tiptoe, Yao Can put his arms around Song Yue's waist and closed his eyes, just as he was about to kiss down, he skipped a picture of himself and a woman kissing in front of him. Yao Canmeng opened his eyes and subconsciously pushed Song Yue away, and his whole body was trembling slightly.
"How...... What's wrong? Song Yue, who was pushed away, was a little overwhelmed.
"It's time for me to go on rounds, you should go home early." Yao Chan rushed out of the lounge in a panic.
Song Yue stood in place, she looked at Yao Can's back, "He doesn't love me, right...... But it doesn't matter, I love him. She took out her phone, opened the photo album and pulled out a photo. Song Yue also doesn't remember when the photo was taken secretly, and she doesn't remember who the woman who hugged Yao Can was at all, but it can be seen that Yao Can is smiling happier than ever.
Song Yue pressed delete, since she had forgotten it, it was better to forget it completely, and since it had disappeared, she would disappear cleanly. It doesn't matter who it has to do with Xu Yaocan, Xu Yaocan's future is enough with her Song Yue. One day, Xu Yaocan will completely forget that person, and Song Yue believes that he will fall in love with him.