Chapter 0128: The State of Loneliness (Part II)

"You know what, you?" Hu Huilan said kindly, "You will just say that you know." You spend all day in school, only drilling the horns, how smart do you think you are?

If I don't tell you about the baby, where can you imagine it?

Weiyang Wa'er stayed alone in the big yard, no one talked to him, no one laughed with him, in fact, he was very flustered, I told you that you can't feel this feeling.

Weiyangwa doesn't understand the language, and he can't express it to others, unlike you, you can say it when you open your mouth, and he, no matter how flustered he is, can only hold it in his heart. ”

"Oh."

"In fact, the baby is really flustered sometimes, I tell you, take me as an adult, this day to night, in the morning when the sun rises is better, in the afternoon, when the sun sets, this feeling is very obvious.

The yellow wax sun shines on people, and it always makes people worry about their hearts, and everything is like an old-fashioned black and white photo, pale and without any strength.

At that time, you may even feel disgusted with the courtyard wall of your house, and sometimes, when you see the yellow light of the sunset shining on people who have nothing to do with you, you will inevitably have an inexplicable sadness creeping up in your heart, and then you will lose faith in everything around you, you will not see hope, and then you will feel that this hard life has no edge, no end.

And in this situation, if you don't pinch and touch a job in your hands, you will not be able to sit still, and you will not be able to sit still.

If it were you, I'm sure you'd feel the same way.

Don't say you're a special case, you just don't know anything. In this way, you are a round person who can speak, and in this case my heart is panicked, but your brother can't speak yet, and you think how difficult it will be for him

Think about it, is there any truth to what I said? ”

"I know."

"To be honest, at home, Weiyang Baby looks up to you the most, and he also likes you the most, and loves you almost more than anyone else.

Take the example of you coming home on vacation, I don't even know when you'll be back.

However, the baby was a week in advance to me to draw a gesture and ask me, he said that he was taller than him, older than him, when would my brother who usually slept in the side room come home, I was stunned in a trance, thinking hey! Why did such a big person suddenly ask me about this?

Yes, you must be so baffled that you might even think that this is not a trivial matter.

And in fact, it is true, and then I snapped my fingers and counted, oh, it's almost time for you to go home, yes, it's time for the baby to ask.

Because every semester, your vacation time is basically not much different......

So, now again, look, can't you see it from this little thing? It shows that I have you in my heart from beginning to end, and no one can replace your position in his heart. ”

"Hmm."

"There's no one else to take your place in your brother's heart all along." Hu Huilan repeated that sentence again with great seriousness.

"At that time, as for why Weiyang asked me about that. I thought, maybe he remembered the approximate time you came home from vacation in previous years.

That's right, it should be an approximate time.

As for how he remembers, I also wonder, after all, such an older person, you say that he has a good memory, I admit, you say that he remembers things firmly, I don't believe it, no matter how good the memory is, he will forget, right, alas! I'm just curious about that, anyway!

So, I had to joke with him that your brother would be back the next day. Of course, it's just a common joke.

I didn't really care much at the time; And who would have thought that he was so happy, like eating molasses, I can clearly feel this.

So I waited until the evening, when I closed the door, and he ran to open it again.

I was very surprised.

I asked him what he was doing with the door open?

Do you know what your brother said at the time?

He went so far as to say that his brother hadn't come back all day, so he might have come back in the evening.

You know, he gestured to me with his hand. He said that once his brother came back in the evening, he couldn't enter the door when he saw that the door was closed, and he was worried that you wouldn't be able to go home. I thought at the time, this baby really has a bit of a conscience, although he can't speak.

From the moment I mentioned in front of him the idea that you would go home the next day, he began to be restless in those days, and he had to wait for you at the gate almost every day."

"Hmm."

"I think you should be able to deeply understand how much your brother missed you at that time, and how lonely he was!"

"Hmm."

"To be honest, I was touched by what you guys did. Think about it, at that time, at night, the door was not closed.

So, I deliberately left the door wide open in front of your brother to let him know that the door was open and waiting for you to come home. When I coaxed him back into the house and went to sleep, I quietly went out and closed the door. Until the next day, guess what will happen the next day? ”

"Hmm."

"The next day, before dawn, your brother was at the gate.

He stared straight at the crack in the door to see if his brother had returned. He stood on tiptoe and looked and looked at him from afar, barely sparing anyone like you.

I secretly thought to myself, what is going on with this little person?

In this way, he looked and looked, and he still didn't see his brother's figure.

Every now and then, he would come back and pester me and ask, keep asking, asking when his brother would come back, so I had to tell him, "You'll be back soon, you'll be back soon."

In fact, I think I was right, and I should have said that, because I really didn't want to disappoint him.

But I didn't expect to disappoint him in the end, because the days passed day by day and you still didn't come back.

Later, he complained that I didn't tell the truth, and he was so angry that he threw the stool and smashed the bowl, and he was angry and didn't eat or drink, but I think it's better for him to blame me, and not to blame me, which is better than making him not have the slightest hope.

Therefore, no matter what, he is still waiting for you to come home, and he will not leave until you come back.

As soon as you get home, he happily takes you in front of you, helps you change your shoes and socks, and doesn't think you're dirty at all.

You asked him to burn the kang for you, and he was happy to burn it, and he never resisted.

And you know, he usually didn't help me burn the kang once.

In addition, I have seen him obediently help you serve food, help you pour water, for you, he is always busy with himself, busy like a nanny.

Sometimes, he looks pitiful, and whatever you call him, he listens to you and obediently helps you do something.

On the contrary, sometimes I don't listen to all the good things I say, and I don't bother to die.

Anyway, I think you should know by now why Weiyang Baby thinks so much of you. ”

"Hmm."

"So, look at you in turn, what did you do for Weiyang Baby? Is there anything to be praised?

No! I'm sure no, right? ”

"Hmm."

"You've done almost nothing for him. However, sometimes you do things that I don't even like to look like.

Let's take today's incident as an example, let me ask you, why did you beat your brother for no reason? You know you're leaving soon, can't you just spend a while with your brother?

Why do you have to make him cry wolf?

In fact, I said these words to you from the bottom of my heart, and the strangers on the side of the road, they don't care about you.

Truth be told, you're sometimes far off; And sometimes, I don't think you're worthy of being his brother. ”